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While in general I do agree that there is a difference between intrusive thoughts and normal thoughts, the scrupulosity part of OCD is very good at hijacking your actual conscience and merging into it, which does result in my OCD thoughts with a moral bent more existing along a continuum...

horizontal scale with "intrusive thoughts" on the left and "normal thoughts" on the right, with various thoughts listed along the scale, which from right to left read "scissors scissors scissors scissors scissors scissors*", "it is ableist to not be able to read someone's writing," "driving a car contributes to climate change you should take the bus even if it takes an extra several hours, seriously, why can't you weather a little inconvenience to save the world, what are you, and oil CEO," "the "I could throw this computer out the window" thoughts," "the number 25 is not a good number because 5 doesn't want to go at the end and a number," and "the way my brain goes "we shall not starve this winter" whenever I harvest potatoes"

at the bottom of the image is a note reading "* placeholder for the really bad intrusive thoughts that I have difficulty talking about because they're still very disturbing to me and I haven't unpacked that yet"

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1 month ago

I dont care who you ship Argus with we just all need to come together and not let this woman have anything even CLOSE to a fucking break.

1 month ago

the emotion i just experienced is kind of indescribable

7 months ago

some highlights from my students’ romeo and juliet modern interpretation projects:

- someone made a username for friar laurence with 420 at the end - the same kid who put 69 in romeo’s username like i wouldn’t know what either of those things mean - the girl who added ‘clean’ at the end of all the songs on her juliet playlist like lmao girl i know spotify doesn’t have the clean version - the kid who said romeo and juliet killed each other - the weird dichotomy of kids who put love story on their playlist vs the kids who choose bad blood - the kid who wrote ‘get a room’ as tybalt’s comment on romeo’s couple pic - the kid who said ‘romeo is probably one of those douches who follows a ton of people so they follow him back and then he unfollows all of them’ - the one who legitimately used the word ‘alrighty’ do kids say this in their text messages???? i thought i was the one talking like an elderly person but okay - the one who made romeo’s username ‘montagoose’ - the only kid who acknowledged that posting about your secret relationship on instagram was a bad idea - the girl who wrote that romeo would unironically say ‘#blessed’. she’s right. - the one single solitary girl who wrote mercutio as gay as shakespeare did (she’s also the only one who used mercutio at all which is a tragedy but whatever) - the one who wrote romeo’s insta bio as ‘thus with a kiss i die… LOL RIP ME 😂💀’ - the one who made benvolio’s username benvoliYO

9 months ago

Writing tips for long fics that helped me that no one asked for.

1.) Don't actually delete content from your WIP unless it is minor editing - instead cut it and put it in a secondary document. If you're omitting paragraphs of content, dialog, a whole scene you might find a better place for it later and having it readily available can really save time. Sometimes your idea was fantastic, but it just wasn't in the right spot.

2.) Stuck with wording the action? Just write the dialog then revisit it later.

3.) Stuck on the whole scene? Skip it and write the next one.

4.) Write on literally any other color than a white background. It just works. (I use black)

5.) If you have a beta, while they are beta-ing have them read your fic out loud. Yes, I know a lot of betas/writers do not have the luxury of face-timing or have the opportunity to do this due to time constraints etc but reading your fic out loud can catch some very awkward phrasing that otherwise might be missed. If you don't have a beta, you read it out loud to yourself. Throw some passion into your dialog, you might find a better way to word it if it sounds stuffy or weird.

6.) The moment you have an idea, write it down. If you don't have paper or a pen, EMAIL it to yourself or put it in a draft etc etc. I have sent myself dozens of ideas while laying down before sleep that I 10/10 forgot the next morning but had emailed them to myself and got to implement them.

7.) Remember - hits/likes/kudos/comments are not reflective of the quality of your fic or your ability to write. Most people just don't comment - even if they say they do, they don't, even if they preach all day about commenting, they don't, even if they are a very popular blog that passionately reminds people to comment - they don't comment (I know this personally). Even if your fic brought tears to their eyes and it haunted them for weeks and they printed it out and sent it to their friends they just don't comment. You just have to accept it. That being said - comment on the fic you're reading now, just do it, if you're 'shy' and that's why you don't comment the more you comment the better you'll get at it. Just do it.

8.) Remove unrealistic daily word count goals from your routine. I've seen people stress 1500 - 2000 words a day and if they don't reach that they feel like a failure and they get discouraged. This is ridiculous. Write when you can, but remove absurd goals. My average is 500 words a day in combination with a 40 hour a week job and I have written over 200k words from 2022-2023.

9.) There are dozens of ways to do an outline from precise analytical deconstruction that goes scene by scene to the minimalist bullet point list - it doesn't matter which one you use just have some sort of direction. A partial outline is better than no outline.

10.) Write for yourself, not for others. Write the fic you know no one is going to read. Write the fic that sounds ridiculous. You will be so happy you put it out in the world and there will be people who will be glad it exists.

1 year ago

ngl i genuinely feel more patriotism towards the morally questionable and possibly imperialistic Mojani nation than I do towards the country I actually live in.

#mojani

Madd culture is forgetting that your paraculture isn't real :(

This is so real

8 months ago

Isolde's udimo being a nightingale with a rose on its chest reminds me of the story of The Nightingale and the Rose, and how much it parallels Isolde.

Isolde's Udimo Being A Nightingale With A Rose On Its Chest Reminds Me Of The Story Of The Nightingale

The Nightingale stabbed its chest with thorn and sang to death so the Student could obtain a red rose and realize his dream with the girl he loved. But after being heartbroken, the Student abandoned the rose to focus on studying logic and philosophy.

Isolde's Udimo Being A Nightingale With A Rose On Its Chest Reminds Me Of The Story Of The Nightingale
Isolde's Udimo Being A Nightingale With A Rose On Its Chest Reminds Me Of The Story Of The Nightingale

Isolde as the Nightingale... Kakania as the Student... Manus and Heinrich as the Tree promising the red rose... the red rose symbolizing Kakania's dream... and Kakania abandoning/refusing Isolde's realization of her dream that has been twisted by Manus...

Do you. Do you see my vision

1 year ago

everyone with a para who has extremely long names (at least 3 names + a last name) please drop the tags and have a good day — chamomiledaydreams

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1 month ago

when did you get back on here? i thought you disapeared before april 1st to miss the boops by accident again (I mean this in a silly way, I miss you merryl)

lol im a lurker mostly i dont really post/reblog much but yeah im on here sometimes

1 month ago

STOP SCROLLING!

Oka, I plan on following everyone on tumblr

literally everyone

Please reblog so I can make this happen

10 months ago

i want there to be more fanfic aus where everything is the same but for one minor detail. everything is the same but there’s sentient animals wandering around. everything is the same but everyone is called gerry. everything is the same but two characters are siblings for no reason

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