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you dont have to answer this if you dont want to, but i was wondering how your could be aroace and bi?

Oh no, this is a perfectly okay question to ask! I’m fine talking about it. 

So I think you’ve probably heard by now that asexuality and aromanticism are both on a spectrum. 

I’m guessing you’ve at least heard of greysexuality (extremely rare instances of attraction) and demisexuality (attraction being experienced only after forming a strong connection with someone, and an inability to be attracted to strangers or people you don’t know well like most people can be) 

In my case, I’m 100% asexual and never experience sexual attraction at all. 

My romantic orientation and aesthetic attraction (the types of people I simply find nice to look at) on the other hand are a bit more complicated. 

The best way I could be described probably would be greyromantic. I almost never get crushes on people and I’m probably attracted to people less often than most, but I’ve still had crushes and stuff before. 

However, I know from experience that in those rare instances that I have left romantic and aesthetic attraction, it has been towards more than one gender, which would therefor make my attraction bi. 

But instead of saying that I’m a grey-biromantic asexual, I prefer to just say that I’m bi aroace because I just find it easier and shorter. 

I’m also not afraid to openly talk about experiences being bi, on the aro spectrum, and being asexual on their own because I am in fact all three of those things. 

I hope that answers your question as to why you might sometimes see aroaces with an additional orientation. 

SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 1. I JUST REALLY WANTED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST BECAUSE I AM A FILTHY KINNIE

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"Kokichi I said don't follow me."

"But Ran Ran please!"

Kokichi whined at the taller male in front of him. His hands were balled into fist in front of him and his face was squished into a pout. Rantaro sighed and frowned. He had told Kokichi over and over again that he wanted to go about things on his own for a little while and he certainly kept his plan a secret much to Kokichi's displeasure. One of his main reasons being he didn't want Kokichi to get hurt if something were to happen.

"But I can keep watch! Hell I could sneak into places because you're too tall! I can lock pick! You need my expertise." Kokichi stated matter of factly and m shoved his fist onto his hips.

Rantaro's green eyes locked on to the purple eyes in front of him, a soft smile replacing the frown. He could feel his chest tightening at having to keep Kokichi at a distance. He knew things like this would mess with his head and push any ounce of trust he had gained through their small amount of time together out of the window. Kokichi wouldn't get close to anyone so carelessly. The fact that Rantaro was able to dip his finger tips past the cracks in the walls Kokichi had up was both a blessing and a curse.

From day one, Kokochi seemed to latch on to Rantaro. Something about each other acted as a magnet to the other. Neither of them were quite sure what it was but they didn't find it pivotal to question. Kokichi didn't know what personal space was but Rantaro didn't mind. He would knock and come into Rantaro's room as soon as it was open the tinest bit and before Rantaro could properly invite him in.

He also noticed pretty early on that Rantaro had some information none of the others did. Kokichi hung around him and called it "keeping and eye on him" in case he was the mastermind since he was so suspicious. Rantaro knew that was not quite the truth the first time Kokichi let down a wall and fell asleep in his bed.

From then on Kokichi would make his way into Rantaro's bedroom each night. Sometimes he would leave in the middle of the night. Other times they were so caught up in laughing at each others antics that neither of them noticed when they would both doze off. Kokichi got to see the goofy side of Rantaro. Like when he would bump into something in his room and knock it over and respond with "Sorry. I've just got a fat ass." Or, "Who fucked the legend? Who fucked the legend Danny Devito?" After a random thought process. It was refreshing to know he was just as silly and could keep up with Kokichi's antics.

The two had become inseparable, but not to anyone around them. They kept their stuff private to not attract any unwanted attention or questions. It was safer for the both of them to work together in secrecy. Kokichi would still throw jokes at him across the table at breakfast or make flirty remarks but in a way that made everyone think he was completely faking it.

