— happy valentine's day @pinkdean 💕
( in collaboration with @destielvalentineexchange2024 )
I'm exhausted.
Death makes angels of us all
yeah deancas is cool but you know what else is cool? they gave dean a best friend. dean who never stayed in a school long enough to bond with other boys. he never had inside jokes or slept over at his friend’s house. always an outsider, loner. john even suggested staying away from others in their line of work because no one survives. so they gave him a best friend who’s immortal and who lives with him. someone to have movie nights with and to laugh harder than he has in a while with.
Wip cause im to lazy to fix it atm..
you can make him transparent, if you want to
i hate supernatural so much it’s the worst
(i’m trapped in this freaking rollercoaster and can’t get off it consumes my every waking thought i need this show injected straight into my bloodstream it’s 2024 why is this happening to me)
“Your heartbeat’s really loud.”
Castiel sits with the Winchesters and listens intently to the plan they are pitching. It’s not the best way to prevent a seal from opening, but strictly speaking, Castiel really isn’t supposed to be influencing their decisions so much as observing them. He attempts to concentrate on Dean’s words, but the overwhelming thud, thud, thud of Sam’s heartbeat is driving him to distraction.
This has been a frequent recurrence since the angel revealed himself to Sam and joined their hunting activities. Sam, it seems, can never quite look Castiel in the eye, but the second he realizes Castiel is there, his spine straightens and his heartbeat quickens inexplicably. So far, Castiel has been ignoring it, but he cannot any longer.
Tracking mortal vital signs comes as easy as breathing, but he’s never been so disturbed by them before. However, his concentration is shot and just as he was refocusing something changed and Sam’s heart picked up even faster. Castiel looks back towards Sam and catches his gaze just as he yanks his eyes away from Castiel’s mouth. Sam immediately averts his eyes, but the flush invading his face and the wild heartbeat give him away.
Castiel feels strangely frustrated by the event – and even more irritated to find that he quite likes the way the flush lights up Sam’s face. The frustration bursts forth with a blunt proclamation. “Your heartbeat is too loud, Sam. Please calm down,” he tries to gentle the command, but the new sensations have him rattled. Counter to his objective, Sam’s heart gains speed and becomes even more erratic. Worse still, the flush has worked its way to Sam’s ears. Castiel is doomed.
well, you can't make old friends