Recently Rewatched This Ep So I Felt Like Doodling Them

when people think i’m normal but actually i love a clearly gay not yet canon ship that is 100% doomed by the narrative in every way shape and form

im suffering from a horrendous disease called being in your 20s

this was posted on my birthday. how cool.

Fuck. Those fuckers at the store sold me No Purpose Flour again. What the fuck do I do with this

i went absolutely fuckin FERAL at every dazai/fyodor scene in this episode and i NEED MORE

this week on bsd:

kunikida bombs himself

kenji gets stabbed

yosano sensei being gaslight by her manipulative ex boss

fyodor and dazai being dumbasses while playing 4D mental chess

atsushi being atsushi again (derogatory)

the entire fandom: omg it's chuuya ☺️💕✨️

when people put "trigger warning" on their content without specifying what the trigger warning is for

ah! didnt see u there! u caught me indulging in one of my most fascinating interests as of late. its called a "dictionary". *turns page and softly chuckles* oh, this is clever...

these two are the only two people that are keeping me sane

bonus dazai bullshittery

i hate studying science so much but apparently being good at science means that you're smart and i want to be perceived as smart so the grind continues, i'm afraid

Pros of hyperfixiation:

Happy!

Art ideas

Life is good

Cons of hyperfixiation:

I am going to blow up

All my art is of the same guy

If I don't think about this 24/7 I get violent