Dear Lovelies,
(This post is in response to @luckykiwiii101 ๐ข๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ข๐พ๐๐โ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐๐พ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐พ๐ป๐๐๐๐ถ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐น๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐พ๐๐.)
In my current reality, I think it is time I make a change. I am honestly tired of living a life that is not what I deserve. Itโs about time I start believing in and supporting myself. โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ.
Phoebe Cates in Drop Dead Fred (1991)
A Letter To My Younger Self ๐
Dear young Lolly,
First I want to say sorry, for everything I did against you. I should not have disregarded your needs. I should not have made you feel foolish for feeling emotions. I should not have shamed you for human desires. I should not have expected you to be anything but the great girl you were.
I am sorry for seeing you as a broken doll waiting to be fixed. I am sorry for seeing you, every part of you, as a burden. I am sorry for not being there when you needed me most. I am sorry for blaming you when it was never your fault. I am sorry for making you a scapegoat for otherโs problems. I am sorry for speaking to you with full dismissal. I should not have disregarded the power of words, such sayings that have harmed us for so long. I should not have seen you as powerless, when there is so much power in yourself. Deep in my heart, I love you Lolly. I am learning to show up and care for you. I am working to wholly accept you for who you are and were. I will no longer let anyoneโs perceptions scar our view of ourselves. I love you Lolly, all your present, future, and past. I'm going to do my best to love and show up for you. I am working to love and embrace us. I hope you know how much I love and appreciate you. Thank you for everything you've done that got me to where I am today. I hope you can forgive me, for all my wrongdoings against you. From now on, I will work for the best of us, and love you until our final breath, and into the afterlife.
I am here and will love you forever, Lolly๐ค
I have a life of peace and tranquility
naming.cosmetic
Say it โI am gorgeous.โ
Admit it.
I really should start looking at my emails & messages
(If you have anything sweet to say Iโll be reading๐. )
Hello Lovlies,๐คโ๏ธ ๊ฐแ โก เป๊ฑ
Itโs been a while. Sorry for the long wait. I was going through a little bit of something these past few days. Donโt worry. Iโm better now, and slowly improving. Iโd like to thank everyone for their beautiful posts getting me through this time. I have a good amount of things to do, and tumblr has given me some time to get inspired and focus on my well-being. Thank you for patiently waiting. To everyone new and old, I hope we can all enjoy this new era๐ค.