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Dead of the night, running from the light Everything change when you find it’s all a lie Wake up in the middle of the night, want to die.. Save me from the past that I can’t seem to shake..

- Bones "DieForMe"

Adam woke up to the sounds of creaking front door and fussy steps.

He sit up right at the moment when the door to his room opened and a heavy breathing guy burst inside.

“Samandriel?” He asked when definitely worried boy threw his backpack to the corner and fell on the bed, hugging Adam, “It’s past midnight, almost sunrise, what are you doing here?”

“I had a nightmare about you,” he mumbled to Adam’s shoulder. “It was so real, so I wanted to make sure, that you’re okay.”

Adam smiled in relief, patting boy’s back in attempt to calm him down, feeling insanely fast beat of his heart.

“So.. and how did you get in?”

“The door was open, it’s made me worry even more. And, Adam, stop keeping you phone in silent mode, I really thought you’re dead”

Boys chuckled before the door to Adam’s room started to open again.

“Since when you started talking in your sleep that loud?” Deans voice’s been annoying, but then he noticed Samandriel, who’s already pulled Adam away and tried to hide on the empty floor, “Oh, hi Alfie, got it.. don’t even wanna know.” And he wanted to leave, but pleading voice that didn’t belong to his brother made him turn back.

“Please, don’t tell anyone..”

“..why should I?”

Samandriel sighed, standing on his feet.

“Ah, well, you’ll tell Castiel, and Castiel will tell Gabriel, he’ll tell Michael, who’ll be mad and kill me for sneaking out of the house at night. And, of course, Lucifer will know too and so he will make fun of me till the end of my days when they’ll know the real reason.”

There was a silence while Samandriel fell on Adams bed again and look at Dean with the saddest eyes he could only made.

“Khm..” Dean raised his eyebrow, ”I’ll try not to tell about it to any of them, since they won’t notice you’re left, but you’re staying here for the night, don’t want any of you to get killed by a real murderer.” He said and closed the door.

“Well, it’s been obvious,” Adam looked at Samandriel, who tried to made himself comfortable. “But.. uh.. could we continue that hug thing we did before, it’s been kinda nice and comfortable.”

It’s been a few seconds when Samandriel took his shoes and jacket off, before jumping on the empty side of bed, getting under the blanket, hugging Adam with all his limbs like five-year-old kid.

“What are you doing here? I thought you’re partying with your friends..” Elijah’s voice made him gerk and shook his head.

“Umg.. yeah, I’m celebrating here. With myself. And I’ll be really happy, if you let me to continue do it. Take what you need and fucking leave.” He standed up from the chair, gestured to the attic’s door.

“Who said that I need something here? I’ve been trying to find you.”

“So, you did.”

“Yes, and I’m surprised.”

Elijah went to the middle of the room, ignoring Gavin’s annoyed gaze.

“Even I have a birthday party with guys from college. I was sure, that you’ll be cellebrate all week, but now we’re here.” Elijah turned to his brother, raising eyebrow. “Is something happened, Gav? I know that you think that I don’t care. But I do. Are you okay?”

“Yes, listen, that’s really sweet, but I’m okay. I don’t need your help or something.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, smartass, you’ve made a mistake here. I’m absolutely fine. More than. Now, leave.” He gestured to the door again.

“Uh, brother, dearest, I almost believed you. You was nervous and kinda lost for the last two weeks.” He made a few slow steps towards Gavin. “You spent most of the time in your room, when usually you went out with your.. classmates? Your eyes are red sometimes. For the first time I thought it was weed or something, but I’m sure it isn’t. Only fool will smoke with parents in the house.”

Elijah put his hand on Gavin’s shoulder.

“What happened Gavin? I know, that we wasn’t so close for the last years, but I’m your brother. I want to help you. You know that I won’t tell anyone.”

Gavin took a deep breathe.

“Okay, well, seems like all my words doesn’t make a sense to you. I’m.. surprising that someone in this house look for me. I’m more than surprised, that someone in this house remembers about my birthday.” He smirked sadly and tired. “So, thanks for your visit and all your.. work.”

“I’m not the only..”

