DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

I’ve been feeling really discouraged lately. But when I stepped on the scale today, I was at 129lbs. I have no idea how I managed to lose 8lbs since the first, and it feels fake. I’m terrified of gaining that back or seeing the number go up. I need to go shopping for low cal foods, but I’m so tired. No will or want to get out of bed

its funny edblr hates edtwt and edtwt hatea edblr

i think about if he thinks about how much smaller she was when he looks at me, i know her gut didnt hang over her legs

Flip flopping between ED thought processes is so frustrating. I could fast for days no issue but the moment food hits my lips I loose all control and I can’t stop. I feel like I’ll always be a fat ugly monster. I hate it so much. I hate myself so much. Why can’t I stop? All I want is to stop, I want to be pretty, I want to be skinny, I want to wear cute clothes!

Instead of eating become a weapon

one thing i love about tumblr is that u become friends with people without even knowing their name/their face/their voice...........like....i love u because of your dumb little thoughts thank u for existing

A month from now you can have results, progress and confidence

Or you can have the same shame, guilt and excuses

today is the tomorrow you talked about yesterday

I’m always thinking about that one time, during 8th grade lunch, where I was so deep In @na for the first time, and I mentioned something about eating disorders, and my friend goes “you don’t have that, you’re not skinny enough to have that”. That’s motivation like no other, let me tell you.

all these fucking thoughts in my head are making me loose my appetite (as well as making my stomach, my head and my heart hurt, but that's not really as cool)