"I'll tell you what," Rantaro reached out and held Kokichi's shoulder gently. "If you let me go do this on my own and I get us out of here, I promise I will have you by my side when we escape. Okay? I won't just forget about you and move out when were out." He squeezed his grip only slightly to affirm his own statement.

Kokichi deadpanned and never took his eyes off of Rantaro's as he processed the words. He wanted to believe him. He really did, but something didn't seem right. "No." His voice was monotone.

"What do you mean no?" Rantaro raised an eyebrow.

Rantaro's confidence really was something to admire. Kokichi knew that Rantaro had something up those billowing sleeves of his. Something no one else here had.

"Just kidding!" Kokichi flashed a cheeky grin. "Fine. I'll let you do whatever you need to. Just please don't get yourself hurt okay? I don't wanna have to clean up your mess!" Kokichi poked Rantaro in the chest and stuck his tongue out.

A smile returned to Rantaro's face. He knew full well that Kokichi was just lying to keep his emotions about it safe.

"You need to stay out of the way and I'm serious. For your sake, just stay inside your room or something. I promise that I will be back okay?" He pulled Kokichi into a hug and held him there, an arm around his shoulders and the other hand behind Kokichi's head. It took a moment, but Kokichi finally wrapped his arms around Rantaro's waist and buried his face into his chest. They stayed like that for a couple of minutes to just be with each other, both of them uncertain of the outcome of Rantaro's plan.

Rantaro leaned down and kissed the top of Kokichi's fluffy hair before pulling back, a little reluctantly.

"I've gotta go now okay? Time is running out and I really need to this for everyone." The aura had changed back to a serious tone now and Kokichi knew that meant business.

"Okay. I love you Ran Ran." Kokichi pulled back and turned away, not wanting to watch Rantaro leave from his room.

There was no joke or lie at the end which was unusual for Kokichi.

"I love you too Kichi."

Time seemed to go by so slow as Kokichi tried to busy himself in his room. Sheets of paper surrounded him on the bed as he tried desperately to distract himself. He tried napping but no one could sleep at a time like this.

Suddenly the monitor turned on. Kokichi's heart leaped and he wondered if he would see Rantaro's face appear. Maybe he had defeated Monokuma in a cool ninja fight and had taken over the system.

The loud music that began blaring almost made him jump out of bed. He rushed over to the monitor and jumped up and down trying to even reach it, hoping there was a volume button but it was no use. He covered his ears and went for the door, reaching out for the handle but Rantaros voice from earlier stopped him. In one hour everything would be over. "Dont follow me

I promise I'll be back."

Kokichi's hand hovered over the knob, trembling slightly. His stomach churned as he struggled to decide whether he should trust him or not. He didn't realize tears had welled into his eyes until one began to drop down his cheek. The thought of dying scared him. If Rantaro failed and they all died, Kokichi would be here alone for it. His whole body shook and he let out a sob. So much for being strong through it all.

He jerked his hand back and groaned in frustration. The music surrounding him made it hard to think. As sudden as the music started, it shut off just as abruptly.

Kokichi looked up at the monitor with wide terror filled eyes. What was going to happen now? Would it be sudden or would they have to endure it slowly?

What he didn't expect was to be shaken out of his thoughts but the unwelcomed voice of Monokuma.

"A body has been discovered! Please, make your way to the library to begin investigation!"

Throwing all his previous thoughts out, Kokichi swung his door open and ran as fast as he legs would go, catching up with Iruma, Hoshi, Korekiyo, Kirumi, and Kiibo.

The sight before him once he reached the back of library made his vision begin to grow blurry. The sound of his heart strings snapping into loose strings in his chest blocked out the sounds of those around him.

There laid Rantaro, dead, in a puddle of his own blood.

No. No no no no no.

"This is a lie right?" Tears were falling down his cheeks as he spoke and his lip quivered as he tried to keep a sob in. "My dearest Rantaro is dea- I mean was killed?" His voice squeaked and he cried out.

"Oh shut up would you? It's not like you even cared." Tenko shot at him.

