Jacob Barber // OUTWEST

ah pretty happy with the results! i was actually named after natalie portman so

tags: @dickology64 @fucking-greywater @soulwillower @babymakemeearnit

google your name + your favorite color + “aesthetic” and the first four (noncollage) photos make up your moodboard

I was tagged by @thegetawaywriter 💙

Tagging: @xbuchananbarnes @anjali750 @fentybucky

really underrated and powerful part of Richie’s character is this excerpt from the book:

“…he saw a boy who wore glasses, a thin boy with a pale face that had somehow seemed to scream ‘Hit me! Go on and hit me!’ in some mysterious way to every passing bully. ‘Here’s my lips! Mash them back against my teeth! Here’s my nose! Bloody it for sure and break it if you can! Box an ear so it swells up like a cauliflower! Split an eyebrow! Here’s my chin, go for the knockout button! Here are my eyes, so blue and so magnified behind these hateful, hateful glasses, these horn-rimmed specs on bow of which is held on with adhesive tape. Break the specs! Drive a shard of glass into one of these eyes and close it forever! What the hell!’“

i dont know why but it just hits me its so… powerful? like he just sort of, hates himself and hates how he cant keep his mouth shut? thats the vibes im getting here - and how he almost blames himself for everything and thinks he deserves to be punished for just, being himself.

this excerpt coupled with:

“He was vaguely aware that he was doing one of his Voices - not a strange and outrageous one, like those he sometimes did on the radio, but a warm, rich, confident Voice. An I’m-All-Right Voice. It sounded great, but it was a lie. Just like all the other Voices were lies.”

and:

“Now he had to go back to being himself, and that was hard - it got harder to do that every year. It was easier to be brave when you were someone else”

just wow it really says a lot about Richie

motherfucker you only tagged me

hardcover or paper back / rent or buy / read in silence or read to music / standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages / e-book or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoy lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / neat bookselves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptations / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming

tags: @catsonthebeachfics @cocastyle @babymakemeearnit

this or that: book edition

hardcover or paperback / rent or buy / reads in silence or reads with music / standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages / e-book or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoys lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes in blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or a stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / neat bookshelves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptation / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming

tagging: @spideyyeet @t-holland2080 @cosmicholland @beverlyparkerr @osterfieldnholland

jealous sex with beverly marsh hcs (gxg)

okay so 😳

bev definitely gets jealous very easily

since it's the early - mid 90's, same sex relationships aren't very common

and since you don't look like the typical 'gay girl'

you get a lot of guys all up in yo bussiness

which makes beverly very protective over you and jealous.

you guys are hanging out with your friends at a graduation party

and not many people know you're dating.

dating a girl to be more specific.

so a couple of guys try to flirt with you

and you try to shut them down as soon as they stop talking

but beverly comes in looking

MAD.

"hey, can i borrow her for a second? thanks."

you were gone for a lot longer than a second.

she brought you home

and you were really glad you got away from that situation

until you saw the look on bev's face.

she started kissing you.

roughly but passionately ??

she's sitting you down on your bed and she's on your lap.

she starts kissing your neck as you lay back.

"mine. all mine."

oh

now you get it.

she's starting to go down your body and your just breathing really heavily and

w h i m p e r i n g.

woah, where did your clothes go?

after you finish, she just kisses you over and over.

jealous cuddles 😠✨

stan uris HAD to die in it chapter 2 because there is no way patricia uris would have let him go back to derry alone, AND she would have pulled up with a strap and wrecked that clowns shit so fast the movie would have ended after only an hour

I came across the original… and I started screaming!!

thanks for the tag rhia >:))

“he’d waited so long for you, and now he finally had you all to himself”

@ anyone who wants to do this 😍

i was tagged by @farfromparker ❤️

rules: post the last line you wrote the tag as many people as you want!

[ it’s him, it’s really him. i knew it! ]

hm. possibly a teaser for a new story, or possibly a teaser for the last chapter. you’ll never know, until i post it of course🥴😌

tagging: @spidey-reids-2003 @blissfulparker @selfcarecap @hxrryhxlland @hazmyheart + anyone else who would like to participate🥺❤️

primary school pe teacher: come on you can try harder than that…. 

me: does a gay little run that pisses them off