Oral Fixation Is A Getaway Drug To L Breaking

Oral fixation is a getaway drug to L breaking

Im not saying it's always the case, but i talk from expirence.

The need has always been there, my mouth is still a hole, a wet and warm hole, and as such, it is natural to want to fill it.

I've had to use alternatives, lolipops and icecream that i may or may not have pushed as far as they went, just to try it, just to feel how much i can take.

Pencils and brushes, mindlessly sucking during class, mind gone, moving my tongue, tasting, feeling.

Clits sadly don't fill my mouth, they are fun to suck, as are nipples and fingers, but the mouth hungers for something bigger, something that makes it stretch, something that you can feel on your lips, tongue, teeth and palate.

It's hard to admit, i know it is, i tried to forget about it, fill my mouth with fingers, one, two, three at a time, entertaining myself with the spit, with the feeling of my tongue on my fingers and my fingers on my tongue.

Dildos then, smaller and smooth, easy to glide, nice and comfortable, it's starting to feel better but not enough, i know the desperation.

Then bigger ones, slightly more realistic, it's a play with your girlfriend to suck her strap, and it fills so nice, i remember the first time i did, so different from trying to make myself choke on a dildo, the feeling of her thrusts, mouth agape as it slid, the feeling of having your mouth fucked.

It's taking all i have not to admit it, saying it may bring it to reality, but it's staring at me, i can almost feel it's mocking shape dangling in front of me, teasing my lips with the promise of fullness.

My mouth craves cock