I Loved The Left Image Cameron Posted On His Instagram. It Reminded Me So Much Of Jedi Survivor's Photo

don't give up

So this started the other day (which for me means any day that’s not today) when I was hungry but didn’t want to get up for food.  And I realized that there’s quite a few times where I don’t know if what I’m feeling is because I’m lazy or depressed!  I thought I’d create somewhere I can put my problems somewhere so they’re out in the world instead of just in my head.  Welcome to my life.

Hey, could you do me a favor?

Could you just RB this?

The little RB statistics chart is so pleasant and stimmy to look at and I want to see what it looks like when it gets really REALLY huge because it makes me think of some deep sea lifeform

i know we’re both just messing around pretending to be whole but look at me. if the train was coming would you move. if the ground was falling from under your feet would you even notice or would it just be another tuesday for you. if somebody stabbed you could it hurt worse than you already do. what i’m saying is that i love you but i think we both drive over the speed limit when it’s raining. what i’m saying is that i want to hold your hand and i understand about how you sometimes have to sit down in the shower. what i’m saying is that i’m here for you and if the train comes please move.

Hell is when book covers get redesigned with the actors of the show/movie that was made based on it.

I….what?

For usamericans who may not know how to support decolonization and indigenous people in their every-day lives, may I suggest checking this list of native-owned businesses, curated and maintained by indigenous folks. There's food, candles, cbd pre-rolls, clothes, jewelry, hats, baby things, handicrafts, art, and hundreds of other useful and wonderful things. I check this list before I buy non-native owned as often as I can.

Also check out the native-owned (pulitzer-prize winner Louise Erdrich started it!) bookstore and press Milkweed Editions (dot org) for an amazing selection of books by indigenous authors. I recommend Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer (a collection of essays that will change your thinking if your mind is open at all) that's great for sitting down to read for bite-sized chunks. For book recommendations, check out this infographic!

Do you own property and want to support landback but still need a place to live? Odds are good that there's established precedence in your area to transfer its jurisduction to a local tribe and pay your land taxes and etc to them instead of the settler government!

Here is a list of charities and fundraisers for indigenous support.

Other ways to educate yourself and learn what indigenous people are working on nationally and locally is to follow indigenous people online! Many Native peoples on various social medias tag with #indigenous, #native, and by looking at those you will find many other tags and people to follow.

If you have extra cash, consider paying indigenous people's bail, donating to some of the causes linked above, or look for local initiatives to support in your own community!

Oh, you threw the first brick at Ferrix? Bitch, I WAS the first brick at Ferrix

-Maarva, probably

My dad texted my sister and I yesterday, saying he's probably going to put our house on the market in May. The house that we've lived it for almost my entire life. I decided that I can emotionally deal with it and so I'm going to do the healthiest thing and ignore it until I can't anymore. 🙃