liona-sourn
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i really hate e-begging and i'm really fucking distraught that this is happening like five days before my paycheck.
but,
my housemate's dentist just played a Nasty Fucking Trick because we forgot the magic words "are you in network for our insurance" and instead asked "do you accept our insurance". and now we are on the hook for $800 we really, really don't have. i managed to push Last Month's Consequences forward a month with the magic of credit cards and i had everything planned out and now we are lining up to get sucker punched into the debt doom spiral and we'd really like to avoid that if possible.
any help is appreciated, even if it's just a reblog. thanks.
will delete this post when we're fine.
Damn him too? Guess I gotta reblog
happy komaeda day everyone 🍀
Happy Birthday Chuuya!
Happy Birthday Nakahara Chūya-sensei!
To celebrate Nakahara Chūya’s birthday here are his top three quotes from my blog:
Quote #3:
Searching for memories that aren’t there, this heart of mine Closes itself up, languishes like an old moldy box of trinkets And then there are these sunken cheeks, these cracked lips- Bitterness bred in cruelty comes rushing out in silence…
I’ve grown accustomed to it all, and have leaned to bear it But sometimes any degree of loneliness can bring you down And while I cannot know for sure, sometimes it seems as if These tears are no longer tears for having loved someone…
- Nakahara Chūya, “Poem of the Sheep” from Poems of the Goat
Quote #2:
Soiled Sorrow: today too snow falls on it; soiled sorrow: today too wind blows on it.
Soiled sorrow is like, say, a fox’s fur; soiled sorrow in its torpor dreams of death.
Soiled sorrow frightens me piteously; soiled sorrow can’t be remedied, and the sun sets…
- Nakahara Chūya, “Soiled Sorrow” from The Poems of Nakahara Chūya
Quote #1:
Now in this world full of sadness, Don’t let your heart harden. For the sake of whatever intimacy we could have, Don’t let your heart harden.
Hardened, the heart is oblivious to the world, And words fall silent on the soul. Nurturing serenity, man returns to that dreaminess Known at the beginning, and can make sense of it all.
- Nakahara Chūya, “Untitled” from Poems of the Goat
"They’re not collateral damage — they are being targeted."
The image you see is not from a war movie. It's a real X-ray of a Palestinian child. A sniper's bullet pierced her skull. This was not an accident. It was a calculated shot — to the head. How many children must bleed before the world opens its eyes?
I see this, and I tremble. Because I, too, am a mother. My own child is injured. He cries every night from pain. He needs urgent medical care — but we are trapped under siege, under fear, under silence.
How long before my son becomes another X-ray? Another hashtag? Another number?
If you're reading this, you have power — power to share, power to donate, power to care.
Help me get my son out. Help save him before it’s too late. Gaza’s children are not targets. They are lives. They are futures. Please don’t look away
Please Donate now:👇👇 👇
✅️My campaign is vetted by el-shab-hussein& Nabulsi's, my number verified on the list is ( #355)✅️ 👇
Nader is still young but due to Israel's attacks on Gaza has had opportunities taken away from him that most kids would take for granted. At night he has to hear bombings, and his family currently lives in a tent. Access to food and water is difficult.
This campaign is 47% to its goal and donations have stagnated, so share this post and donate if you can.
I can never leave Tumblr because after years of sporadic therapy utterly failed to even approach the core of my problem some random tumblr user was like “I processed my trauma by writing a 10,000 word work of filthy fanfic erotica” and I was like “fuck it I’ve tried everything else” and now I’m 17 chapters and 20,000 words deep into an unpublishable work of obscenity and after careful literary analysis with one of the Beloved Mutuals I have come to some Terrible Revelations about my childhood and may now continue the process of Healing. Where else am I supposed to get this kind of experience. Who does this. Why are we like this. I’m never leaving. I love y’all.
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Oh that is beautiful. I love the dark colors, him clutching the frame, the words written, pulls it all together to make a bitter and gorgeous piece.
I want to keep you, won't let God ever have you.
Hello! Ao3 has been part of an unauthorized data scrape for GenAI purposes. If your fic has an ID number between 1 and 63200000, it may be a part of the data set and you can file a DMCA copyright infringement notice on the American sites it was uploaded to. Each of you will need to request a takedown.
Here’s a link to the information.
It is a reddit link, but it has the other links you’ll need in one place.
