So… I Bought This Book Because I Like Astrology And Star Signs And I Thought It Would Be Interesting,

𝔒𝔫𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔫 𝔪𝔶 𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯, 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔭𝔞𝔰𝔰 𝔦𝔱 𝔱𝔬 ℌ𝔬𝔳𝔞

Cowboy Carter Tour Visuals

Maturing is realizing…

That Beyoncé was talking to herself for most of lemonade not Jay z. I realized it like a year ago when I was listening to it in order and I realized a lot of the calmer songs like all night and the beginning part of hold up(music video) seemed more like self reassurance.

Another example is “why do you deny yourself heaven?” she’s asking herself why do you let yourself be treated like this. And also, “if it’s what you truly want, I can wear her skin.” This might be a stretch but I really think she’s talking to herself when she says this, because she’s is likely asking herself “why her?” Or why did he do it to me?

A lot of the louder songs like don’t hurt yourself is her expressing anger towards him and showing him who tf she is💀. Same thing with sorry but not the sorry demo the vibes are different.

A perfect in between with this concept is love drought. While she is talking to Jay z, the song is more for the both of them. She’s trying to reconcile with her husband. And even then and feel like it’s more for her and her trying to stop the the love drought.

Atp the whole album is for her and her dealing with the mix of emotions she’s having. And 4:44(Jay Z’s apology) is a direct result of lemonade. I’m gonna make another post for that though.🙄

Update

Why did nobody tell me that relaxers burn like that?! Like I thought it would sting a little like when you bleach your hair 💀💀💀

Journal #1

So yall today I’m getting a relaxer, and before yall start it’s not because I hate my hair. I just want something new. I’m planning on perming it and cutting it into a pixie and I MIGHT go blonde.

Im so excited for it I really can’t wait. I getting my hair cut by a professional cs I lowkey get real scissor happy when I cut my hair 😂. I know it’s gonna be cute when I get it ce I’m going to an old school stylist so I’m not worried. (That was a lie I’m actually scared asf)

I’m upset rn.

Im getting my hair done next week but idk what I wanna get cs I want a sew in but it’s getting warm and I don’t wanna be hot, also I dyed my hair so it would look weird. I wanted a silk press but I don’t feel like it. I always get braids so I wanna try something different.

At this point I’m just gonna do a ponytail😔

Journal #1

So yall today I’m getting a relaxer, and before yall start it’s not because I hate my hair. I just want something new. I’m planning on perming it and cutting it into a pixie and I MIGHT go blonde.

Im so excited for it I really can’t wait. I getting my hair cut by a professional cs I lowkey get real scissor happy when I cut my hair 😂. I know it’s gonna be cute when I get it ce I’m going to an old school stylist so I’m not worried. (That was a lie I’m actually scared asf)

Journal #2

So it finally happened… I cut my hair! I really like it but I ended up dying my hair reddish even though I wasn’t sure. I also had a good ass hot dog after getting my hair done, I know it’s random but yeah. And on the bus stop I ended up talking with this lady about cigarettes and Jesus.

This is the hair:

Natalia Grace was a CHILD!!!!

It shouldn’t be a question if she was or wasn’t a kid. Even in pictures then and now you can see how she aged, that’s the point of the show. It’s to question if the family had real reason to believe she wasn’t. We know that she was a child, but was she actually “evil” like they said? Did she do the things they claim she did? Why did she do those things? Why did they think she was lying?

Even if she did do those things that’s a sign to look deeper. Get her help from a professional or contact the adoption agency to figure something out. To leave a mentally disturbed child in an apartment by themselves with no water or power is diabolical. The behavior of the family is unacceptable and for people to defend it isn’t okay. Instead of the ADULTS in the situation doing the responsible thing and contacting a professional, they neglect a disabled 6-7 year old little girl in an abandoned apartment with only enough food to last her a week.

So it’s not a matter of was Natalia actually a child. It’s a matter of was Kristine crazy. It’s if Kristine had a reason to do what she did. Did Natalia actually threaten her the families way of life.

This will always be the funniest video to me

Missed my chance last year!