Jude When He Used To Swim So He Wouldn’t Relapse:

Jude St. Francis once said:

a hill i will die on is that a little life by hanya yanagihara is not meaningless and is not torture porn and is in fact a very stark and realistic exploration of unprocessed trauma and the inability to talk and how trauma shapes the way you view those who love you and the fact that tiktok has turned it into the "you will cry at the end!!!!" book honestly breaks my heart

The true “boys will be boys” is when all FOUR of you managed to forget your keys and phones and it’s freezing outside and the best solution you and your friends (Ivy League graduates, may I add) could come up with was launching yourself off the roof ledge to break into your own apartment

jude wondering if he did something wrong because willem didn't hold him one time. all i can say is i relate

not going to lie a specific scene in the book that really fucking hits me sometimes and i need to double down is when someone tells harold jude is beautiful . i just can’t. there’s something so solemn about it

one of the ways i am like jude st francis is that if there isn’t a lock on the door or i’m unable to close it i WILL have a panic attack😆

tiktok ALL readers when the main character with deeply complex trauma gets triggered by things 😮😮😮

thank u @orpheuslament for showing this shit to us so i could feel smarter .

It just downed on me that Jude died in the summer.

“Jude’s season”

you guys i’m 17 today😜😜