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â¤ď¸A/N: happy v-day my lovelies!! this is my bouquet of roses for you and its also part of @thebigbutterflytattoo 's writing challenge, it's an enemies to lovers and i hope it will bring you all some joy whether you spend/spent it with your partner or alone!
â¤ď¸PAIRING: neighbor!Harry X Reader
â¤ď¸WARNING: smokingđ, smut
â¤ď¸SUMMARY: Your neighbor keeps getting on your nerves and you hate him for that but you hate how good-looking he is even more.
â¤ď¸WORD COUNT: 9.1k
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Harry Styles is ruining your life. And he decided to do that by moving in next door.
As you lie in your bed, staring at the ceiling, you try to keep your cool while the wall you share with his apartment vibrates from the bass of the song he is playing on the other side, a lot louder than he should at midnight. It doesnât matter that itâs a Friday, you donât have weekends, working as a waitress you canât even remember a day when you had a Saturday off.
You have a ten hour shift tomorrow as well and you need all the sleep you can get, but the smug British guy on the other side of the wall is making it impossible. He started slamming his music at around nine. That wasnât a too unreasonable time so you let it slide and waited. And waited and then waited some more and when you went to bed at eleven it was still blasting. Now itâs been an hour of trying to shut it out and sleep, but itâs not happening and you are not planning to lie awake all night long or at least until Harry decides heâs had his fun.
âThis fucking⌠man!â you groan, kicking the covers off of yourself as you march over to your wardrobe and grab a hoodie before heading out of your apartment and right over to his front door.
The music can be heard even out in the hallway too and you wonder how the people above and below him are not using their minds. Oh right, he is living above Mrs. Fowler who is basically entirely deaf, she never hears when you say hello to her in the elevator and then above him lives Holly, who is a stripper so she is at work right now, not present to hear the concert Harry is putting on.
You ring the bell next to his door, but you donât actually hear it ringing so it probably doesnât work, just like yours. Groaning you ball your hand into a fist and start banging on the door, hoping heâll hear it through the music. It takes a few tries for him to notice and the music finally stops, footsteps echoing in his hallway before the door flies open and you lay your eyes on him.
He is an asshole, or he has been one to you since the beginning for sure. He is always moody and never holds the elevator when he sees you coming into the building. You keep finding his mail in your mailbox and youâre starting to think that he is giving out your address on purpose just to piss you off.
But god damn it, he is so hot! Especially shirtless, like right now. His grey sweatpants are hanging low on his hips, that happy trail leading down under the fabric catches your attention more than youâd like. Those stupid tattoos look so fucking sexy on him, you want to lick them, but then you see the smug smirk on his face and even though he is undoubtedly handsome, you want to punch him right now.
âIf it isnât 3C, how can I help you in this ungodly hour?â he asks, leaning against the doorframe, his gaze shamelessly running up and down your body. The hoodie covers your upper body pretty well, but your cotton shorts are putting your legs fully on display.
âOh, so you know itâs an ungodly hour! So then why the fuck are you having a whole ass Tomorrow Land in your apartment this time of the day?â you grit through your teeth, folding your arms on your chest as you shift your weight to one leg. Harry purses his lips, but he doesnât seem surprised at your accusation.
âWas it too loud? I didnât know, no one else came to complain.â
âBecause itâs just the two of us on this level and your lower neighbor hears absolutely nothing while your upper neighbor is a fucking ghost in the night. Would you turn it down? Iâm trying to sleep. I have work tomorrow.â
âMrs. Fowler is not deaf, Y/N. Thatâs very rude to say.â
âIâm pretty sure the last thing she heard was the announcement in the radio that World War II is over.â
Harry lets out a belly laugh, flashing you his bunny teeth and fucking hell, even imperfections look good on this man!
âI would tell you to watch what you say about her, but youâre right, she doesnât hear shit. So, what can I help you with exactly?â
âAre you dumb? Turn the fucking music down,â you tell him and without waiting for an answer, you turn around and head back to your apartment, but Harry calls after you.
âIs you little boyfriend not fucking you right? Youâve been so cranky lately.â
âShut the fuck up, you canât even get a woman to be in the same room with you willingly!â you snap back before shutting the door closed behind you.
As you get back to bed you fear that your comment just riled him up even more and he wonât stop the concert, but luckily you only hear silence.
âIâm sorry, baby. But you know how important this project is.â
Duke sighs on the other end of the call as you push the door to your building open, holding the phone to your ear with your shoulder.
âI know, Iâm just bummed I canât see you tonight either,â you tell him with a pout as you walk up to the mailboxes, looking for your key on your keychain.
âIâll make it up to you this weekend, okay? Just you and me, youâll have me all to yourself.â
âAlright, that sounds like a great plan,â you chuckle, biting into your bottom lip.
âI gotta go, Iâll text you later. Love you!â
âLove you too,â you sigh before ending the call.
Reaching your floor you are about to just simply get inside, but something averts you as soon as you approach your door.
âFucking⌠Harry,â you grumble under your breath when you see your doormat all muddy and dirty when his is practically untouched.
It had to be him, when you left your doormat was nice and clean and no one has been in your place since then. The asshole must have used yours just to keep his perfect. Stepping to his door you bang on his door in annoyance.
âKeep your fucking dirt away from my doormat!â you scream before marching right into your home, not even waiting whether he is home and heard your message or not.
Duke canceling tonight gets you a bit crankier and you want nothing else than to just have a relaxing bath and go to bed without a care in the world. You do some quick cleaning while the water is running, fogging up your tiny bathroom and you scroll on Netflix to put on a show from your tablet while soaking the long day away, but your bubble is quick to pop when the familiar thumping of music starts pulsating through the walls you share with Harryâs apartment and itâs the last straw.
Youâve complained to him way too many times before about listening to music too loud and youâre convinced he is doing it on purpose now, knowing youâre home after you banged on his door about the muddy doormat. This man is out to get on your nerves and you will not let him get away with it.
It feels like he enjoys having you kicking his door every other day so this time you choose a different way of letting him know he is being disrespectful. The apartments in the building are not too spacious but thereâs one big perk for them: the balconies. They are designed in a way that the partition between the two apartments doesnât run all the way along, it turns into the railing before making a turn to the front of it so it gives you a nice little peephole to your neighborâs balcony. And this time youâll use it as your entrance to Harryâs place.
Without a warning, you march out to your balcony and with easy, you climb over to Harryâs. Heâs got two mismatched chairs and a tiny table out there with an empty ashtray and you remember all the times you smelled the weed coming from his place.
The sliding door is wide open thanks to the oddly warm day today so you can walk into his home with no hustle. Itâs exactly like yours, just mirrored, but his interior is a whole different universe than yours. Itâs so obvious a guy is living here, he has a lot of mismatched furniture inside, quite chaotic but definitely fitting for his style. Heâs got the speakers that are blasting the music right now too but he also has a record player with a massive amount of Vinyl records stacked. You almost forget about what youâre here for and start going through his collection, curious about what records he loves so much he bought them, but when you hear his singing coming from the bedroom you remember the mission.
