So We've All Heard Of Angsty Anti-watcher Grian Right? But..but! What About Chaos Gremlin Pro-watcher

So we've all heard of angsty anti-watcher grian right? But..but! What about chaos gremlin pro-watcher grian. Where instead of the trauma breaking him, ut ends up manifesting in a pure-devastating hatred for the world and he ends up rising the ranks in the watcher realm being dubbed Chaos Lord Xelqua, inevitably being a fucking God in the human realm, even being worshipped by many. And instead of being forced into the death games that is the life series, it's just a little mortal torture activity he thought of out of pure boredom and utter disregard for human emotion. And imagine that the death games had been going on centuries before grian even joined, having not just the current members but also other mortals he deems interesting and possibly entertaining and only joining in Third Life where he meets scar and gets attached to him. And he hates it.

An immortal God that can overpower all mortals–stuck in the dark for all of his life–meets an annoying ray of sunshine that's able to overcome the shadows he's engulfed in. He hated it. He hated him as he is the only being that can bring him warmth. And that's the problem. Scar is a human. And a human life is fleeting. Scar is a mortal. Not even a God can change that fact.

In the life series, the players are to die permanently after the three lives are over and are to be replaced by new ones, essentially making it a hardcore series. But in Grian’s desperation, he made it so that their souls are preserved in the system as to not kill them permanently.

His dismissive attitude of scar is a cause of his frustration at not being able to keep him alive and partly blaming him for making him feel the way he does.

Add the fact that there are others as well. In limited life, he got attached to the bad boys and want to keep them alive as well and one thing led to another and he is attached to all of them.

In the original life games, the winner is to be set free and able to live their life. So in this version he makes it so every single one of them is able to win in hopes that they all are able to be set free and escape.

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