Wait I Just Realized I Technically Don't Need To Put On Anon Rn🧍

IM TRYING TK GET MY OTHER ACCOUNT LMAOO

ITS SO PRETTY THO!!!! Very cute and lovely <33

-panna cotta

ajsgshhsjd you are too adorable for your own good, dear<///3 i wanna chomp you<3

,,,, thank you,,,,, mwah mwah<3 under construction now, but we will be beautiful soon; you are back in the design area, lovely♡ now we are in the bunny era~

Finally bringing chomps back? It's been too long 🙄😒 /t /j

I can't wait!! It was actually really fun to see you design ur blog, so Im excited to see it again (*´∇`) /gen

-panna cotta

I was just waiting for you to gain strength & start sleeping & eating normally so that it would be more pleasant to chomp<333 at least i hope you do it🤨🤨🤨 i dont eat bones

heheh,,,, silver tongue, smooth talker<///3333 /t /affectionate i hope so, pretty thing<3 will make everything prettier again, wouldn't we?<3

ᥥ⑅ᥥ unhealthy relationship, unlimited flow / killing games, codependency implied, mention of killing

but imagine that you have a childhood sweetheart, and he is so beautiful that even flowers, even the sky, even the sea, even precious stones, even a fire — nothing can compare with him, and he looks as if he really smells of perfumes and mists, but at the same time he is beautiful not only as a woman, even if he is thin and flexible like bamboo, but as a man, wide and stable, and you constantly look at him 24/7, thinking about how much he is smart, ambitious, loving and caring, adoring you with all his soul and more, then looking around, afraid that someone will take him away, because years later you don't even care if he becomes ugly, but before your eyes he has gone from an incredibly beautiful boy to the same young man.

and everything is fine with you: he initiates a relationship, takes care of you all the years, continues to take care of you even when he makes you an offer at home in an intimate setting (respecting and fulfilling your desire if you suddenly want a public proposal, asking in advance), and you are already married, and he always takes care of you, builds with you plans for the future, your families communicate closely, he is always respectful, but not "too shy or timid"... Eeen if all these annoying perverts keep hitting on him, as if they don't notice the ring on his finger or your presence!...

... just so that one day you wake up in a world where you refuse to play some kind of horror game in real time, without being able to get out, saving your life, with the same incomprehensible "players", fearing for your life, knowing that your husband is waiting for you at home, probably anxious that you've been away for so long, and you're even ashamed that you haven't said goodbye to him in any way and can't contact him, but you're forced to stay here — and when you're almost desperate, you meet your husband!...

... but it's not your husband?

they look the same, the same mole, the same curve of the eyes, the same smell, the same breath, the same look — but it's not your husband. something's wrong- why doesn't your husband recognize you? and it's so annoying! why can they harass him, taken man, and seduce him like shameless rakes, but you, a legitimate spouse, can't do anything?! it's annoying! he's your husband! it's definitely him! how could it not be him?! it's one person! is this damn place playing with you?! you're trying to find out something, but it's useless! Is it really an NPC? but they are the same! How can this be a projection? even the most perfect projection can't be that good!

... when you manage to return home after completing your mission, you can't help but scare your husband with your agitated behavior, as if you're some kind of angry dog or spouse and he's an unfaithful husband, — even if he's trying to play along with you and trying to find out what's wrong, massaging your shoulders and asking you to tell him what not so much, looking into your eyes so... touchingly and promising to improve if you talk to him and spend more time with him... that your heart melts.

you're just... on your nerves. of course, you can't say anything, but you're still glad that he accepts you, even if he doesn't understand anything. he's so good! much better than everything that happened! no NPC can compare to him! he is so loyal, gentle and loving, as if he cannot live without you, as if you are the center of his universe, and looks at you with the eyes of a sad dog... that you don't find the strength to feel any dissatisfaction in the end.