“No you are!” “Gavin interrupted him, raising his voise.” “They doesn’t ask me about school anymore, they doesn’t care where I spend my evenings, how my day was, how my school goes! They don’t need me! And you know what? That is because of you.”

Gavin made a step back, throwing off Elija’s hand.

“You’ve had a birthday party because they’ve arranged it. But, for sure, they didn’t only forgot to ask me about my party, they fucking forgot about my birthday, Elijah. Because of your stupid since-competition or how you, guys, call it. So, don’t pretend, that you care, when you are not.” He turned to the wall, sighting.

“And I also don’t have real friends, huh. Surprise!..” He said, turning back. “At least, none of them remember to congrats me, you know..”

There was silense for a moment. Elijah frowned, trying to process the information.

“Why.. I didn’t know, Gav. I didn’t want to.. didn’t want to hurt you.”

Elijah raised his hand, put it on Gavin’s shoulder again, pulled him to his chest. Gavin jerked but didn’t move back.

“I wish I was here all this time, knowing what’s in your head.” He whispered. “I thought that I was attentive enough. I wasn’t. And now, Gav, I have no idea how to get closer to you again. I wish I could be better brother.” He breathed out the last words to Gavin’s hair. Gavin wrapped his hands around Elijah’s waist. “I need you. I want you back.”

“All this time. That was all that I wanted to hear.. you’ve might just tell me.”

“Yes, I do. But I thougt that you was too busy with all your cool friends, and that you wasn’t interested in your neard bro.”

“I always was.”

Elijah jently rubbed Gavin’s back.

“Can I be your birthday friend and cellebrate it with you today, on that.. closed party?” He giggled. “What would you say, little brother?”

“Two months and twenty-one days, El..” He weakly punched him on the back, smiling. “And yes, if you have present, you are welcome.”

I'M ALWAYS A SLUT FOR ARCHANGELS

AU: During the hunt with John, Dean, in search of information about their new case, came to the local library, where he meet Cas - pretty young librarian.

Spontaneous headcanon inspired by this photo of Jamie Bower (‘cause he looks exactly like teen/young Lucifer, change my mind)

• All Lucifer’s jeans are ripped on his knees. • Everyone are making fun of him because of this fact, dean (who is somehow Michaels friend in this AU, don’t blame me) tries to make his jokes as dirty as possible. • And, of course, he still wear them even when they look like literal shit. • On that times Michael makes him to go to the store with him and buy a new one. • What Lucifer absolutely hates. • Because what the point, if he can’t keep it safe even for a few weeks. • Nobody really knows how his knees became ripped so fast and so often. • Sometimes, even Lucifer. • So, when he comes back home in his one-week-new jeans but with a solid hole on one knee, he tries to pass his way through the family room to the stair as fast as he can. • As he always do when things like this happens. • But, like all times before, Michael notices and stops him. • And that’s Lucifer’s time to protect himself in the way, based on his mood. • He turns to his brother with adorable excusing smile and look at him with the most innocent way he only could achieve. • And everyone who’s witnessing it can hear “something’s wrong? Oh, jeans, yeah, you know, long story, not my fault, the idea was yours, I told you that it sucks, you won’t lecture me while everyone’s watching, will you?” • Or he turns to Michael with tired look with do-I-look-like-I-give-a-fuck face. • And in that way everyone can feel Lucifer’s telepathic hissing “Nah, c’mon, Mike, we all knew that it’ll happen, do it, reprehend me and I’ll go to my room, but try to tell me something I don’t know” • In any of those ways Michael will just cross his arms and gave Lucifer that disappointed-but-not-surprised sight. • And smirks with a breathy chuckle while looking at Lucy’s knee. • Because everyone in this house know what happens when Lucifer gets a new jeans. • So Lucifer huffs and joins them in the family room. • In his new ripped jeans.

And I promised I’d be there but you don’t make it easy.. Loving you is too hard. Loving you leaves me hurt. - Oh Wonder “drive”

No one admits is but everyone’s REAL favorite ship dynamic is just

Person A: Character you can project onto

Person B: Your type

Well, maybe someone did this, but.. I should.

I tried to put it out for you to get Could've, should've but you never did Wish you wanted it a little bit More but it's a chore for you to give.. I never knew somebody like you, somebody Falling just as hard. -The Neighborhood "reflections"