Normalize Self Harming For Fun And Because It Looks Good

Im very happy rn🤤

Tw: bl4d3s (sharpeners)

I ALSO HAD THE PINK MONSTER IT WAS SO GOOD OMFGGG <3333 me n my vro only got one so we shared it🤭🤤

The anxiety I get when I remember I might not have hid my blades properly

"jealousy is so cutee!!"

until I admit that my chest physically hurts whenever I see you interacting with anyone other than me

I THINK I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY I SWITCH UP ON PEOPLE SO QUICKLY NOW !!!

(this applies more for people I know irl rather than online)

So yk how sometimes you have fake arguments in your head ? I do that but have full conversations. But it can be very specific.

For example, I always think about what will happen in my therapy sessions, and since I hype myself up about what it's going to be like, I get disappointed and upset when my therapist seems to be going off my script

It happened today with my teacher. I built up the courage to go up to him and ask about the test and if I could do it earlier (since I was leaving school, before the time of the test) and the second I asked, he looked uninterested and plainly said I had to do it tmrw. It wasn't the reaction I had thought he would have (nor was it the one I wanted, I think he's a bitch for being uninterested, there was like 4 kids in the class and he was doing nothing, so it's not like I inturputed him or anything)

Anyways, I think that's the best way I can explain this XP

I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone *rocking back and forth, chanting this and gripping my hair*

cheese pizza is rly good!! its also my favorite, but i especially love it with cheese-stuffed crust. its sooooo goodd

thank yewww im also hoping it goes away! i found and cleaned out my humidifier so im hoping that helps at least a bit.

as for the package, i have an ame figurine, some stickers (NANA/sanrio), and some posters (sonico, madoka magica, and lucky star) otw! hopefully they arrive either today or tomorrow cause im super antsy for them.

(my nose is less stuffy rn so hopefully no dying in my sleep from asphyxiation)

what are you up to??

-🩷❤️‍🩹

IVE NEVER HAD CHEESE STUFFED CRUST (+I think it'd put me in the hospital or smth😭) BUT IM GLAD YOU AGREE CHEESE IS THE BEST >:3

OKNGGOGMGOMGOGMGOGMGOGGMGO IM TWEAKING, AME FIGURES ARE SO ANGEEELLIICCCCC WAHHHHH, SANRIO STICKWRS ARE PEAK !!! You got already taste in things you like >:3👍

IDK WHAT TZ YOU IN, BUT YEEUP I HOPE THEY GET TO YOU SOONER RATHER THAB LATER !!

(Good >:3 hopefully your sleep can be peaceful as well ^^)

I was gonna go to bed, but I'm to stressed to, so I'm playing Cats & Soup (very silly game 10/10)

No, I don't care about your traumatic backstory.

Yes, I act like I care. I'm lying to you.

uhuhghughu I reallyy fucking hate everyone at the moment, so if you could all kindly kill yourselves I would be very pleased

im kinda like a tomagotchi, if u dont give me enuf attention, ill die, & im not saying that to be dramatic, ill literally km$ if u dont give me all ur attention

thhhxxx for the tag ^^

I don't really like animals cause they're dirty as fuck, but maybe a seal ?? Cause there silly and it looks fun to hop around the beach like that :3

Probably my hoodie cause it goes down to my knees (completely covered >:3)

I mean, I'm pale as hell, drink/have a fascination with blood and I would die if a stake was drove into my heart, sooo guess I gotta go with vampire

JIRAI KEI💪 although I do like lolita and cutegore :3 (I don't have much clothes for those styles rn tho💔)

I fucking hate milk.

I fucking hate cereal. (Putting the cereal first though, because it's more logical. If you put milk then cereal, the milk could splash back ONTO YOU🤮🤮)

Probably just drowning someone, or choking. Something to do with the neck because it's very easy to damage the throat (Although I guess js shooting someone in the chest would be easiest :P) ACTUALLY, LMAO, I would wanna slit someone's wrist to death. Tie them down to a chair and slit there wrists till i hit an artery 🤤

anyway, had to much fun with that- TAGS !!! (sorry if tag is unwanted)

@fyodorsushanka @chairlieeatsdirt @raskoln1kovsaxe @gutted-pawz @t0tally-n0t-lou @insufferablewhore @sw33tl1f3 @thatonesillymomfriend @t3mzyproreal @qweirdangels @homaru--akemi @noodle-bro @uniquezombiedestiny @the-internet-froggi @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @gutz-n-glam0ur @lilithdeathbed @imsilly0-0 @2u1c1d4l @koku-stars @projectbungo @saturnmercuryowo @bubblecherry07 + anyone who wants to join !!! (Sorry any moots I forgot)

yk what I'll also do this get to know your mutuals cuz I thought bout it for a bit and I think I have to or I'll explode

get to know your mutuals♡

if you could be any animal which one would you choose to be? (can be fictional) (and you can explain why if you want to)

what would you choose when you're in a hurry and have nothing to wear?

are you a witch, vampire, fairy, dryad, siren or a mermaid and why do you think so?

what is your style?

regular milk or plant based milk?

which one do you put first milk or cereal?

fav way to kill someone? (idgaf if you never thought of it now you have to think of something and make it at least a bit cool I'm begging)

and I'll go first cuz I can

girl I wrote kinda a lot in these answers but I just had to brag about my fav way of killing people🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ and okay maybe it's kinda stupid that I'm also doing this game even tho I made it for others but who cares?

I can't choose but either a phoenix or a wolf cuz the allegory of both of these animals absolutely stole my heart

anything in my wardrobe that looks good (and it's almost always not adequate for the cold weather, I literally can wear a mini skirt when it's like 2°C outside and there are times when I am wearing a mini skirt and a crop top when it is 0°C and even when it was -3°C I don't care)

something in between vampire and a dryad cuz I feel like I would be a good vampire I don't know how to describe it but I just know and that's it and also a dryad cuz when I think of them they give me rather a messy and chaotic vibe which is def how I act and overall express myself so I'd say that I'm sometimes both sometimes one and sometimes the other

I'm goth so my style is overall gothic and / or cunty

regular but only 1,5% fat

CEREAL

sooo this is my fav way, first - pepper spray in the face so they can't see and therefore they can't run away, second - start scratching their legs with a pocket knife as hard as possible and try to find an aorta and cut there (making it even harder to run away), third - stick the same knife into all of their fingers (why not), fourth - knock out their teeth with a knuckle duster and finally - when they open their mouth trying to catch a breath from the blood and saliva running into their throat pour fluoroantimonic acid into their mouth and it's done! and I'll add that fluoroantimonic acid is called the most corrosive acid in the world ans if it touches the skin it causes huge damage and if poured into someones throat it'll burn the insides and kill. I think I'm really creative cuz I came up with this when I was writing one of my books and now I'm obsessed

tags: @n1eprzytomnadesperacja @niketas-s @r4tkisses @dawkacynizmu @gothicm0rph @slowacki006

and with question 7 rn I'm mostly thinking about one bbg ( @dawkacynizmu I'm looking at you ) cuz a bit after I came up with this question I thought that you might have an interesting answer