Dude I Cannot Wait Till I Pass

im currently at the point of my transition where im happy and proud to be me

but i wish i physically matched who i wanted to be

i love my box braids and protective hairstyles in general, but i wish i could dye my hair and wear it naturally to help me look more masculine

i wish for nothing more than to finally start hrt (appointment with callen-horde on 4/10!)

i feel nothing towards my breasts. theyre just.. there. i dont feel sad or angry seeing them but they dont feel like me. like they shouldnt be there. but binding tape makes my cheat itchy and uncomfortable.

i just wished that people looked at me and went, “thats a guy”

oops forgot to update

im blonde now yall!!

+face reveal

my room lighting makes it look golden i PROMISE ITS LIGHTER IT DOES NEED TO BE LIFTED AGAIN THO LOL

we went to a craft market (it was just tourist stuff, nothing to make actual crafts) and there were cats!!!!

we were told that if we wanted them, we could take them but it takes a lot of time and money to get them to be able to come to the us (gotta vaccinate and test them and it takes MONTHS for them to process)

so we couldnt :(

BUTTTT my mom did say after we clean up the house more she was thinking about getting another cat

SOOOO ANOTHER CAT FOR ME 😫

RIP grandma.

my favorite part about joining discord servers (small ones) to make friends alone is theres 4 options that could happen

1) 60% chance the server is inactive / dead

2) 30% chance that it is active but no one responds to you/makes the effort to speak to anyone that isn’t already their friend (which defeats the purpose of having a public discord server for making friends…💀)

3) 5% chance its both active and the members in the old members actually makes an effort to talk to you but it slowly dies down

4) 5% chance its both active, the members actually make an effort to talk to you and it doesnt die down and you guys actually become friends

guess what im experiencing in the server ive been in for almost a month now LMAO

Okay, time for some house cleaning. If you disagree with any of these then get off my blog

Trans women are women

Trans men are men

Nonbinary people are nonbinary

Bisexuals, pansexuals, and omnisexuals are valid

Arospec and acespec people are valid

Trans women deserve to be included in women spaces

Trans lesbians deserve to be included in lesbian spaces

Trans men deserve to be included in men’s spaces

Gay trans men deserve to be included in gay spaces

Black lgbtq+ people deserve to be included in our community

Indigenous lgbtq+ people deserve to be included in our community

LGBTQ+ people of all races deserve to be included in our community

You’re never too old to transition or discover your sexuality

Respect is not given but earned

Polyamorous relationships are valid

Monogamous relationships are valid

And lastly, but sure not leastly,

IT IS NEVER OKAY TO DISCRIMINATE AGAINST SOMEONE FOR THINGS OUT OF THEIR CONTROL. RACE, SEXUALITY, GENDER IDENTITY, AGE, DISABILITY, ETC. AND THIS DOES INCLUDE DISCRIMINATION AGAINST PEOPLE SEEN AS THE STANDARDS

I pray this won’t lose me too many followers. Not because I care about followers but because I hope not many people disagree with this

had contractors come by and forgot i was wearing this shirt

i find this really funny because before i finally transitioned (like a month before) i was telling my then boyfriend about how i wanted to have a dick and asked him if he ever wanted to have a vagina and he went “???? no???” and thats when i found out that wanting the opposite sex organ is NOT a normal thought most people have :/

all of my bsfs when i had told them about my want also agreed with me and ironically half of them are trans (one is a trans man and one is genderfluid) LMAO

Just trans things.

back in middle school, my friend stopped standing for the pledge. she was called outside by the teacher and she told me that she was told off by her for it (unsurprisingly because of the person the teacher was)

soon enough, most of us stopped standing for it after realizing it was an option

when i entered high school (in 2021 due to covid), no one stood for the pledge.

my school was majority hispanic, black, and asian with like 4 white people.

we knew this country didnt care about us. we werent going to pledge for a country that hated us

dear usamerican high schoolers looking for a way to resist fascism: sit through the pledge of allegiance.

no getting up. no looking at the flag.

everyone will be looking at you. you'll be sweating like a fucking hippopotamus. your teacher will sternly tell you to get up. you'll feel stupid and that maybe its not worth it because you're just a kid in a classroom. but I'm here to remind you that there are no real life consequences to detention. there are however real life consequences to resisting a thoughtless performance of nationalism.

guys im actually scared lmao theres so many plane crashes lately im going on one today

its from ny to kingston jamaica

if we crash just know i fucking hate elon and trump and im happy that i came out before my death 🫡

then im also worried about my moms flight since shes going on friday

i dont care if my plane crashes, i dont care about dying. i dont want my mom to die.