The Feeling Is So Natural And Addictive 😄 It Lets You Know That Being A Girl Is Right For You And

Yes it does 😍

I wish 😩

I would give up everything to be reborn as her….

Some of us have secrets... mine is crossdressing

You may know my name, but you don’t know my story. And I honesty doubt any of you care, but I’m gonna do it anyway

My name is Lauren and I’m a closeted, straight crossdresser. Or, if you wanna be more specific, a lesbian gurl. Many of you know my name and what I look like, but how did Lauren become this way? Well... let’s figure that out

Started when I was around 12 or 13, but it’s hard to remember that far back. Though we should take a few steps back to understand more about me

Bullied all throughout Kindergarten up through junior high. Sorta stopped during high school, but you know bullying never stops. Still pretty much harassed up until this day and it hasn’t gotten easier. I basically isolate myself and would rather be alone most of the time. My anxiety and depression keeps my home unless I’m working or absolutely need to go somewhere. I don’t like going out in public, especially by myself. But hey, I guess I found something I could try

Now, back to the story. Started off simple, you know... trying on my mom’s cute thing because I wanted to try them on and see how they felt. Started eventually buying my own once I got a job. Still haven’t stopped since. Now, I’m not passable in the slightest, though I wish I was so I can go out in public and feel better about myself. Sure my body looks the part, but I can’t do makeup... wish I had somebody to help but no one wants me and I doubt anyone I know will accept the fact that I like becoming a different person. The fact that I rather be a girl full time and be pretty rather than my ugly, male self

No one I know would accept me, so that’s okay. And just in case anyone wants to ask... no, I am not interested in having sex with men and have never thought about it (but I will consider role play if you really want that). I have considered using dildos (and sorta really want to...) but that’s different. I also really want a chastity cage and wish someone would help with that. Also, I’m a virgin of 22. Definitely not a shocker... If you have any questions please message me and get to know me. I’m sure I won’t bite

I kinda got stood up on a “date” sorta thing... long story short, she was gonna come over and as soon as she said that she’s getting ready I’m blocked on everything... nothing getting my hopes up again 😓💔

I’m just gonna dress up, hopefully feel better...

Thank you for the resources!!!! These may help me 💕

The AMAB Wardrobe

Here is a post that AMAB trans folks might find useful. It is about how to do your makeup, feminize your voice, where to buy wigs etc. 

Note 1: I have not used the shops listed myself, so I cannot give a review on them. Use the websites at your own risk and I cannot be held responsible for anything.  

Note 2: Some of these resources are aimed at crossdressers, or crossdressers along with trans people. I am not lumping AMAB trans folks with cross dressers but I do feel that the resources could be helpful, thus they are included.

Note 3: This post contains information on how to “pass.”  (I’m not a fan of the concept of passing) This post is not trying to make you into the cis world’s idea of a “perfect woman” but instead to give those who want resources for things that will make them feel more comfortable what they want. Remember, if you do all of these, some of these, or none of these it does not make you any more or less of your gender.

Wigs and hair

http://www.wig-supplier.com/ 

http://www.thebreastformstore.co.uk/ 

http://www.annabelleswigs.co.uk/ 

http://www.josephs-wigs.com/ 

http://www.hothair.co.uk/ 

http://www.ewigs.co.uk/ 

http://www.jonrenau.com/ 

How to make short hair look feminine

Hairstyle mistakes to avoid 

Hairstyles that take less than 10 minutes

How to do a french side plait

Makeup 

http://www.eyeslipsface.com/ 

http://www.superdrug.com/ 

http://www.illamasqua.com/

Make up tips for AMAB folks

Make up mistakes to avoid 

Make up tips

How to choose the right foundation

How to feminize your face

Covering facial hair

1950’s makeup tutorial

Voice

Voice feminization video

Voice feminization mistakes to avoid

Feminization voice lesson  1 (Her other lessons can be found on her channel) 

Feminization voice tips

Girl talk. The transgender guide for voice and feminization (also talks about behaviors)

Chest 

Breast Forms

Tape for creating cleavage 

Breast forms

Breast enhancers

Breast forms

Breast forms

Making your silicone bead forms

Finding your bra size

Bras for under $10

Rice bra (A clever and cheap idea!)

Accessories

Jewellery for £5 and under

Hair clips, accessories and brushes for £5 and under

Not badly priced bags

Alternative accessories

Affordable accessories

More affordable accessories

Clothing

http://www.longtallsally.com/

http://www.tallgirls.co.uk/ (does footwear in bigger sizes too)

Dressing Emo/Scene for Trans girls

Trans clothing swap

Doreen (They are an actual physical shop that you can visit too!)

What to wear if you’re broad shouldered

Plus size clothing

http://www.katesclothing.co.uk/ (gothic)

http://www.tkmaxx.com/page/home

Underwear/tucking

Gaffs in sizes up to XXXL

Padded panties

Padded panties

Padded panties

Padded panties

Gaff

Gaff

Tucking

3 different ways to tuck

Movment

Walking like a woman

Walking like a woman in flats and heels

Feminine body language part 1

Feminine body language part 2

Feminine movement mistakes to avoid

Shoes

Best shoes for AMAB folks

Heels in bigger sizes

Isy B- Search tool for feminine shoes in bigger sizes

Payless-Does women’s shoes up to size 13 at affordable prices

Feminine shoes in sizes up to a US 14