Darling isnt it wonderful that we have met each other?! Am I not what Youve always wanted?!! I will always care about You! Ill always love You!! Youre always my priority!! Cant You see Im perfect for You?! You dont want anybody else right?? You cant belong to anyone else!! Cant You see? Nobody will ever love You as much as I do! Im the one who gives You happiness am I not? Say it. Say Im the only one You want.
Youre aware its hard for me to function when Youre away.. Even breathing becomes a task,, I constantly fear that You might leave.. I dont want us to be apart,, ever. Sometimes I worry You dont understand how much I actually need You in my life.. Without You I wouldnt exist.. Please,, just love me like You havent loved anyone before.. I need to be important to You.. Im the only one who treats You well,, right? Am I a good boyfriend? Please say yes.. Please be mine forever..
I will make sure that Im the only one You have eyes for.
I'm so tired of everytime one small argument or inconvenience breaks out I want to end it and self destruct, it's so draining.
NEED a man to be absolutely psycho obsessed with me. Jerk off to my photos. Micromanage me and control every aspect of my life. Get upset when I talk to other guys. Call me fat and ugly and force me to change just so im more attractive to you.
Do anything you want to me, im just a toy for you to mess with
why // 10.16.2023
typing “me n who?” knowing that i am difficult and unlovable
♡ 19 | vent blog | tw suicide, obsessive love, stalking, gore | diagnosed bpd she/her
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