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can you believe i came across a similar video a few days ago and actually COMMENTED something like ‘i wish someone felt like this about my fics’. so this genuinely made me the happiest person in the world, i’m not even joking 😭🥹💗
okay sooo… i’ve officially decided there’s gonna be a part 2 for ‘Hidden || Choi Seung-Hyun (T.O.P)’ !! it’s gonna be a lot shorter than the original fic since i never actually planned on writing a second part, but after seeing how much y’all connected with it, i really wanted to give the characters a bit more closure and make the ending hurt a little less.
i’ll be pausing the thanos fic for now (sorry king💜) and focusing on writing this second part—hopefully it won’t take me forever to finish and i can get it posted soon!!
thank u sm for all the love you’ve shown Hidden so far—i seriously appreciate it more than i can say!!🥹💗—lex
Hii how are you? I hope you've had an amazing day!
Now I'm curious WHO is on your pfp, because she is absolutely beautiful.
Have a great day/night <3 I love your fics sooo much keep up the good work!
hii, i’m doing good!! just a bit tired bc uni is kinda kicking my ass rn help, but we move‼️😭 and yess that’s margaret qualley on my pfp!!! she’s soooo gorgeous it’s unreal. also omg thank you sm for the love on my fics, that means the world to me!💗 i hope you’re doing good too and that life’s treating you kindly wherever you are!! —lex
I sound like such an absolute beg but would you ever write for player 124/namgyu ?
omg nooo you don’t sound like a beg at all‼️💗 i’m currently finishing a seunghyun fic that i’m gonna post in the next few days😼 and i also have a thanos one sitting in my drafts staring at me like >:( so i need to finish that one too… BUT after that i can 100% write for namgyu!!! i already have a little idea brewing in my brain for him so stay tuned 🫡💗 —lex
came here just to say that you’re the best writer for CSH on this app i swear i eat everything you write up, you’re so talented ily
omg stoppp🥹 that seriously means so much to me, you have no idea. i’m genuinely so grateful for every single person who reads my fics. there are so many insanely talented writers for CSH on here who i admire, so just being part of the mix is already such an honor! thank you sm for taking the time to send this, it really made my day!! ilyyy💗 —lex.
https://www.tumblr.com/lexalith/781350843176894464/came-here-just-to-say-that-youre-the-best-writer
omg stoppp you’re the sweetest 🥺🥺🥺
and like seriously your work is amazing you always deliver AND THE ANGST IS SOOOOOO LIKE SATISFYING, friends literally devoured made me go through all stages of grief. and hidden omg???? everything is always so perfect and on point and the dialogue is so good AND THEY’RE ALWASY LONG(which i personally appreciate so much) LIKE I ACTUALLY SIT DOWN AND READ AND I EAT IT UP EVERY TIMEEE, amazing writing, amazing writer, and amazing storylines ik it sounds like i’m kissing your ass😭😭 but this is genuinely how i feel and i just wanted to let you know cuz you deserve all the appreciation and the compliments 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
HELLOOOO STOPPPP??? i’m actually gonna cry real tears rn😭 like be so serious, this is one of the nicest messages i’ve ever gotten! YOUU are the sweetest i swear🥹💗 ily
I LOVE LOVE LOVE writing angst icl. i always feel like i suckk at writing fluff but i lock in so fast every time i get to write the drama, you don’t even know😭😭😭 SO THANK YOUU sooo so so much for appreciating that because i genuinely put my whole heart into it every time.
also i always worry my fics are too long😭 like when i was writing Hidden i kept thinking, there’s no way people are gonna sit through all of this, bc i just keep yapping and yapping💀 and then when i revise i’m always like… did this scene really need to be here?? and i overthink it all the time🥲 so your message honestly made me feel SO much better about all of that!
thank you for being so kind to me like wth😭💗 i appreciate you sm and i hope you have the best day/night wherever you are!! — lex.
OMG JSS WANNA START OFF BY SAYING HOW MUCH I LOVEEE ALL OF UR FANFICS, jss finished binge reading them ALLL and im in LOVEEE 😩💗 do u by any chance have a taglist for jss ur fics in general??? can i plsplspls be added 🥲
STOPPP TYSMM😭💗 and yes!!! i have a taglist! just added you :))
NAH YOURE JOKING YOURE KIDDING UOU NEED TO PAU FOR MY THERAPY CUZ WHAT OMG OVE NEVER CRIED SO MUCH FOR A FANFICTION THIS WAS A FUCKING ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS. THE WAY UOU PORTRAY THE CHARACTERS AND THE COMPLEXITY IS SO CRAZY I SWEAR TO GOD LEX YOU ARE GENUINELY SOOOOO TALENTED I HAVE NO TEARS LEFT IN ME AND 5USED TISSUES BESIDES MY BED 😭😭😭 THIS WAS SOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSO GOOD
i just hope one day these two will be able to be together and live happily or else i swear
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AAAAAAAA 🍒 THANK YOU SO MUCH😭😭💗‼️‼️
part 2 spoilers below!
from the beginning, i just couldn’t see this story ending in a perfectly wrapped-up, happy way, it didn’t feel realistic to me. (ik it’s fanfiction and it doesn’t HAVE to be realistic, but part 1 was always meant to feel grounded in reality, so i wanted part 2 to stay true to that too)
and as much as i LOVE tragic/sad endings… i also felt awful giving them one😭 (even though that was the original plan, ngl…) but like, haven’t they been through enough already??? lmao. so i ended up leaving it open for interpretation. if you want them married with five kids, go for it (even though let’s be honest… seunghyun would never😭😭💀help). maybe they’re together again and made it public after a few years. maybe they stayed friends and kept it at that. it’s really up to you and how you want to imagine it🙂↕️💗 —lex.