Yall I Need A Decision

save me uksies... uksies..... uksies save me....

super blurry but 🤷🏻‍♀️

i love being a hater <3

@coircus-aceman WELL IF YOU PUT IT THAT WAY .................

picture this: davey when jack betrays the newsies ...... davey had just realised he had fallen with jack, this boy who he thought was sent from heaven .. he was going to tell him after the rally .. but jacks betrayal left him feeling heartbroken . davey sitting on a roof, watching New York, too numb to cry . the boy he thought he had loved ... only for his own personal gain ... davey feels used . unloved . completely useless ........ cue that mitski song ...

Tonight I am staring down mathematical word problems and it really is like trying to look at an eldritch horror. in a way.

My eyes hurt. My brain is warping. I feel compelled to erratically and violently discorporate and disperse as molecules across the universe. And I would honestly feel better about it if this sheet of paper at least had some extra eyes, just to justify the shit it's pulling tonight. maybe a gaping maw or two.

it's established in livesies that jack is a big mood destroyer in every single way ... consider a jack who CANNOT read a room for the life of him ... consider jack who- while harbouring a deep sadness within him -remains positive for the sake of davey who is very shaken up by his fathers injury. consider jack who doesn't realise how much he changes a room just by being in it. consider jack being both the mood lifter and dark storm cloud of the newsies ... consider crutchie having to physically pep jack up some days becuase he has this aura of Sadness ... but consider crutchie having to subtly tell jack that now is Not the time for 50 consecutive cartwheels .... jack with very bad mood regulation at the best of times ... jack who lashes out by accident very often ... something something hurt comfort fic something something coping with the sudden realisation that he is alone in his experiences .....

second last one....... (for apartment au!!)

in monopoly I am so certain Davey would LOSE his shit .... he would go INSANE .... literally like scratching at the walls because he's so competitive ...

im recording myself singing Santa Fe prologue for my jack audition and honestly I would rather kms than listen back 😭😭