(Tagging with as many medias as I can remember so it gets to more fandoms)
My heart is broken by this news.My donation link has been blocked. Here is a new link. I hope everyone will share it. Do something so I don't lose hope. Donate. Share. Anything you can do is not simple for me. Everyone who sees now, please share. Pope Francis said help us. Let's go together. The campaign is verified. Donate here. Let's start over together.
cicadas :-) ⭐️
get a print here! https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/unluckyprime/scream-as-loud-as-you-can-make-noise-until-you-die/
we got another good news roundup!
the fight is still on! don’t give up!
![INTERVIEWER. What does being butch mean to you?
The word that's coming to mind is “caretaker,” which is [laughs] funny.
INT. Why is it funny?
Because it's like the most traditional, I guess, feminine trait.
INT. I guess so. Do you feel like it's ironic, in a sense?
Not at all. I think many people would, though. They equate butch with this cold, hard aggression. But butches are the softest people I know. We take care.
INT. How do you take care?
Of everyone? Or [laughs]
INT. You have a partner, right?
Yeah.
INT. How do you take care of them?
I-uh-I give her massages. I write her poems. I hold the door open for her. I put my hand on her lower back walking down the street. I rub her stomach on her period. I wash the dishes after she cooks us both dinner. I buy her pastries from her favourite bakery. I fill her water. I tell her she's beautiful. I tell her she's strong. I tell her stories to help her sleep at night. I go with her to the hospital and hold her hand in the waiting room. I ask her how she feels. I hold her while she cries. I remind her to eat. I eat her out. I listen to her every word. I give her what she wants. I give her what she needs.](https://64.media.tumblr.com/17bf02b85eb3e21e32d9283a8fbe8600/6033f3160c3ace6d-08/s500x750/8e6202b3da051845f7a067553b67a71786b2b098.jpg)
![INT. And what about her? How does she take care of you?
[long pause]
I was in a shell before I met her. She cracked me open. She made me actually see the world I was living in. She makes me see myself. And every day she takes my gooey egg-yolk heart that I’ve spent my whole life protecting, and—she holds it.
In the palm of her hand. And she never lets it spill.
INT. She holds your heart.
She holds my heart.
INT. That's a lot.
It’s everything.](https://64.media.tumblr.com/28c583833d4ed076f5ecd93607dafb09/6033f3160c3ace6d-f3/s500x750/d3837ba66e75675a164b0b2b395a7317d3bae663.jpg)
here's a fake interview about my me & my girlfriend that i transcribed from my head. enjoy!
Palestinian ButchFemme wedding, 2022, @/leilanations
If you voted, please don’t scroll without sharing
Nader @abdalsalam2000 is trying to raise money for his family’s survival and future evacuation. This fundraiser is supporting a family of eight, including Nader who is only seventeen, his one year old niece Iman, and Nader’s father Ahmed who suffers from cancer. They’ve been displaced more than ten times, and Ahmed doesn’t have access to the treatment he needs because of the destruction of hospitals in Gaza.
Please donate to them if you can. Share to reach people who can donate ❤️🇵🇸
€20,733 out of 50,000! Please support Nader and his family ❤️
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If anyone, at all, can match even a 10th of my donation, I'd consider it a massive christmas gift.
Please, help my friend Mohammed. His family is cold, and hungry.
It would mean a great deal to me.
You can find his fundraiser here,
And you can see that it's been vetted by 90-Ghost here.
My friend Mahrah (@mahrahpalestine) is an engineering student. She is brilliant and speaks with a clarity of analysis and thoughtfulness (even in a second language, even while living in crisis), that is profoundly impressive and humbling to me. She holds hope that Palestine will be free, and when it is, she will use her knowledge and skill to help rebuild.
Her father lost his job due to the war, and she does not have the money for university fees. The situation for her and other Palestinians is getting more difficult as the duration of the crossing closure increases, and the genocidal famine is leading to sickness and starvation.
Mahrah explained, "Food is missing from the markets. If the food is found, it is usually unhealthy because it contains preservatives and we eat it for a year and 8 months, and this causes diseases. But there are no other options to do without it. My nephews are at risk for my father's and mother's diseases and need healthy food because they are at an advanced age. It's like a famine, but there is no media to cover what's happening. They killed all the journalists."
Donations have been slowing, and she is afraid for her family's health. If you can spare some money to help them, please do.