... but when you are forced to return to the "game" again, there is an NPC who looks like him again. and again. and again. and again. and again, someone is trying to seduce and flirt with them! why is someone flirting and seducing your husband (even if it's a projection) in front of your eyes?! you can't stand it! It's your husband! yours! how dare they touch his waist, make greasy compliments despite his disgust, try to touch him, offer him privacy, make greasy, obscene phrases and jokes behind his back- if they could, they would have stripped him here already!

disgusting! beasts!

you can't be polite or kind enough! how can you just watch?! you're definitely going to get into a fight with someone! right here!

you're so shocked when it's this "likeness of your husband" who protects you by hitting you first, and takes care of your wounds, even if it's a zombie apocalypse — but you're still amazed that he didn't try to stop you as the instigator, and instead asks you to go with him. or when he gives you supplies. or when he's looking out for you. or when he takes care of you even in terrible conditions, promising you that he will definitely buy you new clothes and put you in order as soon as the world becomes "like before," and you try to smile, but everything inside you gets cold. why does he look so much like him, even if you know it's not him? why is he just- are you cheating on your husband with this likeness of a husband who is exactly his copy, not even a mirror image, who breathes the same way, looks the same, holds the same, walks the same, they are the same, you don't see a single difference, and you get scared.

this is the first time that you die in a mission on your own, because you cannot withstand this strange, uncomfortable, abnormal overload, even if your death still counts as success in the mission — but when you open your eyes, lying on the bed,

your husband looms over you,

looking almost... frightening. and scary. very.

“... my love, you were restless in your sleep. do you want to talk, or should I get some water? or both?”

both.

both, — and you're afraid of it.

panna cotta, I want to show you this so badly... I mean, I just finished the whole initial world building and did 1/6 of the headcanons, and it's really so long and messy, but I just want you to see it... even if you might not like it, which is also okay, I just want you to see... I think even if you're a gatekeeping dragon, I still love you😔

OKAY SO many things need to be done, but let's try to start something interesting instead of these boring things

whenever tumblr shadowban me, it feels like enlightenment into real blogs. im the chosen one.

ᥥ⑅ᥥ soulmate au, mention of death

soulmate au,

but instead of "soulmate" it says the name of the person who's going to kill you / you're going to die for, but that name can also mean the person who's going to spend the last seconds of your life with you. meeting them before death is avoidable, but death cannot be avoided.

imagine: it's the first time you meet a dirty teenager who killed his owner, who resembles a wild animal that needs to be cleaned up properly, like a small animal trapped in a trap — but this is the one whose name is on your arm, and you know for sure that it's him.

(bonus points: your name is written on his hand, but AVENTURINE doesn't know because you use a pseudonym instead of your real name.)

I've run out of the hyperfix that's been with me for more than six months, so I'm going back to writing... all roads lead to Rome, obviously...

Well... if you'd like to share (even another tiny peek), I'm not refusing.... but at the same time, I can happily wait to see it with all the other crumbs ( >∇< )ﾉ

That's amazing progress so far though, especially if you're still working on it!!!!!!

... I must admit, my post was a trap so that you would write me a message & I could send you more pieces even if you hadn't asked😔 /guilty/j /<3 I was actually planning to send them to you because I can, but now I can send them on initiative :3333

I don't remember what I sent you before, so I'm going to feed you with the random pieces<3 I've been trying to find something particularly interesting, but I haven't found anything straight 'wow' so far, so keep the first half<33

I've finished the first half!!! I'm thinking tomorrow/today (I'm not sure what time you have right now, but it's already "tomorrow" for me, February 2nd, and I think you have too) I will be ready :333 and I'll start writing my new babygirl, I've already done the design and banners<3333

you really sent me another text just to tell me that you love me</////3 😭 so precious /pos I love you so much,,,,, if we were in that experiment with marshmallows and willpower (I do not know if you have heard of it or not), where you can get one marshmallow now or two after lunch, I would eat you-marshmallow right away, because the second one like you can not exist & because I would not have waited for lunch with such an opportunity😔 /t /hj /<3333 i love you more/t

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