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telling yourself that they’re not ignoring you and they’re just really busy but coming to find out that they were in fact just ignoring you 🙃

You make life so much better and that's a fact. Without you, life is a barren wasteland that I don't want to live in. I need you to feel like existing is worth it. Please stay? Forever with me?

Until you live with bpd you'll never know what it's like to be too much and not enough at the same time.

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I would kill to hear you talk to me the way I talk to you. To see you get obsessed and possessive with me. To hear you tell me I belong to you and you alone. I want you to get jealous when someone gets too close to me. I want you to want to monopolize my time. I’d willingly spend all my time with you anyway so that’d be easy hehe.