*wakes Up In A Cold Sweat* After C!Ranboo’s Unexpected Death, C!Tubbo Seems To Have Gone Through All

the early lmanberg brainrot is real and it refuses to leave me

C!alliumduo my beloved

i often think about how we heard techno's voice really break when sam killed ranboo. it was in front of many people. i think that 'NO' was one of the most vulnerable heartbreaking moment from techno. /rp

YEAH.

and that's why i genuinely believe a lot of c!techno's actions during the saving michael/avenging ranboo stream weren't about techno and techno's beliefs but about honoring what c!ranboo meant to him.

the effect c!ranboo's death had on techno was so clear, so deep and devasting. and i think it's because he felt a sense of responsibility towards ranboo. with c!phil, he wants to keep him safe, he relies on phil, they have a very reciprocal relationship. but phil isn't his student.

there's a level of 'i failed' to what happened, especially when you consider that ranboo wasn't the one that was supposed to die: techno himself said that as the mentor, he was the one that was at risk. that cross they found on that island was supposed to be for him, not ranboo.

so techno's voice breaks in that moment, so techno vows to find his son, so techno apologizes to ranboo's husband and agrees to what he wants, so techno shelters his son, so techno looks at ranboo's ghost and says in the softest way, 'ranboo, you're wounded'

Ranboo replied to Technodad!

It's always, "i love him/her/them" and never "I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world"

I'm feeling 2022!

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Pink, Purple and Royal Blue

Chapter Eight

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As much as I'm excited for a solo book on solangelo, I really wanted a book focusing on Piper and Jason after the war. I wanted to see them trying to find Leo, trying not to give up, the breaking point where Piper realized this entire relationship wasn't real, the break up, them still being friends and having to remind themselves that they were never dating, and it was all just a fever dream.

I wanted to see them going into that parking lot and being separated, that fear of losing another friend, I wanted to see Jason learning that one of them wasn't going to be around that long, his mindset, him deciding that he wouldn't let Piper die, them fighting outside, Piper knowing Jason was going to do something reckless, and them going their separate ways, because Piper can't bare another friend keeping a secret from her, because she still feels guilty over Leo, and inside she still feels as if the reason Leo didn't tell them the plan was because he didn't trust her, didn't trust them.

The story doesn't have a happy ending. Its a prequel, its everything that lead up to Jason's sacrifice. Piper and Jason were always a tragedy, and I feel like Rick could have expanded on that.

Anyway anyone who says c!Tommy deserved abuse bc he was mildly annoying or that he was equally as bad as c!Dream or that c!Prime are mutually abusive or that c!Tommy was the obsessed one will die by my blade

about to commit crimes for walker scobell aka our percy jackson