Pov You Are Todd Looking Over At Dirk During Any Given Moment

sooooo ... i played in hogwarts legacy for 23 hours .......... and while i do enjoy it like as a gamer i often find game designer in me nearly crying over every fucked up mechanic or technical issue in this stoopid (/affectionate) game it's not even funny now 2 days ago i was ranting my ass off about it ( i wrote like twenty something messages in my telegram channel )

i finished my first year of uni today !!! finally ... i was so tired and now i'm very happy that i can relax for 2 month

Dirk deserves a hug.

there's some portraits of maro and her siblings !!! from oldest to youngest

i don't know why but i wanted to draw all of them. and idk why i chose this semi-realistic style ... i'm a menace to myself. anyway i like how each drawing looks, but together they looks So weird 😭😭😭 because the style of the drawings jumps back and forth ... and it annoys me a bit too much .........

i don't want to explain all of them rn, because it will be toooooo much text. maybe i'll make a post about it later.

but if you're interested in anything about maro and/or her siblings, you can send an ask 🥺 i'll definitely answer !!

Не видела чтобы кто-то сделал подобное, поэтому буду считать себя первой 😋

damn i kinda hate the fact that i'm having a crush when i Really need to study but at least i have a crush on a good person unlike last um. three times. out of five. )))))))))))

so. um. i wanted to post something about my mc. but i realized i need to Explain her a little. even if my english is wonky. even if no one besides me will like her. i'm willing to sacrifice my pride lmao ( pls don't beat the shit out of me because of misspelling or weird use of words or horrendous grammary. i'm silly your honor )

SO. there's her profile thing ?? i guess ??? and yes. my every character is armenian, thank you very much. es hay em what can i say 😭

cr for sheet: @kiwiplaetzchen

aaaaand there we go with A Lot Of facts sbout her ...

about blood status ! i believe she doesn't really know about all that stuff. in my head magic armenia is tied together with non-magic one, because there's no magic school and communities are small and local. wizards live like muggles, live side by side with them. therefore blood of her family is so mixed, that i can't even say is she half-blood or what.

and she doesn't know english very well. her handwriting is in block letters and it's stiff and sloppy. often when she's yapping about something she switches to her mother tongue without realizing it. and then she tries to translate her rant, but fails miserably lmao. that's why she asks her friends for help with textbooks in classes and why she hates potions ( she doesn't know all that terminology for ingredients )

during the first days at hogwarts she was a little shy, but quickly became friend with poppy and natty. then she beat the shit out of sebastian in the duel and felt Very confident because of everyone's vivid reaction, so she started to befriend every person in this school lol. she's very tactile and kinda touch-starved even though she always pissed her siblings off with the need to touch and hug and peck Everyone ( but they always let her do it )

also. she's aroace. she really loves her friends, but she do not understand ( and need ) romantic love and relationshisp. i mean, she doesn't really know she's aroace she live in 19 century lmao. but not once in her live she fell in love

she have 5 siblings: two oldest siblings zabel and levon, older siblings lilith and masis and smol sis asthik ( who's a menace to society. ) she loves them to death, but in the summer after 5th year there was a huge drama about levon and maro was Fighting for him with zabel ( who's a homophobic bitch, but i'm the one who made her like this so i'm not shitting her 😭 )

and they lived in constantinople, but when father died they moved to erivan, hometown of their mother. after this she have some kind of prophecies about something bad happening with their family and maro being their "savior". that's why maro ended up in hogwarts, like it's the only school except koldovstoretz that her mother know about. and there's some relatives in england, who left erivan when it became part of russian empire in 1829 ( i think ??? i'm not too familiar with dates, but i want this story to work ... )

also her patronus was the van cat ( or vana katu, it's a landrace of cats found around lake van ) like her father's. but she doesn't cast patronus often so she found out that her patronus has changed to the borzoi at 6th year. her neighbor from a wealthy family bred borzoi from russian empire and she fell in love with these dogs from the very first time she saw them. it's kind of a symbol of her homesickness and yearning for family, for her life in erivan.

so. um. if you read all that text above. thank you. i really want to be in fandom and to show my maro to everyone 🤲 i will post arts with her. i guess ........ and i really want to draw other people's characters !!! i just like the vibes in here lol

i downloaded "our life : beginning & always" 4 days ago and already have 24.5 hours in steam LIKE ???? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK 😭😭😭😭😭

i wanted to draw my one and only queen rhaenyra targaryen for a while but i had a lot of struggles with her in the process((

i share anyway because i'm learning so i don't really care you know and eventually i even like her a little bit cause at the beginning i wanted to tear my sketchbook up and thought it will be a lot worse than that.

btw proportions really need help lol.

i watched heartstopper and i'm desperately in love with it 😭😭😭 i think i needed to watch it when i was at 10-11 grade in school it would make my life back then much more bearable but i do not regret watching it now tho 😋 AND I LOVE NICK he's such a sweetie 😭 he looks and behaves like a golden retriever and capybara at the same time 😭😭😭 oh pretty boy ...........