Kokichi immediately stopped, save for a few sniffles as he tried to collect himself. No one here would believe him anyway. They all thought he was a heartless monster and he knew it. The looks he was recieving told it all. "Nishishi! You caught me! Thank goodness this thing isn't boring anymore!" He threw his hands behind his head and grinned wide enough to make his eyes squint closed. His abdomen burned as he gulped and felt his emotions plummet to the bottom of his stomach.

It felt like a slap in the face when no one took the first blood perk. Why would someone do something like that to someone like Rantaro. He didn't even do anything wrong. Kokichi wanted to scream and lash out at everyone surrounding Monokuma when they were faced with actually having to have a trial.

While the others were fixated on arguing with Monokuma, Kokichi snuck over to Rantaro's body. One last look at the boy had actually began to rebuild his thoughts on humanity. He squatted down quietly and let his finger tips brush against Rantaro's still warm cheek on his way to his collar. He clasped his fingers around a chain and yanked it off with ease. He kept a good hold on it with his index finger as he let it droop down his forearm into his sleeve to hide it.

"Well if you'll excuse me!" He suddenly shouted. "I have to do some investigating by myself. I don't need anyone with me to figure this out. Good luck everyone!"

"Oh no you don't. You can't get out of this that easily." Kaito stormed towards him but Kaede stopped him.

"Let him go. We will catch up with him later." Kaede kept her arm out to keep him in place.

Kaito huffed and glared at Kokichi but Kokichi didn't care. He just walked slowly out of the library and made his way back to his room without taking another look behind.

As Kokichi walked, he took the necklace out of his sleeve and examined it. This was the only thing he had left of him. No one would take this away from him. He slipped the necklace up under his checkered scarf and clasped it behind his neck. It was perfectly hidden from everyone else but he would know it was there.

As soon as Kokichi walked into his dorm and shut the door, he hoped that either they were sound proof or the others were still down in the library. A scream pierced the room as Kokichi broke down.

He jumped on to the bed and began hitting his pillows as he sobbed, getting out everything he could.

"You promised! You promised!"

He repeated to himself over and over. He cried until he began gagging at how hard he was crying and how scratchy his throat was becoming. Nothing felt real anymore. Rantaro was gone and now he was alone. Kokichi wished it was him instead. What he wouldn't give to be in Rantaro's place now.

"You asshole!" His voice was giving out and he was beginning to feel nauseous.

"It should have been me." The confession came out a whisper as fatigue came over his body. Everything began to settle into a numbness as he curled up on to the bed. With the last bit of energy he could muster, he reached up and held the pendant in the palm of his hand.

Kokichi wouldn't let Rantaro's death be for nothing. It was not fair for someone with his heart to be taken out of the world like that. No matter what it took, Kokichi would make sure they got out of there. That was Rantaro's plan, his wish, and Kokichi would follow through with it. Even if it meant they all saw him in a bad light until the end. He would learn to be alone again.

my heart is yours, my love

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu to Kazuichi Souda: did u change my instagram username to weebfucker ????

Kazuichi: dude im not a hacker how could i have

Fuyuhiko: thats true

//

Hajime Hinata to Kazuichi Souda: were u the one who changed fuyuhiko’s username

Kazuichi: ya lol

Kazuichi: he left his phone open how could i not bro

//

Peko Pekoyama to peko is a nerd lol: Why is the group chat title aimed at me?

Hajime: kaz found out you passed the chemistry assignment

Peko: ?

Peko: That’s a requirement to sit the exam.

Kazuichi: oh shit

//

Chiaki Nanami to Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu: can u tell kaz im not speaking 2 him

Fuyuhiko: why

Chiaki: he said that pac man is “”“”“"shit”“”“”“

Fuyuhiko: no I meant why me

Fuyuhiko: also is he fuckin insane pac man is great

Chiaki: idk u were the first contact I saw

Chiaki: also right!!!!!!!!!!!