Walking over to the speaker, you simply turn it down to a reasonable volume and then just stand there, waiting for him to realize what happened.
âWhat theââ you hear him followed by his steps until he walks out of his bedroom, both of you shocked to see the other.
Him because you basically just broke into his apartment to lower the volume of his music and you because⌠he is wearing nothing else than just a towel that hangs dangerously low on his tattooed hips, that teasing line of hair running down his lower stomach and disappearing underneath the towel, urging you to fantasize about what heâs hiding there. His hair is damp and water drops are running down his chest and your thoughts are running wild for a second.
âWhat the fuck are you doing in my apartment?â he snaps and though he tries to sound angry, you can hear the amusement in his tone.
âI told you a million times to keep it down. Youâre not the only person living here,â you simply tell him, folding your arms on your chest.
âAnd how exactly did you get in here?â he asks, tilting his head to the side and youâre having a hard time keeping your wandering eyes up at his face when he is practically naked in front of you.
âI have a key,â you tell him and watch the confusion etch through his stupid handsome face. âI climbed through the balcony, you idiot!â you roll your eyes at him. âDonât tell me you havenât thought about doing that before.â
âI have, plenty of times, hoping to find you dancing around naked in your living room,â he smirks at you smugly.
âCreep.â
âIâm not the one who actually broke into someoneâs apartment,â he defends himself holding his hands up and your eyes snap down to the towel that seems to loosen in the motion and Harry definitely catches the stolen look.
âWhatever. Keep the volume down or next time Iâll call the cops on you and Iâm sure the weed you keep around here would interest them enough to give you a hard time.â
Heading back out to the balcony youâre climbing over the railing again as Harry appears at the sliding door, watching you maneuver your way over to your place with a grin on his face.
âIâll leave the door open for the night. Feel free to come over if your boyfriend doesnât fuck you right. Iâm sure I can make you scream,â he winks as you land on your own balcony and you shoot him a narrow-eyed look and ignore the reaction his words caused in your body, not giving him the satisfaction to know his dirty talking definitely gets you going.
âKeep on dreaming, Styles,â you tell him before disappearing from his view and as you get into your living room you make sure to lock the door in case he might decide to visit you too.
Duke is late. He had some last minute emergency at work so now the dinner you made will be cold by the time he gets to your place. You try not to be mad, it wasnât his fault, but heâs been so absent lately it rubs on you the worst way possible.
You cover everything and blow the candle out you lit just to set the mood and pulling a hoodie on you head out of your apartment to climb up to the top of the building and blow out some steam on the roof, your favorite secret spot. Chewing on your bottom lip youâre typing away on your phone replying to one of your friends as you push the heavy door leading out to the roof without even looking around so you donât notice that youâre not the only one up here.
âAre you following me?â
Harryâs voice snaps you out of your thoughts and as you look up from the screen you see him sitting on one of the massive pipes running close to the edge, your favorite place to sit because you have a great view of the city from there, but apparently itâs not yours only.
âSorry, I didnât know it was taken,â you sighs, already turning around to go back down when he calls after you.
âI think this roof is big enough for the two of us, you donât have to leave,â he says and when you turn to face him again you realize he is smoking a joint. You ponder going back to your apartment or staying and decide youâll give this a chance so you walk over to him, sitting down to the pipe as you stare out ahead of you, the rumble of the city surrounding the two of you as Harry silently keeps smoking. He holds out the joint for you.
âNo thanks,â you say, but not because you donât smoke, you just donât want to be stoned when Duke finally arrives. You spend so little time with him, you donât want to mess it up.
âYou seem tense,â he comments as he brings the joint back to his lips, taking another long drag before the thick smoke dances out through his lips.
âMm, shocker,â you mumble.
âWant to talk about it?â
âWith you?â you scoff. âWhat makes you think I want to talk to you?â
âI donât know. Iâm high and you didnât curse me out in the past three minutes. Thought I would shoot my shot,â he chuckles, taking another hit before putting it out in the ashtray you saw on his balcony earlier. At least he doesnât leave his ash all around the roof.
âI only curse you out when you deserve it.â
âSo⌠every time you see me?â he grins and you hate how good it looks on him.
âBecause you piss me off every time I see you!â you defend yourself, making the both of you laugh.
âItâs your fault, you make it so funny,â he shakes his head, staring out ahead of him.
âWhat? How is it my fault?â you gasp.
âI love that prissy face you make whenever you give me a lecture. As if you were the fucking prime minister or something.â
âWow, thanks, good to know,â you huff, but you donât take it to your heart, not this time. Itâs all just fun and games.
âI let my balcony door open the other day, but Iâm disappointed you didnât come visit me again,â he smirks peeking at you.
âAnd I locked mine in case you got funny ideas,â you tell him, making him laugh.
âI didnât think of it, but I should definitely try it out sometime. Raid your fridge, take a bath and then go home.â
âNot gonna happen,â you scoff. Your phone buzzes in your pocket and pulling it out you see a text from Duke.
DUKE: Canât make it baby, Iâm sorry!! Iâll make it up to you I promise! Xx
âFucking⌠great,â you growl and shove the phone back into your pocket without answering the text.
âWhat happened?â
âJust⌠my boyfriend canât make it,â you mumble under your breath, watching the twinkling lights of the city in front of you.
âDonât take it the wrong way, but your boyfriend is a total douche,â Harry huffs, rolling his head around to crack his neck.
âYou donât even know him.â
âI know enough about him.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âA friend of mine works with him, Iâve heard things about him and he doesnât seem too delightful,â he chuckles, playing around with the rip on his jeans at his knee. âHe is like a total flirt with everyone, did you know that?â
âWhat?â you breathe out confused.
âHe like, keeps sweet talking to women at the office, always flirting with someone. Iâve seen it myself actually. I dropped off a package for my friend and your little boyfriend was sitting on the desk of some secretary and they were definitely more than just friendly.â
âWhere is this coming from? You saw just one little thing and youâre so quick to assume you know everything!â
Anger is rising in your guts, but not because Harry is shit talking Duke, no. Itâs because deep down you know itâs entirely possible that he is telling you the truth, but you will not admit that to him.
âI just told you my opinion, no need to get so mad,â Harry scoffs.
âYour opinion about others is always so fucking negative. You see someone and assume you know everything about them.â
âWhat the fuck are you talking about, Y/N?â he chuckles in confusion. You jump to your feet, the sudden urge to get away from him burning in your chest. His honesty is just way too much for you at the moment.
