How Did You Know It Was Me? 💀 There A Lot Of People Who’s Names Start With A Ya Know-

vent? Kinda

Fair warning, its uh…sad.

I’ve been sobbing for a while, I wish things were different. It’s like I just experienced life and never lived it. I just feel so empty now, it’s just…yeah.

probably gonna just fake it till I make it. Idk at this point.

Prologue: Side effects

|| Welcome to the first chapter! Now this story will be switched from both {name}‘s and Jean’s POV! The fic will have italics which indicate their thoughts! I hope you enjoy this fic! ||

[Jean’s pov]

It started as a normal concert. How did it end up like this? It all began with a concert. I can’t believe it. It feels like a dream. A Headache. Long Nightmare. Hoard of Zombies. Loud Music. Lights. Lights everywhere. People. They’re watching. When will this end? Cameras. Flash, Click-click, flash. Love. They say love is blind. Perhaps it’s true.

[October. {name}’s house]

I can’t wait to see them! My favorite group has finally come to my area! I’ve been looking forward to it all month! I sprint to my computer, sitting on my disheveled bed and I head onto the website. The computer glares at me, it’s brightness nearly blinding me. The light from the computer was definitely a contrast from the empty sky outside my window. I let my eyes adjust, blinking a few times, and patiently wait until the countdown ends. I fill out my information and-

Yes! I got a ticket! Finally! And it’s front row too! I close my computer and allow myself to breathe for a while. I look at the time. 1:00 A.M. I head on over to the kitchen for a bite to eat. I turn on my TV and Jean’s face appears. He seems to be in an interview. I can’t believe I have a crush on him. It’s pretty hopeless, but at least I get to see him preform! Next week. Monday, I’ll see you preform on Monday. I continue to watch the tv, seeing them talk and then preform on tv.

[Jean’s pov]

I just arrived at the airport. I never was a huge fan of traveling until I began performing. Even as a trainee, I never realized how cool it was. Being in a group does have its perks.

I walk next to Armin, listening to him talking about the landmarks of the place and details about the stage. Levi and Connie are talking about the set list and going over the songs we’ll sing. Eren has earbuds in and he seems to be listening to a group Straykids. Ever since he listened to their first song, he got hooked. Don’t blame him.

In front of me I see guards trying to keep the fans and press from bombarding us with questions and from touching us. We walk slightly faster, trying to get out of the airport before it becomes dangerous to us and the fans. Cameras flash as we enter the elevator to the parking garage. I sigh. Hopefully everyone is going to be safe and okay. I look around and everyone seemed nervous. We exit the elevators and enter the car. We enter our hotel and prepare for our interview after lunch.

A while later, I am in an interview with a female. I already forgot her name. I think it starts with an E. I talk to her for a bit, sitting on a rough sofa, Levi to my left and Connie to my right. Eren and Armin are standing behind us, speaking up once in a while. After what felt like hours, the cameras cut to break and we get ready to preform a song. Ok, remember your lines, remember the dance moves, just like we practiced at the studio.

We sing our most popular song: Make a Wish. My part is coming up soon. The words. I then realized Eren’s part is ending soon. Remember the words. I then rap “We got this oneuldo yeogin

Uriga chajihae baekpeureo

Neomeoga daeum dangye higher mental

Urin imi dareun chawon dareun level, yeah”

Now it’s connies part. Then Levi. Then Armin. Pre-chorus. Chorus. Verse. Bridge. Pre-chorus. Chorus. End. The song ended. Cheering. Clapping. As the lights go down, I exit the stage, everyone’s smiling and was having a good time. The energy. The happiness. I wish this could last forever.

|| I hope y’all enjoyed Chapter 1 of Red lights!

Here’s a translation of what Jean rapped:

“We got this, again today

100% we occupy

Move on to the next higher mental

We already have a different level, a different level, yeah”

Also if you want to hear the song for yourself: here it is! Anyways, chapter 1 coming out on Friday! Be on the lookout!

- Lucky 🐾 ||

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I’m thinking: WxS and the hot sauce dance by NCT 😎 and VBS and Decalcomanie by MAMAMOO ❤️❤️

Kaveh Headcanons

It’s been a while! Gonna write this before the drink kicks in :)

-Speaking of drinking, Kaveh would definitely drink Pinot Noir Wine 🍷 (rip his bank account though)

-Is a k-pop girlie and listens to TXT (stream Deja Vu btw)

-A convo would go like this:

K: “Hey Al, you should check this song out!” A: “Hm…maybe” *ends up listening to it on loop when he misses Kaveh*

-He is a city person, although he does enjoy the occasional hike and walk through a trail

-Huge bookworm, and workaholic (gets reminders to eat when he forgets to)

Ty for reading! signed, 🍷 (new tag bc I forgot what it was)

As someone who plays games with shitty depictions of women, I agree wholeheartedly

-Rui

"There's no strong female characters!", "Give us complex women!", "We want to see a range of female personality!"

They gave you Abby Miller. Nina Zenik. Annabeth Chase. Shauna Sadecki.

It's been a gruelling fight to get crumbs of what we want, but frankly you don't deserve them. You don't deserve them if you're going to call for complexity, then whine about how they're too 'complicated'. How those women are 'too much' and 'not enough' at the same time. How they could have been better, how they should have been changed.

You hate Abby for being too strong, you hate Nina for being too forward, you hate Annabeth for being a leader, you hate Shauna for being a child.

You're given women that are complex, that are morally grey, that can't be stamped with a 'good' or 'bad', and how do you treat them? No, even better, how do you treat the people that advocate for them?

It's fine for the men to be morally gray, but God forbid a woman step into that role like you asked.

I'm sick, and I'm so tired, and this is exactly why I love writing morally grey women. Strong women, women that are unapologetic and powerful.

Grow up.

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Haiiii…haii <3 (You’ll nevr guess who I am :). Some hints are 🍂🎤🧡 ) If you guess right, then I’ll give you a cookie -A

Hello darling <3 -toya

Idk who he is, but he’s cute~

-Rui 🎪

Who even is this guy

do i know where this came from No but here

Jean

I have a headcannon for this horse and his music tastes. I headcannon that Jean listens to K-pop but keeps it a secret. He doesn’t want others to know lmao.