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OK SO THATS WHY YOUR ANGST IS SO PERFECT (and can we talk about the smut too?? like omg???? 👀🔥🔥🔥), PERSONALLY I LOOOOOVE THE EMOTIONAL TURMOIL SOOO
ANDDDDD THE FACT THAT THEY’RE LONG MAKES ME SO HAPPY LIKE WHEN I SAW THAT YOU POSTED HIDDEN I GENUINELY STARTED GIGGLING AND I HAD A MATH TEST THE DAY AFYER (which i totally studied for and did not spend majority of my day reading your masterpiece 😅😅😅) FAILED THE TEST BUT IT WAS SOOOOOOOO WORTH IT can’t wait for pt2 <3
also since i’m staying around can i be 🍒 anon? 👀
OKAY FIRST OF ALL… THANK YOU 😭😭💗 and pls i have to laugh bc half the time i’m writing smut i’m like what am i even DOING lmaoo. the first time i ever wrote smut in english was for my fic ‘Friends’!! but honestly i love writing it, so i’m happy to know that you enjoy it!😼
and omg i hate maths…😭 nothing has ever humbled me more than math has istg💀 i’m sorry about the test! that’s real dedication to my fics right there‼️
and YESSS you can 100% be 🍒 anon!! thank you so much for your love and support 🥹💗 can’t wait to share part 2 with you!! —lex.
NAH YOURE JOKING YOURE KIDDING UOU NEED TO PAU FOR MY THERAPY CUZ WHAT OMG OVE NEVER CRIED SO MUCH FOR A FANFICTION THIS WAS A FUCKING ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS. THE WAY UOU PORTRAY THE CHARACTERS AND THE COMPLEXITY IS SO CRAZY I SWEAR TO GOD LEX YOU ARE GENUINELY SOOOOO TALENTED I HAVE NO TEARS LEFT IN ME AND 5USED TISSUES BESIDES MY BED 😭😭😭 THIS WAS SOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSO GOOD
i just hope one day these two will be able to be together and live happily or else i swear
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AAAAAAAA 🍒 THANK YOU SO MUCH😭😭💗‼️‼️
part 2 spoilers below!
from the beginning, i just couldn’t see this story ending in a perfectly wrapped-up, happy way, it didn’t feel realistic to me. (ik it’s fanfiction and it doesn’t HAVE to be realistic, but part 1 was always meant to feel grounded in reality, so i wanted part 2 to stay true to that too)
and as much as i LOVE tragic/sad endings… i also felt awful giving them one😭 (even though that was the original plan, ngl…) but like, haven’t they been through enough already??? lmao. so i ended up leaving it open for interpretation. if you want them married with five kids, go for it (even though let’s be honest… seunghyun would never😭😭💀help). maybe they’re together again and made it public after a few years. maybe they stayed friends and kept it at that. it’s really up to you and how you want to imagine it🙂↕️💗 —lex.
Hii how are you? I hope you've had an amazing day!
Now I'm curious WHO is on your pfp, because she is absolutely beautiful.
Have a great day/night <3 I love your fics sooo much keep up the good work!
hii, i’m doing good!! just a bit tired bc uni is kinda kicking my ass rn help, but we move‼️😭 and yess that’s margaret qualley on my pfp!!! she’s soooo gorgeous it’s unreal. also omg thank you sm for the love on my fics, that means the world to me!💗 i hope you’re doing good too and that life’s treating you kindly wherever you are!! —lex
wow i just read Hidden and I had to make eye contact with the imaginary camera in my room bc WHAAAATT it was sooooo good omg like i need more (not specifically a part 2 just more top cause i love him AND I find it entertaining to read things that make me suffer)
AAAA THANK YOU‼️💗 i got good news for you 😼 after part 2, my next fic is gonna be a thanos one that i was already working on! but TRUST i’m definitely planning to write more for seunghyun, i already have an idea!! and i won’t lie… i kinda love making ppl suffer with my writing. i was way too nice with the endings in my other two fics LMAO
okay sooo… i’ve officially decided there’s gonna be a part 2 for ‘Hidden || Choi Seung-Hyun (T.O.P)’ !! it’s gonna be a lot shorter than the original fic since i never actually planned on writing a second part, but after seeing how much y’all connected with it, i really wanted to give the characters a bit more closure and make the ending hurt a little less.
i’ll be pausing the thanos fic for now (sorry king💜) and focusing on writing this second part—hopefully it won’t take me forever to finish and i can get it posted soon!!
thank u sm for all the love you’ve shown Hidden so far—i seriously appreciate it more than i can say!!🥹💗—lex
hiii hows progress for hidden pt 2? take ur time n pls tag me!! lvovyaaa 💗💗💗💗
hii!! part 2 is almost finished and i’ll be posting it in the next few days!! thank you so much for being patient with me💗 like i mentioned before, it’s a lot shorter than part 1, which is why i’m actually able to post it soon... considering part 1 took me almost a whole month to write😭 so yeah!!
alsooo, here’s a tiny sneak peek for you (the first sentence of part 2 hehe)
it’s been nine months since the breakup, and your life couldn’t be more different than it was—if someone took a polaroid of you now and held it next to the girl who packed her bags for seoul with stars in her eyes, you’re not sure you’d even recognize her.