//

Hajime Hinata to Chiaki Nanami: he’s staring at her again

Chiaki: who?

Hajime: fuyuhiko

Chiaki: ah

Hajime: like he can’t even stare like a normal person

Hajime: he keeps doing it out of the corner of his eye as if he can be more subtle that way

Chiaki: ya but remember when u used 2 do that

Chiaki: w/ me

Chiaki: n nagito

Chiaki: ;)

Hajime: I never stared

Chiaki: sure hun

//

Hajime Hinata to Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu: did I ever stare at Chiaki and Nagito before we started dating?

Fuyuhiko: yup

Hajime: damn it

//

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu to Peko Pekoyama: where are you?

Peko: I’m at home.

Fuyuhiko: ok

Peko: Do you want me to come over?

Fuyuhiko: no it’s fine

Peko: I’m already on my bike.

Fuyuhiko: don’t text and drive!!!

Fuyuhiko: god

Fuyuhiko: but thanks

//

Kazuichi Souda to Hajime Hinata: hypothetically, if I were to buy Sonia 250 roses do u think she’d like them?

Hajime: jesus

Hajime: no

Kazuichi: ok

Kazuichi: hypothetically, if I had 250 roses how would I get rid of them

//

Kazuichi Souda changed the group name to operation: get fuyuhiko and peko together so we can finally know peace

Chiaki: omg

Hajime: oh no

Fuyuhiko: …

Peko: You do know that Fuyuhiko and I are in this group chat, yes?

Kazuichi: I think they’re on 2 us guys

//

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu to Kazuichi Souda: why are you not in class

Kazuichi: what are you talking about????? Im in class

Fuyuhiko: I can literally see you outside, trying to light a firework

Kazuichi: problem?

Fuyuhiko: yes your education is suffering

Fuyuhiko: that is a problem

Fuyuhiko: why are you lighting a firework anyway??

Kazuichi: was gonna use it 2 show sonia how my love for her burns like a firework

Fuyuhiko: jesus

Kazuichi: ya I kno

Kazuichi: ive been called the new Kant by many

Fuyuhiko: ???

Fuyuhiko: Kant was a philosopher, not a poet

Kazuichi: oh that’s why hajime was laughing at me

//

Kazuichi Souda to when we go on x factor can we be called ‘The Fearsome Fivesome’: no one talk to hajime he’s being a dick 2 me

Hajime: hey

Chiaki: hey hajime!!!!!

Fuyuhiko: hajime what’s up

Peko: Hello Hajime.

Kazuichi: u all suck

Hajime: is someone talking?

Fuyuhiko: I don’t hear anything

Peko: Me neither.

Chiaki: kaz who????

Kazuichi: ughhhhhhh

//

Peko Pekoyama to Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu: I am three minutes away from lying to get out of here.

Fuyuhiko: is the party that bad?

Peko: Yes. I just don’t know what I’m going to say.

Fuyuhiko: I don’t think you have to lie

Fuyuhiko: you could just leave

Peko: Perhaps. I wish you were here.

Fuyuhiko: oh

//

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu to Peko Pekoyama: I wish i was there too

//

Kazuichi Souda to jason derulo is a tru artist shut up h8ers: is the morally wrong to look at boobs

Fuyuhiko: go to fucking sleep

//

Hajime Hinata to Peko Pekoyama: did you see Nagito today?

Peko: No, why?

Hajime: he was iconic

Peko: How?

Hajime: he just was

Peko: Not to be rude, but why are you texting me this?

Hajime: Nagito doesn’t have a phone and Chiaki is sleeping rn

Peko: Oh.

Peko: Why doesn’t Nagito have a phone?

Hajime: his last one caught on fire

Peko: Oh. Ok.

//

Peko Pekoyama to Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu: How does a phone just catch fire?

Fuyuhiko: is this about komaeda

Fuyuhiko: because I really don’t know

Fuyuhiko: I really don’t

//

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu to Hajime Hinata: just realised that chiaki texts just like kazuichi

Fuyuhiko: hajime?

