Warning: A Little Ooc (?) | Light Jealous | Unrequited Feelings |

Hey, I was in the amazing street art show and I I came up with this headcanon in my head...

Nikolai Gogol as street performer who love attention from public. He love audience ovations — so very satisfying even more than money, which he earn from performance. He do this for his own freedom. For freedom from his oppressive and closed to new things family, whose doesn't support his passion. He does it to spite them — just as he takes you from the audience in spite of them and choose you to help in his „new trick”, assuring you that you will be safe in „his strong arms”. Lifting you a few meters wasn't too difficult with his ability like wasn't too difficult impressing the audience, whose rubbed their eyes in amazement.

When hen you were already on the ground, you weren't able to identify why your heart was beating faster — because of stress or because of the handsome artist's gaze...

Warning: a little ooc (?) | fluff | light angst in end

He really didn't expect that he could fell in love again. But this happened and he really...

Is he can love anyone?

This question sometimes bothered him and prompted him to serious thinks. Sometimes he felt as if he didn't deserve to any happiness in his life, even temporary. He even sometimes wondered, why you chose him and you want hang out with him...

— Honey... — Otto whispered silently and gently to your ear. He chuckled, when you tried cover yourself with a duvet, ignoring light sunlight which illuminated your room.

He opened the curtains without any warning. You complained in your bed, that you wanted sleep, but he only looked with pity on you and you knew that you don't had chance to win this battle with him.

— I have plan spend time with you today, but if you don't want... — he started say with pretending sad, but everyone, who knew him, would have noticed that is only his method to getting you out of bed. But, unfortunately for you, this was very effective method.

Apart from that, who would have refused those pretty emerald green eyes?

You quickly waked up and started eat his scrambled eggs, which he cooked for you. Of course, it was very delicious, but what to expect from his cooking skills? And you didn't allow forget him about this fact, what's caused a smile on his face.

— It's good that you like it. — he answered to your compliments. — Better, eat this now, my dear. I planned something special in this day.

— What have you planned? — you asked him with curiosity.

— It's suprise, my dear. Suprise. — for underline your words he put a finger on his lips, which you like kiss without end. Your cheeks blushed for those thinks, what's he quickly noticed with a little mischevious smile.

Every dark thinks about him leaved his mind, when you spended time with him. He really liked time which he spended with you. Only Theresa and Kallen evoked in him a such many positive emotions and feelings.

Kallen...

He wanted see your meeting with her; he had almost complete certainty, you would like her. But... when he thinks about this, he came more gloomy.

It's reminded him that this idyll will end.

— Hey! Earth to Otto! — you summon his from distant planet his plans and thinks. — We'll go or not?

— Of course, my dear. — on his face bloomed brilliant smile again, which you loved. He offered you his arm, what you accepted with blush.

Longtime followers will know that there used to be a time when the entire blog was covered head and toe with Nikolai Gogol! It's raining horribly where I am, I'm alone in a coffee shop and listening to Melanie Martinez and then the idea to write for this clown came to mind.

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who's a lot more subtle than anyone could ever have predicted. He has been in your life much longer than he ought to be but that was his special way of keeping tabs on you. Like most things in life, this infatuation was not planned. He doned on the disguise of a simple waiter who worked in a coffee shop near your campus. As most of his work he needed to be undercover but newfound delights took place instead of his task.

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who is so charming that you can't help but come to the coffee shop daily. It was a little humiliating how much you liked the man but it could not be helped. In your eyes he was just a simple man working a minimum wage, a regular Joe... Who just happened to be out of this world charismatic and charming. You were confident that he could charm the pants of anyone he desired but he kept casual... Most of the time!

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who stops charging you for drinks because this isn't actually his job and is not taking it 100% seriously - but he also wants you to feel special! It's fun to gauge out your reactions and study your mannerisms. It was nothing but a fun little game to him, just something cute to pass the time. You were adorable, so easy to rile up, so easy to amuse. He loved cracking dumb jokes and occasionally asking you some questions. You may have the beauty, but do you have the brains?

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who starts to see that his feelings are becoming more serious as time flies by. He resents you a little, for trapping him in such a manner. He is usually good at separating work and pleasure but if he kept you around that line would start to blur. Being your humble waiter was just not enough anymore. He started to masquerade as other random passerbys in your life such as the cashier, mailman, garbage man. It was only a matter of time until you started to catch on that something was off but Nikolai continued to pull the strings of this play just a little more.

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who leaves you gifts and hints of him and his whereabouts. Sometimes they're normal such as roses and chocolates. Hey, they're a classic for a reason! But the fright in your eyes was dazzling to the jester, it made him want to do things he really had no business doing. He was horrible but human. He had needs and feelings too, no matter how depraved.

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‘home’

Kolya, my beloved...

I know that rose would spurt a water at me if I take it

Been obsessing over this unhinged clown more bcz of @cherikolya stalker AU fanfic (tysm for indirectly motivating me to be productive)

Go give it a try sinners, it's amazing and addicting 👊🏻💀

POV: He has a crush on you.

Artist: https://x.com/soo5002/status/1699210046268125589?s=46

I have a question about Otto, especially as a yandere. Is he THAT pathetic?

I mean- he's a master manipulator with infinite money, very smart too so how can he not rizz his darling?

See, the thing about Otto is that on the outside he's cool, calm, collected and charming, but on the inside he's a mess. The moment you appear/talk to him, his brain goes flying out the window.

He'll try to gather himself while his body does a bluescreen, but he'll still kinda stand there staring in silence for a second or a two, not knowing what to say. But as soon as he starts functioning again, he's back to his usual persona.

He's a master manipulator, and thus, relies and thrives on one certain thing the most: control.

There are ways to make him become more desperate; mainly by taking control away from him. If he doesn't have total control of any situation at all times, then things can go wrong, and if things can go wrong and he can't get it under control, he can't fix it. And that just keeps spiraling on and on until he's left with nothing. By that point, he's beyond desperate and when he's at his most immediately dangerous.

Sure, he's usually playing the long game and can get you to fall for him through manipulation, but if he's desperate, he's willing to stoop down to whatever level it takes to get you under his thumb.

One way to take control away from him is to simply not be around him for some time, the longer, the better. Another would be to act defiantly. Reject his advances, disobey his orders, ignore him, etc.

Agreed.

That all is the pure truth.

pretty bitches never die‼️

He's SOOOOO...!!!!

Happy (late) Birthday Fedya~!

Fairy Godmother Nix dropped in with a new arm~

Hope you all enjoy and you better wish him happy birthday.

-Nix🌙