I Don't Think I've Ever Met Someone Who Feels The Kind Of Bone Deep Soulless Depression I've Felt For

I don't think I've ever met someone who feels the kind of bone deep soulless depression I've felt for most of my life. I'm not saying they don't exist, I'm just saying part of me wishes there were someone I could talk to who actually understands how I'm feeling.

But that's selfish of me, right?

I wouldn't wish this on anyone

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5 years ago

And when you're tired, think of me

And when the world is all dark and bad dreams, think of me

And when you can't talk, can't walk, think of me

And when the air gets thick and your lungs get twisted, think of me

And when you're lonely, think of me

I'll be there


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1 year ago

"i would die for you" this, "i'd walk through fire for you that"

what about "i'd live for you" romances? what about "i never thought i'd be worth the work it would take to piece myself together"?

what about "i don't believe i'm worth it, but for you i'll try"

5 years ago

suffocating with how much i wish i had your arms around me

never thought i’d meet someone who really truly cared about my life

it happens all the time

i hate this


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1 year ago

Without my mental illness I wouldn't know who I am but, because of my mental illness I have no sense of self. Like the logic is super crazy.

1 year ago

“you’re so mature for your age” thanks I was not allowed to show any vulnerability as a child

1 year ago

unfortunately i have whatever the opposite of charisma is

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21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms

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