When I Say "defending Jason Online Isn't Enough, I Need A Gun" I'm SO Fr I Literally Left The Percy Jackson

remember that post i made a while ago talking about a despicable me sbi au? well..

Rip techno <3 I hope you know we love you and we miss you. There will never be another Technoblade. You will live forever in our hearts and minds

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so… i may or may not be close to uploading the final chapter of pink purple and royal blue…

Sometimes Tommy expects to wake up in limbo

In the beginning of the smp, Tubbo was a lot like Aimsey, wasn't he?

He was hopeful and optimistic, and he was full of joy.

But Tubbo learned.

He learned that nothing he loves stays.

Lmanberg, Wilbur, Tommy, Ranboo,

none of them ever stayed.

And seeing Aimsey, someone just like Tubbo, so hopeful and naive,

It broke something in him.

Sometimes, Wilbur wonders if he had entered the wrong world when he came back to life.

The world as he knew it, was bright. Even in Pogtopia's cold walls, there was warmth, small but bright, full of life that seemed to never go out.

The world that he came into, with grey hair, and a patched up scar, and memories of a train station that had haunted him for years, is much colder.

There's little to no light. Wilbur sometimes wonders how the flowers survived.

He wonders how he will survive, when Tommy's glow no longer lives within him.

Maybe Tommy will shine brighter with time. Maybe, he can be the one to make him smile! Wilbur wants to take out his old guitar and sing. Maybe that will cheer Tommy up.

He wants to hug him (but Tommy doesn't like hugs). To make his old shirt anew, to dye that white streak away, because Tommy's not like him. Tommy's bright and playful, and full of light.

Not a little broken boy held together by bandages and scars.

if you say that c!tommy doesn't care about c!wilbur or vice versa, you have fundamentally misunderstood their entire dynamic and relationship to each other

c!tommy makes snarky and rude comments to c!wilbur because he's just a teenager who doesn't know how to communicate all the hurt he feels. no matter what, he's still at c!wilbur's side. he doesn't know how to help him or how to fix everything, but he would never choose to leave him or give up on him.

c!wilbur doesn't apologize to c!tommy because he's terrified of c!tommy leaving him. he's the most important person to c!wilbur and the person whose opinion matters most, because if c!tommy leaves him, all of his fears of being the "villain," of being irredeemable become true. if he apologizes to c!tommy, that gives c!tommy the chance to not forgive him and leave him behind.

the whole reason they are so tragic is BECAUSE of how much they love each other, not because they are bad for each other

Isn’t it weird that

Season 2 Mike is most peoples favorite Mike

Season 3 El is most peoples favorite El

What do we notice ?

El in season 3 was Independent and becoming herself without Mike

Mike in season 2 spent the whole time with Will never leaving his side and he also spends the whole season without El

One thing I think about is how c!Tommy yesterday was in my opinion also very aware of c!Wilbur's mental state. c!Wilbur enters the home shaking, stumbling in his voice, very much scared and worried. He pushes c!Tommy out of the conversation and constantly seems ready to tell him something and avoids doing so. c!Tommy spends that time checking in on him, doing silly things, making him laugh, because he's not stupid i'm sure he knows that c!Wilbur has a serious thing he wants to discuss but cant. c!tommy is aware that being given a job is common in place of serious conversation between them. He knows he can't force c!Wilbur to talk about it, and so he just sticks by him and does what he can do in the moment and I think that is just very sweet.

“You may tell a tale that takes up residence in someone's soul, becomes their blood and self and purpose. That tale will move them and drive them and who knows that they might do because of it, because of your words. That is your role, your gift.” ― Erin Morgenstern, The Night Circus.