I Gotta Do Something But I Have No Power Or Desire To Do It Tf Am I Supposed To Do With It

I gotta do something but I have no power or desire to do it tf am I supposed to do with it

Me and my friends planned to go to the seaside in July but today they told me that they're already planning to fly together as a couple

In addition I checked the prices of the tickets for the plane and its HELLA expensive

I planned to find the job to save some money for that trip and now I don't even know will it worth it

Like

I already dreamt about getting drunk on the beach and now it's all fucked up

Tbh I'm so fucking jealous for the people who don't work and could go out so often

I'm so tired for absolutely no reason