âYou. Iâm talking about you and your big mouth that just loves to talk about others when youâre just as problematic as the ones you judge.â
âIâm not judging, I just told you what I saw. Donât take it like a fucking attack.â
âIâll take it however I fucking want to! I donât need you criticizing me or my relationship!â you snap and head towards the exit, wanting to get off of that roof as fast as possible.
âGet the fucking stick out of your ass, Y/N! And open your eyes for once! That asshole is using you, but you know what? Itâs none of my business, youâre right! Go and jump on his dick when he is fucking like a dozen other women too!â Harry calls after you and for a moment you debate turning back and punching him in the face, that would serve you peace or at least some fun, but instead, you just leave and march back to your apartment.
As much as you told yourself Harry was just trying to get on your nerves with what he said about Duke, he definitely got the gears turning in your head and brought your paranoia out. Duke really has been spending a lot of time doing extra work, apparently, and you never questioned if it was the truth but after your little chat with Harry on the roof, you canât help but wonder if something has been going on behind your back.
Curled up on your couch, the two of you are now watching a movie, he finally made time to be with you and heâs been super sweet, he brought you flowers and ice-cream to make up for all the time he had to miss with you but it just got your suspicion even higher.
Is he trying to make up for something else? Is he trying to butter you up so you donât ask him what heâs been up to lately?
You hate yourself for doubting him but you hate Harry even more for bringing it to your attention. You were fine living in oblivion, why did he have to break your bubble?
âLetâs have a break, I need to use the bathroom,â he gets up from beside you, his warm body peeling away from yours as he pauses the movie and walks into your bathroom. Youâre just sitting there patiently waiting for him to return when his phone buzzes on the couch, itâs been laying on his other side, screen facing downwards. Pursing your lips you stare at the device, practically burning a hole into it until you find yourself snatching it up and unlocking it. He doesnât know you know his code and you never intended to use it but your anxiety has brought the worst out of you.
You see red instantly when you pull down the notification bar and see his latest message from someone named âGâ.
G: I promise ;) miss you, canât wait for next weekend Xx
There is no stopping from there, you open the message thread and start reading it completely ignoring how youâre violating his privacy, but it doesnât matter when heâs been dirty talking with other women behind your back. And when you see nudes popping up on the screen, you lose it completely.
You hear him flush the toilet when you go back to his other messages and see at least three more from women saved as just one single letter, but the moment you scroll in the conversation you see more and more nudes and intimate texts popping up in front of your eyes.
âAlright, Iâm back andââ
âGet the fuck out of my place,â you snap at him jumping to your feet as you throw his phone at him. Unfortunately, his reflexes are good enough that he catches it so you do no damage to him or his phone.
âY/N, what the fuck?â he raises his phone with wide eyes that keep switching between you and his phone in his hand.
âI said get the fuck out, Duke! Before I fucking smash something on your head!â you scream at him but he doesnât listen and tries to get closer to you, which you donât want so you move away, keeping the couch between the two of you as a barrier. Not sure if itâs for him or for you just yet. âGo and fuck all those sluts in your phone! I donât want to see you again!â
âBabe, I can explain, okay? Just let meââ
âI donât want to hear it! Get the fuck out of here before I call the cops on you! I donât want you here or in my life!â
âY/N, you are acting crazy. Letâs just sit down and talk!â
âIâm not fucking crazy! You are if you think I want to even be in the same room as you ever again!â
Youâre desperate to get rid of him so climbing over the couch you start pushing him towards the door while he keeps trying to resist you and get a hold of you, but you shake his hands off every time they make contact with your arms or shoulders.
âStop fucking pushing me! Whatâs wrong with you?! Youâre being very childish, letâs just haveââ
âGET OUT!â You scream when you finally reach the front door and opening it youâre trying to push him out, but he is too strong, he just keeps pushing back and getting farther away from the door, the panic rising inside of you.
âDonât fucking scream at me, Y/N. You have no idea whatââ He doesnât get to finish his threat, because he gets pulled away from you violently and it takes a few seconds to realize whatâs happening.
Harry has barged into your place and he now has Duke by the collar of his shirt, dragging him out of your apartment as your cheater (now ex) boyfriend is trying to wiggle his way out of Harryâs hold, but it seems like your neighbor is stronger than you thought.
âGet the fuck out of here before I call the cops on you! Did you not hear her scream at you?â Harry barks as he pushes Duke out to the hallway with one swift movement.
âWhat theââ Duke gasps, completely feral over the fact that he was thrown, as if you havenât just found out heâs been cheating on you. âWho do you think you are?!â
âThe one who will beat the shit out of you if I see you here again. Now leave!â Harry shouts before shutting the door closed, trapping Duke outside while he and you are inside.
Harry turns around and youâre just standing there completely frozen and in shock, barely processing what just happened. He slowly walks closer but makes sure to keep some distance between the two of you in case you freak out.
âHey, are you alright? Did he hurt you?â he asks and youâve never heard him sound so soft and gentle. The shock is tightening your chest and tears are forming in the corners of your eyes as you finally lift your gaze to meet his. Before you could even stop yourself or think about what youâre doing, you close the gap between you and him and hug him so tight youâre crushing him, but he doesnât complain. Instead, he wraps his arms around you, running his hands up and down your back as he holds you in his arms securely.
âItâs alright. Heâs gone. And if he ever comes back I will break his arm,â he mumbles and you laugh through your tears, sniffling your nose as you try to slow your wildly beating heart down.
Harry makes you sit on the couch and he disappears for a bit to make you a tea, the warm drink definitely soothing your raging mind. He sits beside you, his eyes filled with worry as he eyes every move you make.
âYou were right,â you mumble, avoiding to look at him as you talk, feeling like a complete idiot. âI saw at least four text threads with different women in his phone and they were definitely not friendly.â
âIâm sorry, Y/N. You didnât deserve it.â
âI should have listened to you, but⌠I just didnât want to believe someone would do this to me. I was so fucking stupidâŚâ
âDonât beat yourself for something that asshole did. It wasnât your fault, alright? Heâs a piece of shit,â Harry growls shaking his head.
âHe had the fucking nerve to call me crazy,â you tell him, now replaying the moments before Duke got thrown out. âHe was cheating on me with several women and I was crazy for being upset, how does that make sense?â
âIt doesnât,â he chuckles. âHeâs a prick.â
âAnd now Iâll be single on Valentineâs Day, cool. I was already making plans for the two of us, but I guess Iâll just mope around here,â you sigh, letting your head fall back against the back of the couch.
âThatâs what worries you the most?â Harry chuckles.
âWhat? It hurts! I fucking hate being alone on Valentineâs Day!â you gasp dramatically, though you know it sounds ridiculous, but it does bother you.
âAlright, then if thatâs your biggest concern, Iâll take you out.â
âWhat?â you ask, eyes widening.
