"I Would Not Change My Attitude Because Of Your Help, Wright! You Should Remember That! "

Yoo jonghyuk is "I would sacrifice everything for you", okay

But. Yeah of course Kim dokja "I would sacrifice myself..", but. He is also the "I would sacrifice you for you"

And that strange shape-shifted damaged side of him, dehumanizing to everyone else slightly or strongly, puts my heart in pain and my soul in deadly cold. Even when it's here for a blink

#babies photo album let's goo

Decided to make gifs out of these little cuties in the game<3

Started Cult of the Lamb, get totally involved, liked it. Would use in au, nice concept to follow, yada-yada. Reached to the point of kicking Sleepy's ass. And. Sorry what do you mean there MORE?? I LOVE THAT?? I'm amused from the story side and development side at the same time. What do you mean you have more for me to do, not just stick to that hell-circle of gaining achievements (as I will do it nu-uh)? What do you mean I can bring bishops to peace myself now so their souls would rest?

Yeah same bosses and now I'm stuck in the woods again but I'm fine with that. Yet. And until my cult have at least few members alive. They getting old too fast and im tired of cutting them out ugh.

I like so much interactions between Dokja and SecretP. SP looks like he gets second-hand embarrassed from each Dokja's move

If he is Dokja from future I would die

<no spoilers pls>

Family photo while they have a chance 🥰

Oo wait I need to note it here. I forgot.

So as far as I imagined/get it here - primal meaning of existence in orv is to get your own story become important and then finished.

And if it is so, as I see it, the wooorst thing that you can done - using story from someone else above with a contract.

All those constellations have unique stories about themselves. They are gods, they are heroes, kings and queens. It's looked like doesn't matter how much sidestories you will collect - having your own self is what you can use to move forward. And having an incarnations should help only constellations in this relationship in global matter- incarnations would carry their stories, feed them with new parts. Make them used. Bigger known. Wider.

And then if you are new usual person and you're getting that "help" - you will become part of their story, not of your own. Doesn't matter what you will do from now - you need now or finish two stories (sponsor's and yours) or you will not even have a chance start or develop something for yourself at all. That's just a trap which you couldn't avoid easily. If you could at all.

You need to stay your own central character no matter what huh?

And that's sounds now scary because idk.. dokja is lonely at that point in his position of "start from scratch" in DokjaCom.. Yeah they all are strong but that's not what have weight here. How should anyone else finish that shit I don't want them to be separated I would cry ;-;

Just remember how on the first start I texted to one person "hahah so his mom in jail for murder but he is so delusional what if he is a killer and mother just protected him. That would be so cruel"

And got reaction like "...😐"

Yeah... that was funny. For a short moment. Prophetic squirrel in my head works hard, sometimes I wish she would not :-;

WHAT DOES "the spine of the ground rat consisted of a single bone" MEAN??? HOW???

One bone spine. Solid spine. Solid non-bending part of a body which need to bend. How.

So I have an idea after few first chapters with sooyoung that dokja wrote "3 ways" by himself but forgot about that

(I haven't finished novel yet pls no spoilers I enjoy creating random guesses)

But that make even more sense if he didn't wrote it but just create all that stuff in his own head. In that case that will explain blank pages when he tried to show file to someone else and how that file followed him to each new device huh

Help how to reply to reblog I missed tumbr-classes at my 14 ;-;