At times, I think I am my life's biggest paradox. The way I think, the way I act, the way I speak, my whole existence is like a paradox to me.
I love nature but I also don't like rain and I am afraid of thunderstorms. I love making friends but I don't want to tell them my problems. I tell my friends it's human to make mistakes but my tiniest mistakes eat me away. I am extremely ambitious and love the things I do, but then, I am extremely lazy too. I am a hopeless romantic, very hopeless, but I am afraid if I fall too hard for someone I might lose my own self. I am very confident about myself but it won't take me the slightest moment to get insecure when someone better read, better dressed shows up. I love myself, a lot. But, there are times I look in the mirror and don't like the way I am looking. I am an over-sharer(if that's even a word, but you get it) but I also have some major trust issues. I don't care about what others think but I also want to be likeable. I am really sensitive but I am also really tough. I am very happy but I also cry a lot.
Even my thoughts. At times, I'd think people don't really have bad intentions, it's just a matter of perspective but then I also judge a lot of people for the one thing they did wrong to me. I'd think honesty is just so very important but I also think a truth that might hurt someone shouldn't be said unless necessary.
There's so much of these things that this list could go on forever. But, then I think our lives are a little too long to hold on to just one personality, just one perspective, just one ideology. Wouldn't it be too boring to live such a predictable life?
I am okay with your history. It made you who you are. And I happen to be in love with who you are.
-S.C. Stephens
I be saying "seh lenge thoda" but whatever I am sehing is definitely not thoda
the perfect movie remake of a novel doesn't ex-
"There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some particular evil, a natural defect, which not even the best education can overcome." "And your defect is a propensity to hate everybody." "And yours," he replied with a smile, "is wilfully to misunderstand them.
Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice
if only there was a way all my bed times could be written down at the same moment, i would've been such a recognized author long ago
The look shared by two people, each wishing that the other would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin.
(Always one sided in my case)
I utterly, genuinely hope that every hopeless romantic girly ever, finds a guy who would listen to all her blabbering, keeps telling her how much he misses her and how much he loves her, brings her flowers cuz he just looked at them and it reminded him of her, take her on little dates, teases her about silly stuff but tells her every morning she is the best thing that ever happened to him
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it breaks my heart a little when i get blog recs on my dash and their last posts were months ago ;w;
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Being someone else's comfort person is so underrated. Like gurl do you know the joy of knowing that your mere existence makes someone love their life a little more. They wait the whole day so they can call you and rant about everything that happened. Knowing that you just being right there is sufficient for them. The joy of being someone else's happiness<3
Wishing u all the luck in the world, fighting!!!!!!
ok if this gets 15k notes i'll burn the nta down with my favourite cousin (we're both arsonists so we'll get the job done, dw)
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