âWeâre gonna have a night out on Valentineâs Day, have some fun and forget about your asshole ex.â
âDonât you have some girl to take out?â
âWerenât you the one who said no woman wants to be in the same room as me? Why do you think then that I have someone to take out?â he asks with a sly grin and you roll your eyes at him.
âThat was just a joke.â
âI know,â he smirks. âBut our plan still stands. Weâll let lose a bit.â
He keeps his word. When Valentineâs Day comes in just a few days, he shows up at your door dressed in a simple red flannel and black jeans while you chose a fully black outfit for yourself just to reflect how you truly feel about the holiday. Because all lovely couples go to restaurants and romantic places, you decide to spend the night where single people go: a nightclub.
Itâs been three days since youâve became single and youâve seen Harry more than in the one year youâve been neighbors. Heâs checked in on you every day and even helped you running errands. He said he needed to get some stuff done for himself too, but it very much seemed like he just wanted to keep you company and itâs the sweetest thing he has ever done for you. You even sat on the roof together one time without any of you cussing the other out.
Now as you push your way into the loud club, Harryâs hand holding yours so he doesnât lose you in the crowd, you canât help but wonder how you would have never guessed this is how youâd be spending Valentineâs Day just about a week ago.
Harry orders two shots for each of you and a long drink to chase them down and you happily chug down the drinks, eager to feel the alcohol burning away the pain your ex caused you.
âDamn, we should have done this when you moved in!â you chuckle after another shot, your head starting to feel dizzy.
âOh, come on, you would have never gone out with me anywhere!â Harry barks out a laugh as you grab your beer and move away from the bar. âYouâve hated my guts since day one!â
âI only hated you because you made me hate you!â you defend yourself, his grin widening as he stares down at you over his beer.
âI was just being playful, but you took it to your heart and decided you hated me.â
âYou kept getting on my nerves, thatâs not too playful.â
âWhat, you never heard that when guys like you they annoy you?â he cocks his head to the side and your smile falls as you stare back at him.
âYou like me?â
âYou mean, did I have an instant crush on the hot girl living next door? Absolutely. But it seemed like she hated my guts so all I had left is to annoy her and have her banging on my door every other day, shouting my hair off,â he admits chuckling.
âShut up!â you giggle. âI thought you were fit too.â
âReally?â he smirks smugly and as someone moves past you, you get pushed against him, a small gasp slipping through your lips, Harryâs free hand coming to your lower back to steady you.
âYeah, with your stupid handsome face and sexy tattoos, it always got me even angrier that I wanted you in my bedroom whenever you pissed me off with something.â
âYou should have just asked, baby,â he grins and you bite your bottom lip, busying yourself with your beer.
It doesnât take long for the two of you to move to the dance floor, the DJ is playing old hit songs and youâre having a blast, loving how everyone around you is just having a great time with friends or the new people they just met, not even one lovey-dovey couple in sight.
Harry is a great dancer, honestly. He doesnât care what others might think, he just busts whatever move he wants and youâre having the time of your life. Itâs not even the alcohol you consumed but Harry himself that got you forget about all the shit you had to deal with.
And now you feel like an idiot for being so mean to him all this time.
The crowd goes crazy when Time Of My Life comes on from the iconic Dirty Dancing movie, every girl is screaming and even the guys are swaying along to the song happily.
âI fucking love this song!â you scream over the music and Harryâs grin widens as the two of you move along with the crowd.
âWant to do the move?â
âWhat move?â
âYou know, the lifting!â he says, motioning with his hands as if he was holding something up above his head.
âWhat? Are you crazy?â you laugh.
âJust the right amount! Come on, letâs do it!â he claps and tries to make some space for the two of you, shouting at people to move back as you watch him with amusement. âOkay, letâs do it! Iâll catch you!â he shouts and everyone around you is starting to get curious about whatâs happening, some of them even pulling their phone out.
âYouâre gonna drop me!â
âI wonât! Trust me!â
Your rationality is telling you not to do it, but you shove it to the back of your mind as you back away from him, creating some space for yourself to run towards him. Harry steadies himself, hands ready to catch you and when the right moment in the song comes, you leap forward.
You squeal when you jump and Harry lifts you up above his head, your legs moving around as you try to find balance, only focusing on Harryâs face thatâs watching you so you donât get too dizzy. You hear the crowd around you scream and clap as you finally straighten your legs out, a deep laughter coming from your belly as you get lost in this pure, joyous moment.
Slowly, he eases you down back to your feet, your chest pushed against him, his hands remain on your hips as you run your palms up over his chest to the base of his neck, your gaze wandering down to his delicious pink lips and you catch his eyes flickering down to yours as well.
âDo you want to go home?â you offer with a small smirk and leaning closer you place a chaste kiss to the corner of his mouth. He nods eagerly and taking your head he makes his way out of the club, pulling you after him, keeping you close in the sea of people.
When you finally make it outside, the two of you climb into a taxi and head home, getting a little handsy in the backseat. He circles an arm around you, his fingers dancing on your ribs as you lean against his side, hands on his thigh, gradually moving higher as you get closer to your building. Harry presses a kiss to your hairline and your eyes meet, the lights of the city flickering through his face as the car drives down the almost empty streets. A lazy smile tugs on his lips you want to taste so badly and just as you push yourself up, your nose nudging his, your lips almost brushing against his, the car stops and the driver announces that youâve arrived.
Harry pays for the ride and you climb out of the car, hand in hand making your way up to your floor and you donât hesitate before tugging Harry towards your door. He teasingly takes your keys out of your hand and as you press your back against your front door, he pushes up against you, blindly unlocking the door, but when you hear the lock clicking, you donât move just yet, instead, you grab the back of his head and finally smash your lips against his.
You both moan at the same time, the long anticipated kiss is finally happening and youâre ready to devour him entirely.
Kicking the door open you stumble into your place, tangled together and giggling as you keep your lips locked and once the front door is closed, Harry wastes no time picking you up into his arms and carrying you into your bedroom. He makes you sit on the end of the bed and he stands close to you, taking your face in his palms as he runs his thumb across your cheeks. You snake your arms around his waist and under his shirt so you can feel the warmth of his skin under your touch, it makes you lose your head almost instantly.
âI want to make you feel good, Y/N. So good like your scumbag ex never did,â he murmurs and leaning down he kisses you passionately.
âThat wonât be hard,â you sigh against his lips and he stops, giving you a puzzled look, so you elaborate. âHe made me cum like⌠five times in five months,â you admit, feeling your cheeks and ears heating up.
âWait, what? Five times in five months?â
âYeahâŚâ you breathe out chewing on your bottom lip.
âThatâs⌠Y/N how the fuck did you not break up with him earlier?â
âHey, itâs harder for some women, it might not be entirely his fault,â you shrug, but Harry is not at all satisfied with your answer.
