When I Wake Up From A Dream Where I Had A Daughter:

watching the percy jackson show be like

Natalia Grace was a CHILD!!!!

It shouldn’t be a question if she was or wasn’t a kid. Even in pictures then and now you can see how she aged, that’s the point of the show. It’s to question if the family had real reason to believe she wasn’t. We know that she was a child, but was she actually “evil” like they said? Did she do the things they claim she did? Why did she do those things? Why did they think she was lying?

Even if she did do those things that’s a sign to look deeper. Get her help from a professional or contact the adoption agency to figure something out. To leave a mentally disturbed child in an apartment by themselves with no water or power is diabolical. The behavior of the family is unacceptable and for people to defend it isn’t okay. Instead of the ADULTS in the situation doing the responsible thing and contacting a professional, they neglect a disabled 6-7 year old little girl in an abandoned apartment with only enough food to last her a week.

So it’s not a matter of was Natalia actually a child. It’s a matter of was Kristine crazy. It’s if Kristine had a reason to do what she did. Did Natalia actually threaten her the families way of life.

How that video of Keith powers got me😫

Journal #2

So it finally happened… I cut my hair! I really like it but I ended up dying my hair reddish even though I wasn’t sure. I also had a good ass hot dog after getting my hair done, I know it’s random but yeah. And on the bus stop I ended up talking with this lady about cigarettes and Jesus.

This is the hair:

I’m upset rn.

Im getting my hair done next week but idk what I wanna get cs I want a sew in but it’s getting warm and I don’t wanna be hot, also I dyed my hair so it would look weird. I wanted a silk press but I don’t feel like it. I always get braids so I wanna try something different.

At this point I’m just gonna do a ponytail😔

Not religious and atheist are not the same🤦🏾‍♀️

I really shouldn’t have to say this but it pmo when I say I’m not religious and people act like I said their god is fake.

Like I consider myself more spiritual than religious because I don’t necessarily believe in god. Like scientifically it doesn’t make sense BUT that does mean there isn’t a possibility.

I’m more in tune with the earth and nature. It’s honestly beautiful and I love the way that it directly ties into science. For example evolution, in a sense we are All connected in some way and that’s really beautiful.

Or like the circle of life. We all live and take from the earth then we die and our bodies give to the earth, that’s crazy to think about.

Anyway let me stop cs I sound like I get high💀 toodles💋

Unpopular opinion

Jay z really isn’t ugly frl. Like a lot a people really say that cs he has black features (big nose & lips). People be saying they don’t understand why Beyoncé married him, but if YOUNG jay z approached me in 1990 wtv I would go with him too.

Journal #4

I just saw sinners yesterday and omg it’s so good. It’s so much symbolism and it’s overall a beautiful movie. I could honestly talk about it for the rest of my life if I could, I might just make a few post about it. I really recommend everyone to go see it IMMEDIATELY. And I do hope it wins an Oscar.

Update

Why did nobody tell me that relaxers burn like that?! Like I thought it would sting a little like when you bleach your hair 💀💀💀

Journal #1

So yall today I’m getting a relaxer, and before yall start it’s not because I hate my hair. I just want something new. I’m planning on perming it and cutting it into a pixie and I MIGHT go blonde.

Im so excited for it I really can’t wait. I getting my hair cut by a professional cs I lowkey get real scissor happy when I cut my hair 😂. I know it’s gonna be cute when I get it ce I’m going to an old school stylist so I’m not worried. (That was a lie I’m actually scared asf)

Journal #5

Yall I finished my math finals and omg🤦🏾‍♀️. It was so stressful like it was easy but a with too much pressure. Like I was literally sitting in the library for 3 HOURS!!! Then I have to do it again for science 😭😭😭. I hate school so much.