My Legs Are Numb, My Back Is Hurt, That Art Should Be Posted Separately, I Lost Too Much For That Crumpled

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Um.. everyone knows anime Erased? Boku dake ga Inai Machi??

So Yoo Joonghyuk in his 30th, returning home at night time, hoping for just chill evening with his sister. But there he is, covered in her blood, running down the street from police officer without a chance for an explanation.

And in the next seconds world turning upside down and letting him go on the entrance to his childhood school

And everything is so big

oh no I'm too bored to write down whole idea but you get it y/n?

Nothing particular strange happened at that year, as he thinks at first. Even death of his parents happened years later and oh how happy he see them alright, not to tell about his treasure sister. And he spend a few days just trying to believe that this is all real and catch at least something that could explain why he is now. His classmates are the same, town, memory places. Nothing seems odd enough.

But one look at the older classes and memory flashed before his eyes. That one kid. Definitely get lost isn't he.

Kim Dokja sitting in the corner, looking straight in book on his laps. Thin, silent. Almost transparent for other, he will dissappear in a month? Two? And would never be found.

Something heavy fall down on Yoo's heart.

Maybe. He can do something.

He will

What if there is no yoo joonghyuk it's all just product of delusional dokja, trying to convince himself that person which stuck in life-death loophole is not him 🐟🐟🐟

(Yeah no okay there's too much scenes against that but I would've been heartbroken because of that)

Anyway look at Igris with flowers for my friend's bd 💕

Maybe I can took cmmissions like that lol

no updates feeling like this

Don't tell me he wouldn't fight to get that merch for his collection

I MISSED DOKJA'S BIRTHDAY

Fffffffffck

The SPEED of appearance Kim Dokja's name at my head 😀

I don't have anything ready for Yoo's birthday thats so dumb(

That photo is orv/dokja coded I can't describe my feelings in words but 🤲

Tiny blue dot of life and hope