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why do i have two messages I DON’T HAVE ANY MESSAGES

— i found some of my 2am art!!

art is always the best at 2-3am with no reference by a lamp next to your sleeping place (not always a bed) contents (mostly jshk): terukane, shijima mei, sakura <3

insert arguing noises. teru does not care.

my queen #1

my queen #2 (low quality whiteboard art edition)

ty for reading ♡

i give myself around five minutes to ramble at 1am

it’s 1am. let’s see what my adhd riddled sleep deprived jshk obsessed brain has to offer us today. expect nothing, i don’t make sense at this hour i might make this a daily thing, because my insomnia will keep me up anyways and it’s interesting what i do at night… summary: mostly just me ranting about today. and my crippling sense of self

i just cried for like half a minute and it was absolutely wonderful. highly recommend. at least an eleventh of my stress has been washed away (even if it’ll replenish extra during the weekdays).

it’s been all around horrible for the second half of the day, and partly possibly because i skipped lunch and stuff,,, but maybe because my self validation meter is running low and there’s literally nobody here to help?? maybe?

i want so badly to have an irl friend to yap about everything to. it feels too much like ive been taking all the yapping and doing absolutely everything to nod my head and listen like the open-minded person im supposed to be and barely getting to even show any of my thoughts and

it’s honestly normal to censor yourself and stuff, right? because you don’t want to let too much of it leak through and look like you’re asking for attention and such but it’s such a

what again

replace it with something you can never get (im not making sense at all) anyways, speaking of stuff i can never get, they finally found my lost computer and that’s nice, but i’ve been so writing deprived i don’t know whether i can write again, and im sure no one would notice unless i scream it to the hills anyways. wonder how i could get more people to care

and about that, it’s time to stop, but i’m on a roll so who cares

do you ever just kind of

“i want to post this” “i want to make this” “i want to do this”

“… but no one’s going to see it, so why does it matter?”

how does one break out of this? because i knwo it’s all writing for yourself but self-indulgence can only last so long (i regret making that oc so badly right now it hurts) but it’s not good for health and i know that

how do i continue this? i’ll stop. someone talk to me, i think im going insane-

(pretty rushed) art for @strawbes’ fic out of the ordinary + the kamome gakuen discord’s artist-writer collab~

i just had a breakdown, a macaroon, a hug and a secret-spilling session this past hour. it’s too bad that couldn’t keep me down! i’m still alive and a wonderful human being !! who’s good at lying (to themself) may i add.

anyways. the universe should invent more days bc im in need of a day dedicated to myself

goodbye

when will you release me from the dungeon 🥺

there should be instructions in your dungeon packet !! :3

so... the yugi twins.

i found out today that some people consider amane the moon & tsukasa the sun (me included-ish) but some say the opposite? can we settle this- opinions under the cut!

we all know amane’s irises are supposed to be the moon, but personally i feel tsukasa’s eyes look like a very smol lunar eclipse, so the sun seems like a really nice choice for him (note the yellow donut he makes in his eyes. my beloved evil baby)

and i genuinely do feel that their personalities do match, up to their deaths. tsukasa shines really brightly and had many friends, amane stayed secluded and draws from tsukasa for most things (eg the moon reflecting the sun’s light!)

also, tsukasa’s kokujoudai tend to have a habit of bursting into flame (wait actually tsukasa kind of also burst into flame)

they’re like little phoenixes. i love them so much

anyways i want yall to know that no matter what ur opinion matters so

keep sharing it!! tysm for being here~

and tysm for reading ♡

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you are never ever ever going to ever touch the absolutely gigantic, huge, horrifically growing monstrosity that is my love for jshk ocs. i simply adore the little critters and sillies people make for aidairo’s wonderful whimsical world and it’s going to be like that for a really long time

i don’t know why it’s different with this series, because in all my old fandoms i absolutely hated ocs and refused to make any whatsoever, but jshk is just so... different. and special.

even self-indulgent ones like self-shipping and self-inserts? absolutely. bring them on. the urge i have to make fanart of ocs any time i stumble upon one is overwhelming.

if you have jshk ocs, please know i adore you so much. thank you for adding to my jshk craze <3