I Can't Even Begin To Convey How Insanely Jealous I Am Of Ed Ppl Who Have Never Binged, Can Resist Binging

ED recovery update!!

🏳️🏳️🏳️

I give up, lol. I've been trying to lose weight the right way; however, I keep "failing" and overeating. this past Friday, I binged & purged and I just got done binging & purging, with plans of restriction, which means I'm hoisting my white flag.

I am so tired of this constant cycle and failure. I'm not stating full starvation, I just don't think I should eat multiple meals a day if I can't handle it.

I understand this a stupid method which will lead to a dangerous binge/restrict mindset, this is just the last bet I have.

no tags cause why would I tag myself venting??

'' oh ,, u bite ur friend like chocolate . ''

eating disorder recovery??

dietting??

my winter arc??

#edblr #ed #ednotsheeran #antipromia #recovery #m1a #bingeed #prorecovery #antiproana

I'm a scar that will get smaller as I heal.