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I cant stop thinking about them :'( š©·š©·āØāØ drew my human designs for a wee change of pace uvu
LISTEN fish and chips is NOT mutual pining to me, it is one-sided on Chip's side. Not because Gillion doesn't love him back, but because Gillion accepts whatever love he is given and it doesn't occur to him to expect or demand any more. Gillion is very happy to be in a romantic relationship with Chip, but he's also happy to just be friends/family/whatever queerplatonic familial closeness Albatrio have going on. There's no pining on Gillion's side, because Gillion has already got a family he never would have expected to be blessed with, and it doesnāt occur to him to expect anything more than what has already far exceeded his expectations.
And this is where the angst comes in, because as we know, Chip:
hates himself and thinks he's a burden on everyone around him and thinks heās unworthy of love
puts Gillion on a pedestal and thinks heās this wonderful perfect paragon who Chip can never come close to measuring up to
has internalised homophobia and a crippling shame at the thought of ever revealing his dependence on others
So on the one hand we have Chip, with all these internal reasons why he can never bring himself to make the first move, because he thinks Gill would be disgusted at his presumption for thinking someone as amazing as Gill could possibly deserve someone as awful as Chip - and on the other hand we have Gillion, who is never going to make the first move because it would never occur to him to expect more love than heās been granted, and would likewise consider it a presumption to demand more after he's received so much more generosity from the crew than he could have ever imagined, and probably expects Chip to someday find his true love and live happily ever after with them with Gill's blessing. So what do they do in this situation? Chip fantasises about Gillion being in love with him and making the first move, then feels disgusted at himself and beats himself up for feeling that way about his friend. Then Gill deliberately ignores any hints Chip might make that he likes Gill, because Gillion must be misinterpreting human behaviour again because in Gill's mind thereās no way Chip would be flirting with Gillion, Gillion never even considers that he might fill that role, because surely Chip is destined for another, a human from his own world. Then Chip interprets Gillion's intentional obliviousness as rejection, and a confirmation of all his negative beliefs about himself.
Suffer.
The hunting lodge
Fish and chips
What sugar villains
Serenitea
10 x 14 Acrylic on watercolor paper
⦠I just needed an excuse to draw cursed cat Alastor before it dies out
What's wrong with him (derogatory)
Girls are gossipingš¤š¤š¤
When Lucifer is hanging out at his palace and can't get a moment's peace...
"Husk would be jealous of Angel's work-" Nah bro this is the vibe
Weird peeve time. Calling lab grown gemstones āfakeā is stupid because itās the same shit just not formed naturally. An artificially grown diamond is the same shit as a natural diamond it is the exact same material bro itās all fuckign carbon
My hand slipped
Forgive me and my obsession with one-sided radiostatic
Bonus
hey. its ok. gill's loud wet real fish slippers. edyn has a matching pair š
pairing:Ā chip/gillionĀ genre: slight canon divergence warnings: riptide 90 spoilers , they kiss sorta lol , minor depiction of injury wc:Ā 913
itās terrifying how lifeless gillion looks in the water. chipās eyes burned as he held his breath, scanning around frantically for something, anything to do, to free him from the unconscious vice admiralās grasp.
kuba kenta may have been killed on impact by gillion, but the sheer will of the enormous creature transcended life and death, and so somehow he was still holding on to the other unconscious boy.
