Poem-tober day 1: Vex
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I don’t like what they did to you Pulled you so thin that walls mean nothing And left you solid enough to feel pain I don’t think you like what they did, either
They put a sword in your hand and bid you kill for them They do not bid you to die for them That is a given; there is no choice to live Even when the sword is gone, you still fight; you still die
I am scared of you Which I guess is what they want But I am not scared in the way they want I am scared of [what they have done to] you
You do not know me I think you did, once Back when you knew yourself beyond violence And we danced to the same simple songs
They call to me after the way they call to you Our names not for us, but how they use us Yours to distress, to worry, to fear Mine to calm, to alleviate, to help
I am bound to follow, as you are; it is our nature Though my fate is far more benign Simply to carry, to throw, to sort And to dance for their amusement by the music box
What you have become seems happy with its fate And I wish I could share that joy Even if I don’t understand why they hurt you so It should be enough to know you died laughing
But I wonder If anyone ever plays music for you The discs spin and they sound like love Like life, and the songs we used to know
If you heard one now, would you dance? Or have you forgotten how? If you must go, I wish you could go out dancing I will sing for you anyways
The fireworks are starting!
you are amazing
there is truly nothing like mcrp with people you have never met irl and probably never will to make you say the wildest shit
why the hell did you answer this now
do you wish to mock me. mock the past mp3 that did not know your pronons
Hey hey Lyn, what are your pronons
idk
me when the character has a uniquely fucked mindset. me when the character's fundamental views of how the world works lead to them being hurt and/or hurting others and not seeing the problem with this. me when the character is a little freak who does weird shit because their beliefs, inspired entirely by their environment, are fuckeddddd
holy book of guitars that explains all the basics and added skills really kindly and not intimidating
holy site of guitar tabs/chords for literally millions of songs (don’t download the app it sucks ass)
but the most important thing is practice. put the hours in and reap the rewards.
It can be really hard to learn to engage in positive self talk, but sometimes it's easier to start by pretending it's coming from a friend, first 💜
no usamerican is able to imagine that other places exist. it is forbidden to them by Underfunded Education System, a unique ailment of the usamerican people. please be mindful they will become agitated when confronted about this, through no fault of their own of course; as another illness that affects only them is Bad Political System
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