âIt was his fault and Iâm gonna prove it to you. Iâll make you come three times tonight and the two times in the morning to show you he was just a piece of shit,â he growls before attacking your lips again, pushing back on the bed so he can crawl on top of you.
His words alone got your underwear drenched, but the way his hips press against yours as his tongue dominates yours, you almost come on the spot just from that. He covers your jawline and neck with hungry, sloppy kisses as his hands work up your top and he is quick to pull it off of you, your lacy black bra now mesmerizing him as he stares down at your heaving chest.
âFuck, I have a confession,â he breathes out while you start unbuttoning his shirt, eager to get him out of it.
âYeah? What is it?â
âI saw you once in your window only in your underwear.â
âWhat?â you chuckle, finally finishing with his buttons and you drag the shirt off of him as he starts explaining himself.
âI was coming home and it was already dark outside, you had the lights on but you forgot to draw the curtains in. You were wearing a pink bra and white panties, washing your teeth, I almost came in my pants just seeing you.â
âAnd why are you telling me this now?â you laugh, finding his word vomiting quite hilarious.
âI donât know, youâre making me go crazy I guess,â he admits before he puts his lips into good use again, kissing you hard and he grinds his hips against yours, his bulge pressing against your needy core and you canât help but cry out from the sensation.
âI wanted to tear your towel off of you when I climbed into your place the other day,â you confess too when he kisses down your chest, his hands kneading your breasts as he licks and bites the swell of them.
âYou should have. I wanted to fuck you so badly,â he mumbles against your hot skin, one hand moving to your back to unclasp your bra and a moment later he has full access to your breasts.
âOh fuck! Harry!â you whine as he gently bites your pebbled nipple and tugs on it, the slight pain just adding to the rush youâre going through.
âLet me see just how wet you are for me,â he mumbles as he kisses your stomach moving down your body, quick to undo your pants and tug them off of you, leaving you in only your lacy panties that match your bra, though thatâs already somewhere on the floor.
Harry kisses your cunt through the fabric and you moan so loud, if he was in his bedroom he would definitely hear you, but he is right here, between your legs. He rids you of the last piece of clothes and there you are, lying completely naked in front of your hot neighbor who you hated just a week ago.
âTell me, has your asshole of an ex ever eaten you out?â he murmurs, only kissing the inside of your thighs, the feel of his lips making you wiggle on the mattress, but he places a hand to your stomach, keeping you down.
âHe didnât like to do it,â you whine out and itâs the truth, Duke only went down on you about twice, but you have a feeling he did poorly just so you wouldnât want him to do it again. Though he very much liked it when you used your mouthâŚ
âYou make me want to kill this dude with every detail you share about him,â he growls before he dives right in, kissing your throbbing pussy, with his hungry mouth, making you almost cry from the way he sucks on your clit and then draws circles with his tongue.
You lace your fingers through his curls and grind your hips against him as he keeps pleasuring you like no man before, you start to see stars, his name keeps falling from your tongue as a desperate plea for the release youâre chasing.
You completely lose it when he thrusts two fingers inside you, moving them in just the perfect pace as his mouth does magic on your clit.
âHarry, Iâm gonna cum!â you gasp out, your limbs turning into jelly, your growing orgasm keeping your nerves in a chokehold basically and your warning just makes him go even harder.
You come on his fingers fast and hard, itâs like a lighting that strikes through your body and leaves it in pieces. Your hold on his hair tightens but it just earns you a sensual moan from him as he licks you up, letting you ride out your orgasm fully. When he climbs up your body his lips and chin is glistening from your pleasure and he looks better than ever. Leaning down he kisses you and tasting yourself on him gets you wet again even though you feel like you wonât survive another orgasm, not when youâve been kind of in a drought for a while now.
When your hands find his ass you realize he is still wearing his pants and that just doesnât sit right with you. Without breaking the kiss, you undo his jeans and waste no time with tugging them down along with his boxer briefs. When you finally dig your fingers into his bare ass you gasp against his lips, his hard cock springing free and smacking against your pussy.
You grab his cock wanting to feel him in your hands, squeezing and pumping him lazily as your lips nibble on his chiseled jawline, his mouth hanging open when your thumb plays with the head of his cock.
âMaybe donât keep doing that if you donât want me to⌠fucking come right now,â he chuckles nervously and you find it amusing how fast he can go from sexy and rough to cute and shy.
âMm, wouldnât mind it,â you tease him as he reaches for his pants he pulled off just seconds ago, grabbing a condom from his pocket. âWere you planning on this the whole time?â you grin as you watch him roll it on.
âPlanning? No. Hoping? Definitely,â he grins, stealing a quick kiss before bringing his cock to your cunt, running the head up and down a few times, gathering your arousal, getting you ready for the second orgasm he promised out of the three for tonight.
âCheeky,â you giggle, hooking your arms around his neck as he lets his body push down against yours, his weight feels comfortable and very much needed, his cock poking at your entrance teasingly.
âAre you ready for the second, baby? Or do you need some more time?â he hums, kissing your face all over, his soft lips caressing your skin gently.
âNeed you inside,â you urge him, buckling your hips to show him that you want him to move. He doesnât need more, kissing you on the lips he pushes inside you and fills you up inch by inch so perfectly, you could cry.
âFuck, you feel so good, Y/N,â he moans, his head falling to the crook of your neck as he stays still inside you, but you need him to start moving before you lose your mind.
Pulling your legs up you open up as wide as you can, allowing him to bottom out fully and when he finally pulls his hips back and thrusts forward again, you moan so loud youâre afraid even Mrs. Fowler can hear you downstairs.
âTell me what you want, Y/N, tell me how to make you feel the best,â he begs before his lips claim yours again, his rock hard cock gliding in at out of you so deliciously it starts a fire inside you.
Duke never really cared what felt good for you, he just assumed whatever was right for him was enjoyable for you too, but it wasnât really the case. He liked to fuck you from behind lying on your side, but you didnât quite enjoy it, you had to hold your leg up for way too long and you felt a bit empty that you couldnât see him. You told him this once, he ditched the pose the next time but about a week later he was back at doing what he wanted.
He was a selfish bastard. But Harry right here⌠he has already done so much more than Duke, youâre afraid youâll never be able to look at another man ever again.
âJust please let me see you,â you beg panting as you grab a handful of his luscious curls and pull him hard against your mouth, your teeth clashing as he keeps pounding into you.
âRight here, baby. Iâm right here,â he murmurs, his body weighing down on yours just right, you need to feel him to keep you grounded because the way he is making you feel is definitely out of this world.
He pulls back, just enough to hook his right arm under your left leg and hike it up to his shoulder, the switch allowing him to hit a spot inside you that you never even knew existed.
âOh my God! There! Donât fucking stop!â you cry out, your back arching as Harry makes sure not to change anything he is doing.
