I don't think I've ever met someone who feels the kind of bone deep soulless depression I've felt for most of my life. I'm not saying they don't exist, I'm just saying part of me wishes there were someone I could talk to who actually understands how I'm feeling.
But that's selfish of me, right?
I wouldn't wish this on anyone
"i would die for you" this, "i'd walk through fire for you that"
what about "i'd live for you" romances? what about "i never thought i'd be worth the work it would take to piece myself together"?
what about "i don't believe i'm worth it, but for you i'll try"
Without my mental illness I wouldn't know who I am but, because of my mental illness I have no sense of self. Like the logic is super crazy.
“you’re so mature for your age” thanks I was not allowed to show any vulnerability as a child
unfortunately i have whatever the opposite of charisma is
21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms
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