and gillion looked awful. his armour, which heād left back at rufusā place, was unable to protect him from any of the damage that kenta had given him. the strikes across his chest, the same as the ones chip kept seeing in his sleep, were scorched, bubbling and angry and red. his head leaned back, his eyes closed, scratches all along his blue arms.Ā
it felt so wrong, to see gillion looking this awful underwater. the water was where gillion should have felt the safest, should have the most advantage, should be trying to get chip to break his concentration and breathe on accident. but he lay still, his neck in the teeth of kuba kentaās large grip.Ā
there was something happening around them, jay was in the water too, along with the blonde girl with a horn in her forehead, that jay seemed to know. but chip ignored the both of them and swam towards gillion, where the two girls were trying to pull both the vice admiral and the co-captain up.Ā
gillion looked almost ragdolled in the vice admiralās grip, and chip swam over now too, his eyes streaming in the salt water, scanning for anything that could help the two.Ā
they were still sinking, and both the blonde girl and jay were falling with them, despite their best efforts to swim upwards. chip patted his pockets, coming up empty, before swimming down to reach the pair, getting his hands on jayās bag, and tugging it towards him, searching inside of it.Ā
pulling out a glass bottle, chip stared at it, before looking up at jay, and jerking his head towards gillion, thinking furiously in his mind. āiām gonna give this to gillion, iām gonna give this to gillion, iām gonna give this to gillion.ā
the bracelets that linked jay and chip ensured that she would hear his message, and she stared at him for a moment, her orange hair floating around her in the water, before nodding.Ā
chip swam down to the two of them, gently tugging gillion out of kuba kentaās teeth, wincing to himself as his fingers gently brushed along the indents that the vice admiral had left in his skin. moving to uncork the bottle, he suddenly realised that if he was to open it, the liquid would spill everywhere, and therefore be rendered useless.Ā
suddenly aware that jay was able to read every single thought that floated across his mind right now, chip tried to push away the solution that entered his thoughts, feeling a flush bloom across his cheeks.Ā
he pulled his knife out, and desperately tilted the bottle, trying to make a hole for gillion to drink out of, instead of the first thing that heād thought of.Ā
a sudden, but not harsh kick interrupted his thoughts, and jay was behind him, glaring at chip, with the most āwhat on earth are you doing?ā Ā face heād ever been given.Ā
he knew that sheād heard his original idea, and she pointed at gillion with her chin, gesturing for him to hurry up.Ā
and chip looked back at gillion, who shouldnāt be this still, ever, and put his knife away, before uncorking the bottle and shoving it into his own mouth.Ā
pushing as much of the potion into his cheeks as he could, he could feel the magic swirling around his tongue, and pressing against his throat, and he shook his head to himself before swimming closer to gillion.Ā
thankfully, he didnāt have to worry about gillion swallowing any water. it was just the same as air to him, and chip mentally prepared himself as he tipped gillionās head towards him, his hands warm with embarrassment.
his cheeks puffed with the potion, chip pulled gillion close, and carefully opened the other boyās mouth, prying his lips apart, before pressing his own against them, forcing the potion down the triton boyās throat. he could feel gillionās chest expand underneath him, and chipās embarrassment mounted as gillionās breath hitched.Ā
eyebrows scrunched in concentration, his eyes shut, chip didnāt stop until his mouth was empty, and carefully, so he didnāt accidentally inhale any saltwater, pressed his lips shut, and pulled away, examining gillion for any sign of life. his lungs burned with exertion from not breathing, and he didnāt know how much longer he could stay like this, holding his breath, his hair floating around him.
and when gillionās eyes opened, chipās shoulders slumped with relief, and he wiped off his mouth, storing what was left of the potion back in jayās bag.
his inability to face gillion, combined with his need to breathe air made him look up, and swim as fast as he could, breaking the surface of the water and drinking in the ocean air, thankfully.Ā
and just as a precaution, chip furrowed his eyebrows, and thought to jay, āwe are not talking about this. if you bring it up, i swear to god, jay, i will-ā
he didnāt know what he would do, but he would definitely jump off the ship to avoid looking at gillion.
CHip and his horde of borrowed money
love how people hate that vox and valentino could actually love each other. yes vox, EveRYONes fav Vee could love someone like val..because hes just as bad. like it or not, still a fact š
Did someone order a silly TV man
if i see one more person look over jay ferrin in favor of fnc i will kill someone i think (i say this as worlds biggest fish and chips shipper) platonic relationships are just as valuable as romantic ones and im tired of seeing women in media be completely side lined for men
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HAPPY BDAY ANGEL DUST
valentino? from hazbin hotel? that u??
started watching jrwi. episode 21 š
I animated that one intro grizzly did in 110
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Bro is devious
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Something like this would be so colossally helpful. I'm sick and tired of trying to research specific clothing from any given culture and being met with either racist stereotypical costumes worn by yt people or ai generated garbage nonsense, and trying to be hyper specific with searches yields fuck all. Like I generally just cannot trust the legitimacy of most search results at this point. It's extremely frustrating. If there are good resources for this then they're buried deep under all the other bullshit, and idk where to start looking.
absence of warmth.
based off this post by @theratdruid
The Walt Disney Company repeatedly changed US laws to keep this stupid mouse from entering the public domain when it was first supposed to lose its copyright in 1984. Next year, I want to see this rat slandered. I want low-effort splatter horror movies, weird fetish porn, a million AI-generated childrenās Youtube videos using its likeness for profit. In 2024 we dance on the rat
Gillion needed to be asexual to balance out his grandpeepaws hyper sexuality