Just listen to me I'm not crazy-
Hanahaki AU Himiko would be ecstatic to have hanahaki
It's practically the embodiment of how she sees love β blood and flowers are so. fucking. cute.
Just imagine her over a dirty sink in an abandoned house which league currently occupies, lead here by a persistent itch in her throat, doubling over in a violent coughing fit. But then she opens her eyes β before her a single pink camellia in precious splatters of red, sharply contrasting the the pristine white of the tiles.
She lifts her head to look at her muddy reflection in the cracked mirror. She smiles. No, it's the crazed, manic, awed grin.
Himiko Toga, no doubt, is happy.
Every teenage girl has a phase when she imagines herself and her crush as transcendent incomprehensible space deities
So why Ochako wouldn't if she actually can
OH NOOO DON'T CRY CINNA I ONLY MEANT TO DRAW SOME CUTENESS OH NO-
You guys have been awfully cute lately so some tgck for you! :>
Took inspiration in this post
NOW that's what I call β¨cultureβ¨
It send chills down my spine a bit
Good Nighteye parallel, I didn't think of it like
She literally was holding them
But they slipped away
Leaving only
Guilt
*sobbing*
In the helicopter ride ochako is barely conscious.
She has her eyes barely opened and it looks like she's constantly getting in and out of consciousness.
Do you think it's because she's making sure that himiko is there too?
That when the heroes came to take her to the hospital her eyes instantly snapped open because she felt the pressure of himiko's body slipping and the only thing on her mind was saving her.
To make sure she's okay. To make sure she didn't die.
To make sure she didn't fail in saving someone again.
Like nighteye
That when she saw himiko's unconscious body with most of her blood drained, unconscious not knowing whether or not she's dead. The fragments of her cute smile on her face. That she begged them to take her with them.
That she begged them to save her. To take her instead. Do you think she refused to let go until she was reassured that they would help her as well.
That when they're boarded on the helicopter she never takes her eyes off of her. To make sure that she doesn't disappear again.
She doesn't know if himiko's alive. She's unsure if she does want to know. Too afraid to ask. Too afraid to face the reality she might've failed again.
Too afraid that she might've lost someone she loved.
She doesn't know if it's love. She doesn't know why she was so affected by her tears that day in the house.
She just knows that it hurts her to see them.
But it hurt her even more when she saw them again in what might've been himiko's last moments. Himiko told her she couldn't live in a world without her.
Ochako is unsure whether she could live in a world without himiko as well.
I'm looking through my drafts rn and I think I wrote this when we saw ochako in that helicopter getting airlifted to a hospital??? What was I on when writing this πππ
OMG HAVE FUN IT'S SO GREATTT π«π«π«
If you're reading this and you ship togachako
Go read Carmilla
You can watch the movie of course, but don't waste your time on Carmilla (2019), it doesn't even start to cover the original plot
You can try the Terror in the Crypt (1964), it's kinda old, but the story is close to the og one
But if you have the time to read the 1872 novel you better go read it (it's only 16 short chapters)
Himiko tries out mittens for the first time
a bonus
As it turns out, Love Bullet cupids can have heart-shaped scars over their fatal injury, so here's another cupid Himiko.
Tragically, cupids can't fall in love, but Himiko won't let that stop her from smothering Ochako with the love of other people in her absence. So many other people. An unreasonable number of other people. Ochako doesn't seem to return their affection but honestly? That's just classic harem protagonist behaviour.
Not like Ochako is grieving or anything...
Another drawing from mewas sketch, I swear she spoils me with ideas ππ
I mean, they look kinda similar right?
WHAT it's not fair y'know haha.... (I just needed an excuse not to draw my ocs so the excuse was I'm drawing yours π)
Lily I'm looking at you intently y'know staring into your soul-
We need oc content (certainly asking for a friend, not for myself π€)
uh oh-
Tbh i didnt draw any oc content on digital for a while (def not making excuses *cough cough*) ππ»ππ»
Though you already know the main ones i draw for now :3 if you have any requests about any of them, i can try to draw it :33
OC blog currently possessed by Himiko Toga// marama// she/her // ru-eng artist
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