“Davey – Day, c'mon, y’ain’t makin’ any sense…” Jack says gently, rubbing his hand across Davey’s shoulders. “I mean, d’ya just not like her? ‘Cause there ain’t nothin’ wrong with that, sometimes a girl just ain’t the one-”
“But she was.” Davey insists, and he feels all the more like a child for it. “She – she was smart, a-and funny, and beautiful, and if there was ever a girl I could’ve liked, could’ve – could’ve been with, it’d be her, b-but I… I just…”
He takes a painful breath, his voice crushed - like shards of glass - into his throat.
“Jackie, I don’t…” He whispers as hot tears scald his cheeks. “I think there’s something wrong with me?”
His voice pitches up at the end like a question – but he knows the moment the words are said, the moment the thought is finally pitched into existence, that it’s not. There’s something wrong with him. He knows it. He knows it. And now Jack does, too.
the gay urge to have a man fall over onto my lap at a restaurant drunk out of his mind and ask if he can stay the night at my place
THIS IS ALSO JATHERINE in the are you following me scene . you understand
this is javey
Tonight I am staring down mathematical word problems and it really is like trying to look at an eldritch horror. in a way.
My eyes hurt. My brain is warping. I feel compelled to erratically and violently discorporate and disperse as molecules across the universe. And I would honestly feel better about it if this sheet of paper at least had some extra eyes, just to justify the shit it's pulling tonight. maybe a gaping maw or two.
shitty lil ralbert drawing i did in chemistry today instead of learning about spdf orbitals ‼️
thinking about pre-transition race being a part of the brookyln girlsies. when he tells spot he’s a boy, she just ships him off to jack immediately.
If anyone’s looking for any good newsies fanfic authors here on tumblr, here’s a list of a few of them:
@saveugoodmadam - the resident Crutchie expert, his writing is amazing and makes we want to cry /pos
@loiteringandlurking - Javey. What else can I say? Seriously though, his fics are top tier, I always love reading what he writes
@pigeonwit - I wish I could write 50% as good as he does, I’m not even kidding. Like, where did all this talent come from
I will likely add more to this list as time goes on, but seriously you should check out these amazing people’s stuff if you want to read good fanfiction
(Also sorry if it’s weird that I tagged you three, since I only know one of you well, so sorry about that)
he/him media enjoyer • roman/rome • australian, 17 • javey&ralbert centric • always down for a chat !!
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