Chuffed | Help us restore hope and rise again
Mahrah has been so incredibly kind and loving to me in our conversations, even checking in how I've been while recovering from surgery. She has extended so much compassion towards me, and I want to encourage others to extend that same level of compassion towards her.
The helicopter shot at us. My three children and I barely escaped. We saw many injured people in front of us.
We should all be radicalized by Otter 841.
Living in Santa Cruz, CA, we see sea otters so often it's easy to forget that they are endangered. Otters are a keystone species, meaning they are critical to the health of the Monterey Bay. They protect it from being overrun by species like urchins and invasive crabs that endanger the kelp forest. Without otters, the kelp would disappear along with hundreds of other species. The seabed would erode, making our coast more vulnerable to storms. Otters maintain the balance of our Bay, and they are just one example of an endangered species whose conservation is critical to the species and people of an area.
Trump has proposed changing the interpretation of the Endangered Species Act so that it no longer protects habitat, creating a loophole that companies can use to disregard environmental protections, a move that would be catastrophic for endangered species across the country.
But we can fight.
Follow this link to make a public comment:
This site is open for public comment until the end of May 19th. Please comment and make your voice heard.
Also, call AND email your representatives in congress, and let them know you will not allow the Trump administration to roll back decades of environmental progress.
Don't let Otter 841 down.
...I might have to rewrite my fanfiction from the ground up
Resource for new Bungo Stray Dogs fans so you don't go insane like I did making this lol. Could also be for longtime fans, idk, I'm not new at this point. I just have only watched the anime and read like one novel
Anyways, here's all the story arcs (in narrative chronological order) and which media forms they're in and when those media forms came out -- for the books: not always the official publishing date because sometimes they come out special first before proper printing. My info is up to date as of April 15, 2025 but admittedly mostly taken from the wiki and organized into this!
Now you never have to ask "which came first the manga or the novel?" again lol. Or in the one weird case, the anime movie?
Key:
Blank/White = doesn't have the thing
Green = has the thing
Blue = has the thing and the thing was first
Red = specifically for Azure Apostle because they messed it up that bad with where they put it in the anime
Note: Yep, DEAD APPLE is weird because the movie and the book kind of happened at the same time *insert shrugging noises here idk*
Lmk if the picture is illegible!
what it says on the tin! I offered to throw together something on drawing raw meat (in a mouthwashing server, naturally) so here it is in case someone finds it useful
day 1 at the communal puzzle club: i see a puzzle with a sign next to it that says "please help with our communal puzzle" and i say to myself "don't mind if I do" and did the whole thing
>censors all existing data on trans healthcare
>orders a study
I'm sure this will be completely unbiased
You want to call your House rep now and tell them Trump needs to be impeached immediately for defying a Supreme Court order (re: Kilmar Abrego Garcia), which functionally voids our constitution and means no one in America has rights anymore.
I am not exaggerating.
As of now, anybody can be disappeared, no due process, no recourse. Trump is openly disregarding a Supreme Court order and says he’ll send US citizens to El Salvador.
This is not a drill.
Call your House rep and tell them they must impeach. Tell them if they cannot bring themselves to impeach, they must resign. A more open and shut case to impeach is not possible. Trump and his administration are saying openly, in public, that anybody can be kidnapped by ICE, even in error, and disappeared permanently.
Call your senators, too, and tell them to support impeachment (it goes to them once it passes a majority House vote).
some chuuya from the bsd anthology too
In case anyone finds it helpful because mobility aids are horrifically expensive and inaccessible…
And for those people who have access to mobility devices but might benefit from a second chair they can abuse without risking expensive damage…
Erik Kondo has made a website, Open Source Innovations, that details plans for DIY wheelchairs. These wheelchairs can be made from common materials like wood, plastic, and pvc. They are lightweight and can be custom fit to the user allowing from the same degree of movement you would get from a custom chair. And they are durable and easily repairable. (he has been stress testing his latest design by dropping it down stairs, dropping it out of a car, launching it across a driveway, and throwing it off a deck). Its 12lbs and I think he said its was in the $200 ish range for parts.
He also is working on cheap, open source, accessible designs for beach chairs, off road chairs, motorized attachments (think smart drive), and so on. Plus he skateboards in his wheelchair. Cool dude, helpful info, pass it on.