Lifediaryofann - Ann

better things are coming

I hasten into you, i stumble and find myself in your arms. What a dreamy calamity!

- Anneshwa ✨

Jane Austen was right when she said “I am half agony, half hope.”

The wind overwhelms me, the dusk overwhelms me, the cars, the lights, the crowd, the emptiness, the dark, the light, everything overwhelms me. The dews on the veins, the mourning birds, the talking grains and the longing trains. Everything aches, everything burns, everything overwhelms. The existence, and the disappearance.

-Ann 🌻

I tried to asseverate

the state of my heart,

I asked you to be gentle with it,

but you intervened,

tugged me close,

and kissed me mad.

Now I bleed your name

and your sight is out of reach.

I spend my days looking for the moon in the broad daylight.

I've lost all sense of clarity.

You should've let me complete my sentence,

before you kissed me,

because now you cannot kiss me without tasting your name on my lips.

-Anneshwa

In madness and in magnetic beauty, in glory and in melancholy.

Mary Oliver, "Blue Iris." Devotions