Every time you said the same thing to Duke he instantly started going deeper or in a different angle and the feeling vanished into nothing in a blink of an eye. Harry knows what he is doing and he is not afraid to cooperate with you for the sake of not just his but your orgasm as well and it makes him a million times hotter if thatâs even possible.
âIâm so fucking close, but I donât want to come until you do,â he grunts before turning his head to place an open-mouthed kiss to your calf, his fingers digging into your thigh on your other leg and youâre close to bursting, just a few more⌠thrusts⌠andâŚ
âHarry! Fuck!â you scream as the most intense orgasm youâve ever experienced washes over you, every bone and muscle is shaking in your body and your vision blackens out for a few seconds.
Your walls tighten and pulses around Harry and it finishes him off fast and hard, his thrusts fall out of his rhythm and he grunts loud and raspy as he comes, his head buried in the crook of your neck and your leg slips off of his shoulder, falling to the mattress as if it wasnât even attached to your body.
âHoly shit,â you pant when you come back to life, blinking your eyes open only to have part of your vision occupied by his unruly curls. You dig your hands into his hair and massage his scalp gently while he lies on top of you and still inside you, both of you still fighting to slow your breathing down to normal.
Several minutes later Harry finally lifts his head up, the widest lazy smile stretched across his handsome face and you canât help but mirror it as he leans closer and locks lips with him. Youâre fucked, in all sense, completely gone, but apparently, Harry is still not done yet.
âThat was only two,â he mumbles against your lips. âI promised you three for tonight.â
âHarry, I think I would die from a third,â you chuckle, barely able to lift your arms up. He rolls off of you, his arms curling around you to pull you into his embrace and you happily melt against his hot body, the feeling of his naked skin sticking against yours is so soothing and gentle.
âBut I always keep my word. Just trust me! I know you can do one more,â he grins before kissing you, slowly and sensually, his hands raking your back gently, squeezing and massaging your aching body he completely just destroyed.
Youâre tangled up under the sheets and his tongue becomes one with yours as you keep making out, it feels so nice and soothing, you barely even notice when you hook a leg over him to get closer to him and your hips start grinding. Harry grins into the kiss, his hands moving down to your ass to pull you closer and he moves the two of you around until you have his thigh between your legs, the one with the tiger tattoo and the one youâve definitely had dirty thoughts about when you saw him in short shorts in the summer.
âUse my thigh, baby,â he mumbles, kissing down to your throat as you settle in a comfortable position, rubbing your sensitive cunt against his hairy thigh, the friction of your movements slowly building up your third orgasm he promised you, though youâre still not convinced youâll be able to come again.
âFuck, you have no idea how hot you are right now, Y/N,â he gasps as you start to pick up your pace, your clit rubbing against him relentlessly and his skin is slimy from your wetness, you would have never even though about doing this with Duke, but with Harry the sky is the sky is the limit.
âHarry,â you breathe out, squeezing your eyes shut when the tension between your legs is starting to grow rapidly again.
âLook at me, baby! I want to see your beautiful eyes,â he begs you, cupping your jaw in his palm and you force yourself to open your eyes, meeting his beautiful green ones. âYouâre perfect, Y/N. So fucking perfect,â he breathes out before kissing you hard as you keep grinding against his thigh.
âHarry, Iâm so close,â you cry out, but you feel like your body is not letting you come for a third time even though youâre desperate.
âCome on, I know you can do it. One more, just one more!â Harry urges you, his hands coming to knead your breasts, pinching at your sensitive nipples and when he bites into your bottom lip while kissing you, the dam finally breaks.
You come repeating his name, panting and gasping for air, Harry wraps you up in his arms tightly and he whispers into your ears as you ride out the last waves of your pleasure.
âYou did so good. So fucking good, Y/N. I knew you had one more for me,â he murmurs kissing into your hair.
He lays you onto the mattress next to him and youâve turned into a ragdoll, completely numb but in the best way possible. Harry gets up and disappears in your bathroom before returning with a towel. You grunt as he cleans you up, like a whiny baby, but he just hushes you kissing your knees before taking care of the mess on himself as well. When he finally returns to bed youâre already half asleep, but when he cradles you in his arms you gladly melt against his body, inhaling his musky scent that smells like sex and some kind of spice, itâs intoxicating and youâre already obsessed. You fall asleep feeling his hands rubbing your back and arms and his lips pressed against the crown of your head.
Itâs barely eight am and Harry has already made you come once. Youâre convinced you wonât leave this bed in one piece, because he is definitely adamant to keep his word of giving you a second one on this fine morning.
You woke up feeling his lips all over your naked back and it didnât take long for his gentle fingers to find their way between your legs and soon enough, you were gasping for air starting your day off with an orgasm.
âItâs like youâre obsessed with making me come,â you giggle, hooking your arms around his neck as you pull him against you in the morning bliss.
âBecause I am,â he grins smugly. âYou have no idea how beautiful you are when you scream my name and come on my cock⌠or fingers⌠or my tongue,â he mumbles kissing your face all over.
âMmm, or your thigh,â you add and he nods smirking.
Just when things are about to take up a notch, someone starts pounding on your front door.
âY/N! Itâs me! Let me in, we need to talk!â
You both freeze hearing Dukeâs voice coming from outside, the banging continuing as you stare at each other.
âIâll take care of it,â Harry then announces and gets out of the bed in all of his naked glory and you sit up alerted as he grabs his boxer briefs from the floor, putting them on though his erection is pretty evident through the fabric.
âHarry! Youâre gonna answer the door like that?!â you gasp, holding the covers to your chest and he just winks at you before making his way to the front door.
As he opens it and reveals Duke standing there, it takes for your ex to realize what he is seeing.
âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â Duke spats at him, but it doesnât faze Harry at all. Instead, he simply leans against the doorframe, pretending like itâs a normal thing to answer the door with his dick rock hard.
âY/N canât come to the door, sheâs busy. What do you want?â
âI want you out of my girlfriendâs apartment!â Duke barks, but Harry just laughs at his ridiculous attempt at dominating the situation.
âShe is mine now. And if I were you, I would take the remainder of my pride and leave, because I made her come in one night almost as many times as you did in five months. Cheers, mate,â he nods and Duke is so shocked by his answer he doesnât even move as Harry shuts the door at his face.
âI canât fucking believe you!â you gasp when he returns and quickly gets rid of his underwear before getting into bed with you again.
âWhat? I told him the truth!â he chuckles before rolling on top of you. âNow, how do you want your fifth orgasm?â he hums, nibbling on your bottom lip.
âJust get your wonderful dick inside me already,â you moan impatiently and Harry is quick to please you.
ugh, fine. just crush my dream for you, dory!!
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How about DI Harry with a breeding kink đ
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Harry was acting⌠strange.