Fuyuhiko: I know you’ve read these

Fuyuhiko: are you ok?

//

Hajime Hinata to Chiaki Nanami: ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Chiaki Nanami: ?

Hajime: nevermind

//

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu to kaz stop texting me dick jokes at 3am, go to sleep: what are we doing

Kazuichi: our best

Hajime: speak for yourself

//

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu to Peko Pekoyama: you know youre important right?

Fuyuhiko: like you mean a lot

Fuyuhiko: to me I mean

Fuyuhiko: not that u don’t mean a lot to other people

Fuyuhiko: im sure there are other people that love you as well

Fuyuhiko: not that im saying I love u or anythign

Fuyuhiko: not that ur unloveabel

Fuyuhiko: why cant I delete messages

//

Peko Pekoyama to Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu: I love you too, Fuyuhiko.

//

Hajime Hinata to failing chemistry but im sexy so whatever: just saw Fuyuhiko and Peko kissing outside the school this morning!!

Chiaki: aw

Kazuichi: was there tongue

Hajime: dude

Chiaki: cmon man

Peko: …

Fuuyuhiko: we’re still in the chat guys

Kazuichi Souda changed the group name to operation: we’re finally @ peace

Fuyuhiko: shut up

Kazuichi Souda changed the group name to no u

Rejection sensitive dysphoria is wild. Someone will be like "hey just so you know the thing you did was a little bit loud/uncomfortable/insensitive but it's ok I know you didn't mean it" and my brain will instantly translate "you should be shot"

so i’ve been trying out dating again and i came to the conclusion that i might not be as allo as i thought

Future c!Beefam+?

(A quick finished doodle, explained below)

Okay, so I made a headcanon post a while back that I was fond of and it did pretty well -

"What if over time, as c!Tubbo and c!Ranboo got older, they just kept accidentally adopting more odd kids.

Like, with the manor they’d have the space? And it’d be funny.

They could be like fanon c!Philza with the sbi, but better and with less “daddy issues” and “filicide”. "

- So yeah, kinda doodled this based off of that.

It would be a few years down the road, hence why Michael's older along with Tubbo and Ranboo. But idk, the idea of them filling their big mostly empty mansion with just life and noise and stuff is really neat. I don't have any ideas for the children, so they're kinda random so feel free to interpret them how you wish.

Also, the idea of Techno rolling up and being like-

"Soooo, this mansion of yours? It uh, it dosen't happen to be an orphanage now dose it?"

Then Ranboo and Tubbo just shrug and state that technically all of the kids are theirs now, so they technically have parents which makes them not orphans.

-is really funny ngl.

And poor Tubbo, mans is shorter then his kids too, lol.

magic girl anime but intead of turning into magical girls they turn into clowns

Could you write a poem about being asexual but feeling forced to have sex due to the pressure of common society?

SEX! SEX! SEX!

Get your fill

You read it here and

Pretty much everywhere

In bold type and exclamation

Points; portrayed as this universally

Lusted after thing and anyone

Who dares deviate from desiring

The same is seen as insane

Why the hell are they going

For the hard sell and who cares

If not everyone buys

Into the hype or wants to give

It a try? Let’s let everyone have

Their own damn (sex or not) life

You can have a good time

Pleasure without the carnal kind

Sex isn’t a necessary rite

Of passage to enter adulthood

Anyone who condescendingly treats

Another as a child for having had

Little to no sexual experience

Is the one truly lacking maturity

Someone who cajoles and coerces

Another to satisfy their urges is not

Only selfish but deplorably despicable

You are no less acceptable and lovable

For not accepting sex as the supreme

Love expression, for saying

It’s more than okay to show affection

In other ways that are as meaningful

Beautiful and make both involved

Feel comfortably

Intimately safe

KIIBO EXPOSED 

Voice acting by Ed and Mahou

Comic by @mehringguie

i think i made some points here ngl