Collecting Usages Of “bitch” And Such And Now I’m Crying

The ADHD urge to not

a customer today looked at me, said “y’know? i think you’ll appreciate this,” and pulled his shirt down to show me his supernatural tattoo. calling me a slur would’ve been easier

for my fellow lds folks, check out emma nissen!! you are obviously also welcome to check her out if you’re not, but she is lds iirc so that’s more where her music is based. she does christian music in a jazz style, and i love it!! these are some of my favorites of hers:

you don’t hate modern religious music, you hate megachurch worship bands that play to packed stadiums and roll in cash while writing the most stereotypical and soulless lyrics imaginable

"What are you doing?"

"Wrapping Sammy's Christmas present."

Cas admires all the wrapping material spread out on the table. "You're putting a wrapped box inside another wrapped box?"

Dean smiles and nods. "Uh huh. And inside that box is another box, which has another box, which has another box, which has his present."

"I don't understand. Won't Sam be mad opening so many boxes? What is the pleasure here?"

"The pleasure is for me."

"What's the present?"

"Starbucks gift card."

"You're going back to Hell."

spotify wrapped is out and everybody is always posting their top 5 songs….. let’s see some love for number 6 that didn’t make the cut. rb and add your number 6

I was reading the Arcane “council archives” of Jayce’s journal and that man is never beating the ADHD allegations.

He talks a lot about science but scattered amongst his research is.

Lamenting how he left his measuring equipment in his apartment after traveling to the dessert.

Him workshopping insults to call another student who almost caught him throwing out an illegal experiment.

Jayce figuring out his grades were probably dropping because he wasn’t sleeping and he decides he wanted to graph the correlation instead of sleeping or studying.

Ranting about the how the pastries are better than the inventions at the Day of Progress celebration.

A pros and cons list about continuing his experiments that included the fact that he’s failing his classes instead of doing anything about it.

Writing himself a reminder to ask Viktor his last name.

Also he has yet another random ass sandwich on his desk.

Also bonus: He didn’t think he’d work well with other scientists at all before he met Viktor.

you want to know why salt lake city was founded??? its bcs everywhere else the early saints tried to settle they were violently driven out of. the state of missouri had a fucking death warrant on them and other states were only marginally better. they were assaulted, tarred and feathered, their houses burned down. there's a reason utah exists and it's because ever other fucking state wanted my ancestors DEAD for their religion

It's been a while since I watched Supernatural, so don't take my opinions as gospel or anything. But I think Dean is self-hating to the point of narcissism in some ways. Don't get me wrong, I empathise with Dean and understand why fans largely do too. But his self-loathing warps his perception and becomes the centre of EVERYTHING and at times that really has ripple effects on those around him - particularly Sam.

Take their childhood, Sam has a right to mourn the fact that he didn't get a normal childhood. He's allowed to be angry that he didn't get a home, a present father, a stable community, and consistent education. But whenever Sam attempts to express his complicated feelings about his childhood, Dean immediately interprets it as ' oh I was supposed to look out for you. Are you saying I failed? Are you confirming I'm worthless?' which grinds the conversation to a complete halt. Because of Dean's intense self-criticism, Sam can never really be 100% honest with him or ask for support with his own issues, especially regarding their childhood. As anything outside of 100% gratitude just becomes another stick for Dean to beat himself with, and the conversation is immediately derailed.

Not only does Deans self-hatred mean that Sam's expression of his own experiences are pretty consistently shut down. In some ways, I think Dean strips Sam of his autonomy - he's so self-loathing, he sees every decision Sam makes as being about/a reaction to him. A good example of this is Stanford. Rather than understanding Stanford for what it was, an attempt by Sam to carve out a better life from himself and escape hunting. Dean views it as betrayal or abandonment, some re-affirmation of his own belief that he's not worth caring about. Rather than understanding it's a rejection of hunting, he sees it as Sam rejecting him. To Dean, Sam isn't attempting to find a better life, he's punishing the family.

Overall, it's interesting that people largely and rightfully sympathise with Dean due to his self-hatred. However, I don't see as much discussion about how his self-hatred doesn't just hurt him, it hurts those he's close to, as it colours his interpretation of their every action. Dean's self-loathing is always the biggest thing in the room and that has consequences.

"I'm not Magda. I'm the Devil." "No. No, you're not. You're really not."

Supernatural S12E04 American Nightmare