You thought it was because his friendsâ newborn baby had been quite fussy while you were out for lunch, and maybe itâd irritated him. Heâd wanted you to meet them and so you arranged to meet at this quaint little cafĂŠ, sitting out at the terrace, but his poor friends had to take turns trying to pacify the baby the whole time, even left briefly taking turns walking around with him for a while only to have him start crying the minute they put him back down in his pram.
At one point, theyâd even joked saying maybe you should try holding him just to try out your luck, and although youâd been reluctant to do so, having had no experience with babies ever since your brother, what with your significant age gap, when you took the baby in your arms it stopped crying for some inexplicable reason.
Harry even helped you hold him properly, positioned the baby so that you were supporting his head while you held him to your chest and then he just⌠went silent for the rest of the lunch date.
You hadnât even really noticed it, because now that the baby was content napping in your arms, and his parents could finally grab a bite to eat and talk to Harry (or at Harry, considering his silence), you couldnât find it in yourself to try and put him back in the pram. And if you were being honest, it felt quite nice. He was warm and chubby and he smelled like newborn baby, and as long as he didnât drool or, worse, throw up on you, you found you quite enjoyed holding him.
At one point he eventually opened his eyes and you thought he was going to start crying again but you just smiled at him and he seemed to like it. He reached out for a strand of your hair and you gently unclasped his little fist from it, because you knew heâd eventually start yanking it, youâd seen him doing it to his mother, but as soon as he let go of your hair he grabbed onto your index finger and you were surprised at the force he had when he squeezed it.
He eventually lost interest in that too, and his eyes landed on something much more appealing to him. He let go of your finger, and you were thankful for it- it was already tingling, the blood flow slowly recovering- but then when you felt his clammy little hand yank at your cleavage you gasped as he pulled it down far enough to expose your lacey bra.
His mom immediately ran to your aid, and everyone made light of the situation joking that heâd seen your cleavage and remembered it was supper time- everyone but Harry, that is, who just sat and looked at you funny.
So now, after the car ride that had been unusually quiet, you flinched when you heard him shut the front door with a loud thud, having used more force than necessary. You didnât get to turn around before he bent to your ear from behind you, his voice low âI want you to go to the bedroom and wait for daddy like a good girl, ok, baby?â
You nodded, not daring to turn around, you knew better than to do anything else other than what heâd told you to whenever he was in this mood.
You rushed to the bedroom, stopped by the ensuite real quick to freshen up a bit, then stripped down to your lingerie since he always wanted to be the one to take it off of you. You then got under the covers and waited for him, mindful not to touch yourself under any condition. Those were the rules.
You hadnât expected him to want to play, heâd seemed so off that you were sure he was going to tell you how lunch had been tiring what with all the babyâs crying, but as soon as youâd gotten into the car he just turned on the radio and the first words heâd spoken had been those heâd used earlier, instructing you to go wait for him in the bedroom.
You always loved it when he got more dominant than usual, and judging by the tone in his voice he was definitely in a mood.
By the time he reached the bedroom, heâd already unbuttoned his shirt and he took it off while approaching the bed, his hands going for his belt next.
âIs my baby all comfy?â his words were sweet but the sharp edge to his voice was anything but
You nodded, bracing yourself on your elbows and watching him get fully naked. He was so hard, it almost looked painful.
âWhat did I tell you about using your words?â
Your eyes widened, his deep harsh voice snapping you out of your reverie âSorry, daddy! I got lost for a moment there⌠looking at you⌠youâre so hotâ you squirmed under the blanket
He grabbed the duvet and yanked it off you in one swift motion, earning a squeal. The smirk on his face made you relax a bit, but you were still on edge, you always were when he was like this
He straddled you, his thighs on either side of your torso, holding you in place. His cock was right there, proud and leaking in front of you. You couldât help but whimper needily
âWhatâs the matter, baby? See something you like?â
âPlease, daddy, can I touch you?â
âNo. No, today daddy wants to bury himself deep inside of that tight little cunt of yours. Wanna make it last, so no, you donât get to touch me. All you gotta do is be a good little slut for daddy and let me do what I please with you, hm? My little pillow princess. Howâs that sound?â
âIâll have you any way you want, daddy. Love your cockâ
âGonna play with you a bit first. I love every bit of you. Look at those perfect tits. Takeâem out for me, will you, baby?â
You made quick work of your bra and threw it to the side, then Harry grabbed you from under your arms and maneuvered you so that you were straddling him now in turn âI love it when you dangle them over my face like this, wanna suck at them all day long and never get tired. Want you to smother me with them. Fucking perfectâ he groaned licking at your breasts holding them together in front of him and kneading them in his hands as he sucked on each nipple at a time. You tried your best to keep your balance over him but eventually you had to hold onto the headboard as he feasted on you. It felt so good that it made your knees buckle, but for once you cursed how tall he was because you were sitting over his butterfly tattoo, and instead, you wished you could grind over his cock while he was doing that.
âLove how your nipples get all swollen after I play with themâ he pulled back a bit and just stared at them while he ran his thumbs over the buds. He then cleared his throat and glanced at you before staring back at your breasts adoringly âCan I tell you something?â
It wasnât usual for him to turn all vulnerable while you played around, so you stiffened a bit, wondering what was prompting his change in demeanor âOf courseâ
âI just⌠canât get it out of my mind, the way the baby tugged at your shirt. How perfect you looked holding him to your chest like that. Couldnât help but imagine you nursing your own baby. Your breasts overflowing with milk⌠Is that weird?â
âWhy would it be weird? Itâs natural for men to get turned on by the prospect of a woman being fertileâ
âAnd youâre definitely fertileâ he glanced up at you again, his eyes hooded and his pupils visibly enlarged. He was really getting worked up over this âDonât freak out. Itâs just⌠hypotheticalâ
âIâm not freaking outâ you were quick to reassure him. Besides, you werenât hating the idea. Hypothetically. You bit your lower lip âCan I tell you something, too?â
He was quick to nod, the lust in his eyes was making it difficult to concentrate. He was still playing with your breasts, caressing them and tugging at your nipples from time to time and you couldnât help but grind against his butterfly tattoo, desperate for some friction but you tried to word what you were about to say in a way that wouldnât freak him out âSometimes⌠when you cum deep inside of me, and you keep pumping it back inside of me⌠and then fuck me all over againâŚâ he groaned while you were talking and you almost forgot what you were about to say, but you blinked rapidly, trying to gather your thoughts âI⌠I sometimes wish you would knock me up, make it catch. Mark me as yoursâŚâ
âFuck, Y/N!â he almost cut you off
âDonât freak out!â
âIâm not freaking outâ he grabbed the back of your neck, pulling you close to his face as he scooted upwards meeting you half way âYou think I donât think about that? Fuck! I think about it all the fucking timeâ he lounged for your mouth then, his tongue already searching for yours before your lips could even touch properly. You moaned into his mouth and he rolled you over, hovering over you âDo you really think about it, too?â
You bit your lower lip again, you could barely feel the sting after how ardently heâd kissed you âYeah, I do. Iâve no plans to get off the pill anytime soon, so I know itâs not actually going to happen, but a part of me just⌠pushes aside all logic in the heat of the moment and wishes youâdâŚâ
âMake you mine. In every sense of the wordâ
Your breath hitched âFuck, Harry. Why does that sound so hot?â
He groaned âYouâre fucking perfect, you know that? Iâve been meaning to tell you about how I fantasize about putting a baby in you for the longest time, but I didnât want to freak you outâ
âYouâre notâ you reassured him again âBecause I know exactly what makes you feel like that. Itâs primal. And itâs so hot, daddyâ you reached to kiss him again and finally, finally he ground himself against your center making you writhe underneath him
He yanked your panties off of you and wasted no time sinking his middle and ring fingers inside of you, meeting no resistance. You were so worked up you were absolutely dripping for him.
