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"Heaven is the bronze horse statue you sat me on. i was young and you're smile shone brighter than the hot sun that soaked that horse for hours before we showed up. But i was young and i had so few memories where you were good to me, even now, so many years later. The burn on my thighs could never compare to the pride i had of making you happy, dad."

-guess who. again.

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haha... hey you guys... its been awhile huh? haha. anyways ive been thinking a lot about pedro pascal since hes my soulmate and the loml. also ive been thinking about how that might be tied to my relationship with my father, who i no longer speak to, so maybe someone can decipher that for me lol. i should probably make another account where i can shit post too because i have so many ideas that i dont really want to dedicate a whole post to. also there are things i wanna reblog but i dont want... i dont really want you guys thinking im some kind of degenerate freak

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"so wHY DONT YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE

chAAAAAAANCE"

-Gumball Waterson

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(before we get started i know none of this is whimsigoth but this is the only social media i have to show my trip to yall im so sorry plz dont crucify me)

GOOOOOD nothing like being in a different country and having the urge, no, the NEED to text an ex or flirt and sext, amirite ladies? FUCK.

Also! The red and white striped clothing you see woman wearing in some pictures are called Güipil. They are woven and worn with a traditional skirt (same weaving method is used but an entirely different pattern and style is used for skirts) by the Triqui people, which I am half :)! We are a fascinating group of indigenous Mexicans so if you have any questions please please ask away!! I wanna talk to yall about my people (or you could just google us but i miss you all :( so)

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me, a gender fluid, also having to traveling to a secret third place

i feel bad for bigender people, the commute between Jupiter and college has got to be rough

i was having a very tmi convo in a hotel bar with my friend where he was telling me that every time he is intimate, he immediately cleans and goes to bed.

i say "hey that's a little american psycho"

he says "well, do you have ibs?"

and in that moment, i really believed that he was telling me that the reason he hits it and quits it is because of his ibs. ibs makes you loveless.

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"just met a boy, as sweet as our berries

fast as the river, and gone just as quick

he said he'd wait but i'm so damn impatient

i just couldn't take it, the distance that is

i up and ran and left him my bracelet

hoping it won't end up on some other girls hand"

-another part of the song i wrote (i posted this without a quote so if you saw that, no you didn't)

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i've downloaded bumble because i feel healthy and lonely and have decided that is what i will do to up my screen time. since i don't have social media. it'll make me quirkier thats fs. will update you on dates and messages and such obvi. mwah kisses

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me in my cubicle of my 9-5 job:

I draw porn but not any of that sick nasty perverted sicko misogynist fetish porn made by and for disgusting sicknasty pervert men my porn is so cute and wholesome and feminist and queer and liberated trust me it's not even porn it's erotica my erotica is a pure honest true expression of human passions and emotions and the pure chaste passions of feminist lesbian wombyns trust me you'll love it it's so liberating see for yourself *hands you a drawing of Snufkin sucking his own penis*

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"'you came for three months"

"and i'm leaving for three years"

"when you get back, i might not be here"

"promise you'll stay"

"i'm meant for this age, but i'll leave you the home

on the hilltop where you can see the panteón'"

-this part of the song is where i talk to my grandma and she says she's going to die soon :/ she's cray cray

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its officially past 12am, it's my birthday! i'm turning 21 today :) i'm going to get so legally shitfaced! i made sure to make this post so so extremely colorful to match the color of my feelings.

p.s. my wish this year is for everyone in the world, on this day, to find and hold some happiness. whether it be from their favorite food, or falling in love, or getting their dream job. i love you guys mwah

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"women do stupid things when they're in love. that's why i've been in business for twelve years"

- Judge Judy

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i have this guttural, almost euphoric, sense that i am the only other human being on this earth that really understands and is captivated by Judge Judy. like me and her? best of friends. lovers from another life. we know each other so deeply and intimately but we are sadly separated by time and space. one day Judy. one day.

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i don't budget because i know eventually this system will collapse and people will come to me to see old vintage stuff that only i have now

Being a flop changed my life. The world is not my oyster, I am glowing. I walked into a pole this morning. There's very little I wouldn't do for $1,000

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"'Suffering is a great grace' is spat over my small trembling body

and I think to myself, for fear of being given more,

'then I must be the greatest saint of all'

because why else would God curse me with pain so young?

to even bear witness to what I've gone through is enough to bring grown men to tears"

-me!! written on the fly because i had nothing prepared for tonight!

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i posted some tiktoks for the first time in like months. felt kinda hot for the first time in awhile (⌒_⌒;)

anyways thats its!! love you >///<

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