I Made New Friends Who Don’t Treat Me Badly I Love Life :)

I like torturing myself :)

What was the most pain you’ve ever felt?

people think paranoia is tinfoil hats and conspiracy theories. but no. its an island. its being surrounded by loving people with genuine intentions and being so so so painfully lonely because you're TERRIFIED of the idea that everybody either secretly hates you or wants to hurt you. and you're convinced you deserve it anyways because you're the scum of the earth but you're still avoiding it because you're a coward who can't face the truth. it's begging people to just insult you or doxx you or hit you or whatever because you just wanna get it over with instead of sitting there anticipating 'the inevitable'. it's being attracted to people who abuse you because 'they're the only ones telling the truth'.

I was hallucinating again the other day and I was so terrified :(

This is how men should flirt with me

in my schizotypal arc don’t approach me

I don’t want the season to end on a bad episode :)

I miss being high

Why is everyone lying to me :(

Anyone get scared to sleep to sleep because they feel entities watching them