âLook at you. So fucking perfect. Something about you⌠fuck me, I donât know. Youâre just so fucking breedable. Makes me want to fill you up again and again. Makes me fantasize about your hips widening and your breasts leaking, all because of meâ
âFuck, daddy! Fuck me, or else I swear Iâm gonna cry. Itâs too much. Pleaseâ
âShhh, donât cry baby, daddyâs gonna fuck you good. You need it, donât you? Deep in your bones, you canât deny it, your body is calling out to me. I could smell you a mile away, would recognize that perfect weeping little pussy from a thousand. Itâs like youâre fucking made for me. Never felt like this about anyone else. Never been hard all day long around a woman like a fucking teenager desperate to cum like this, desperate to fill you up and make it stickâ
âDaddy!â you almost screamed when he finally removed his fingers that have been pumping into you all this time and used his cock instead, with no preamble. You clawed onto him, it was like you couldnât get close enough âOh my God, Iâm gonna come so hard for you! Iâm already so close. Oh, fuck!â
He pressed his palm over your lower belly âFeel me here? Feel how deep I am?â
You nodded frantically âSo deep. Fuck, youâre so big. I donât know how you make it fitâ
âYouâre taking it so well for daddyâ he cooed and then brought that same middle finger heâd used to your lips and you immediately sucked onto it, making his eyes roll back âItâs âcause your precious little pussy is desperate for my cum. Your body is just begging me to knock you up. Begging me to claim you. It speaks to me in ways I canât explain, but I understand. And you understand too, donât you baby? My perfect girl, my best girlâ
You gasped as he increased speed, dropping his finger out of your mouth âOh God, ohgodohgodohgodââ
âThere she is, my sweet girl, God I love it when you come, youâre the prettiest little thing. You just love daddyâs cock that much, donât you, baby? Come on then, come for daddy. Show me just how much, and Iâll fill you up to the brim, gonna give you all Iâm worthâ he delivered a quick slap over your clit then and that was what finally sent you over the edge.
Harry made good of his promise, riding out your orgasm as he chased his own release and you felt every single twitch of him inside of you, as well as heard him groan like never before, almost animalistically. It truly was primal, the need you both felt for each other. And it was so liberating to finally be on the same page with someone and be able to express your sexuality in ways you never even thought possible. Sex with Harry was never just sex. It was a kind of intimacy youâd never even dreamt of before. And this had proved to you yet again that you truly were made for each other.
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I missed this during the live stream
What intro vid? Have I missed something đ
The intro before harrys coachella set started. Was hard to see exactly what was happening on the official live stream but this video has the whole thing where you get the full picture of what's happening
Interesting
Look nonnies. Whatâs gonna happen is Harryâs person is gonna be more like Harry than even Harry is and itâs gonna turn him upside down okay. They are gonna terrify him. Scared of commitment and intimacy? His partner will be more so, forcing him to step forward. Needs space and independence? His partner will be so this way that it will actually make him be sort of clingy. Uncomfortable with vulnerability? H will be begging his partner to open up. Flight risk? Heâll be so scared they might run away that heâll make sure not to give them a reason to. Iâm not glorifying any of this but, sometimes trauma can mess with you. Even if you work on it in therapy, some stuff doesnât come up until youâre in relation with others. A tarot anon mentioned Hs person went through toxic relationships. I think this will affect how they engage with him, he will see that, it will touch him and heâll have to shift. Like he will see the damage and I think it will literally make his heart hurt and make him want to be this for this person. Itâll be growth for them both. Him to be the type of partner heâs always wanted to be for someone. And his person finally being treated well and getting to have and be the partner they always wanted to be. I think issues people see in H are not necessarily his but could be what certain people brought out of him ya know? My exes brought some sides out of me I hated. I think his commitment issues are really just his intimacy issues. I think he struggles to be vulnerable truly with most people, and guards a lot of his internal stuff. That stems from trust issues and being taught itâs not safe to share whatâs going on or it doesnât matter because it doesnât change. I think it stems to not really having a good foundation for what love looks like as a kid. I know we love Anne and Des and so does he but that doesnât mean he doesnât have serious childhood trauma. I think therapy has helped a lot but still and H will never ever open up to anyone about that because heâd never want anyone to think negatively of his parents. He probably struggles to see it that way himself. I think both his parents prioritized relationships with partners over their children which is why I think H goes to older women looking for mommyâs attention and love. We donât know much about his moms second marriage but I donât have a feeling it was great, I mean he lived above a pub and was singing as a child to adults drinking. Idk man. Doesnât sound super stable. Thatâs why heâs so caring with his mom. I think he saw her pain and now he feels good that he can fix it in a way, by money. I also think he gravitates towards partners he can save or nurture in that way. I think his person will also be somewhat that way but the difference is they will heal each other. He also was parentified very young and started working pretty young to help out with the household? Like. Mans a total workaholic because thatâs the only way he knows how to feel valuable. Which really breaks my heart a lot. Itâs not heâs bored itâs that he gets his worth through work. And it doesnât help thatâs heâs super well known. He probably has hella trust issues, rightfully so. Which makes it hard to communicate with someone. I donât think heâs someone who canât commit because he wants to fuck other people. I think he struggles to commit because itâs not the right person and not committing is a way to stay distant and not get hurt. If you never get too attached it wonât matter if they leave. When he meets the one he knows heâll be with long term I donât think heâll be as afraid and those issues wonât be as prominent. Thatâs also why I think heâs that way with the press. Why open up about a relationship that will end? I think when heâs married heâll open up a little because heâll know they arenât going to end. He might mention them in interviews etc, but not before marriage. I think he wants to do it once and get it right and I think he will do his best to ensure he marries the person he can spend forever with. I think itâs all pretend till then.
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Beautiful voice
harryâs voice > angels singing