This Is Just A Small Remake Of My Art ...

Someday, after 10 years, I'll finish the whole Himiko tarot deck, print the cards and do togachako readings for you guys, just you wait and see

I may have some ways of coping and Himiko speaks to me somewhat darker than usual

8 of swords is about feeling trapped and robbed of freedom

It's also about feeling abandoned and cold, lonely and confused, like a cornered animal

"Let the birds of my soul fly freely at last..."

And yeah this one is the pic I was talking about in this post. It makes so much more sense now

part 3/x

other cards:

Three of cups

Four of cups

We togachako nation obviously have one damn braincell when it comes to such things 💅💅💅 (I personally read it yesterday so I needed to share XD)

If you're reading this and you ship togachako

Go read Carmilla

You can watch the movie of course, but don't waste your time on Carmilla (2019), it doesn't even start to cover the original plot

You can try the Terror in the Crypt (1964), it's kinda old, but the story is close to the og one

But if you have the time to read the 1872 novel you better go read it (it's only 16 short chapters)

Togachako week day 5: funeral

when togachako lose each other in every. single. universe

My life is yours

This one really was harsh on me, like pure torture, but I kept telling myself: trust the process babe

so now I'm somewhat satisfied with the result

4 of Cups is about being stuck in the past, inability to see the good and questionable ways of coping

So of course these two came to my mind and live there rent-free

What do the jewels, the pearls and coins do if this insatiable hunger, the persistent ache, the never ending itch... They just don't. go. away.

part 2/x, part 1 (3 of cups)

MA QUEEN?????? SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO GORGEOUS SO- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

The teeth? OMG THE TEETH omg omg

And the expressions look at the expressions they're so adorable and so good and THE FCKIN RENDERING IS SO GOOD????

And these vibrant eyes they're so bright and lively and soulful and

💍💍💍

Marry me

a thank you gift for 50 followers :3

Drawing and painting Jusaka's hair is a pain in the ass lmao though i still had fun :3

Wanted to try to draw her on ibispaint too but... Well...

I guess im still not used to draw there on tablet... haha...

@marronje :3

Gosh so true I feel some sorta spiritual connection to this post

lemme tell you I absolutely fucking HATE when characters with BPD and complex forms of loving and genuine trauma are boiled down to "uwu yandere" as a major toga kinnie if I see another fucking person boil her character down to "cutesy yandere" I'm gonna go fucking insane and end up on death row thanks for coming to my Ted talk

Yippee I can post the art I made for the incredible mermaid Himiko design from @miowess (thanks for it again!!), it was soooo fun to draw I loved it sm 🥺🥺🥺

All wrapped up like a present

Reference below the cut

AWWWWWW THANK YOU CINNA 🫀🫀🫀🫀

Vampire dark magic Himiko cuz I wanted to render this for 10 hours