Me If You Even Care

i’m depressed(vv)

all these hoes piss me off. like nobody gives a fuck about you. all these people do is dance bad and smell worse. litterally i think i might die of overexertion, starvation, exhaustion, and dehydration. UGGHHHHH (side note: on my period)

Hiii congrats !! How did you shift ? How was it ? Where did you shift to ?

ok it’s a bit of a long story but i will tell!

i shift to camp half blood :)

so the night before i had a really close experience, like i could hear the sounds of camp and my triggers for how i know when i fully shifted, but when i opened my eyes i could still like feel my cr body at the same time? like i was at chb but i couldn’t move my body there, i could only move it at my cr. it was really weird, and i freaked out and went back to my cr fully. so the next night i was determined to do it again but move my body. so i listened to my subliminal and affirmed, and when i went to sleep, i shifted!!!! i could still feel my cr body, but i affirmed i was switching my control fully to my dr, and it workedddddd! once i had realized i could actually shift, it really helped me actually believe it was real, and i was much more confident in my control over my conscious and my body. but yeah!! it was such a cool experience and i’ve gone back a bunch of times.

once you shift, you open a gateway to all these other things that are possible, like manifesting, loa, etc. control over your reality is so easy once you do something believed to be ‘impossible’ by so many people! i’ve always had my doubts about stuff like this, but it’s so real! you just have to truly believe you can! ❤️

anyways my first shift i stayed for about a week, just chilling and talking with people. i became friends with silena, connor, travis, drew, and some hermes kids named juliette and parker. we formed sort of a friend group. drew is nice i promise, just a bitch to people she doesn’t like haha. it was so fun and i love everything about chb! i scripted a month in before percy arrives, so i didn’t have to deal with that right away and could settle in. i befriended annabeth and she’s kind of like a little sister, she’s so cute. luke is nice but he’s been acting weird (😬) and percy is set to arrive the next time i shift. i’m so excited! i scripted that 4 is the lucky quest number instead of 3 so i could go on the quest haha.

kbye!

soulmates are stupid i love you on purpose

Types Of Writer’s Block (And How To Fix Them)

1. High inspiration, low motivation. You have so many ideas to write, but you just don’t have the motivation to actually get them down, and even if you can make yourself start writing it you’ll often find yourself getting distracted or disengaged in favour of imagining everything playing out

Try just bullet pointing the ideas you have instead of writing them properly, especially if you won’t remember it afterwards if you don’t. At least you’ll have the ideas ready to use when you have the motivation later on

2. Low inspiration, high motivation. You’re all prepared, you’re so pumped to write, you open your document aaaaand… three hours later, that cursor is still blinking at the top of a blank page

RIP pantsers but this is where plotting wins out; refer back to your plans and figure out where to go from here. You can also use your bullet points from the last point if this is applicable

3. No inspiration, no motivation. You don’t have any ideas, you don’t feel like writing, all in all everything is just sucky when you think about it

Make a deal with yourself; usually when I’m feeling this way I can tell myself “Okay, just write anyway for ten minutes and after that, if you really want to stop, you can stop” and then once my ten minutes is up I’ve often found my flow. Just remember that, if you still don’t want to keep writing after your ten minutes is up, don’t keep writing anyway and break your deal - it’ll be harder to make deals with yourself in future if your brain knows you don’t honour them

4. Can’t bridge the gap. When you’re stuck on this one sentence/paragraph that you just don’t know how to progress through. Until you figure it out, productivity has slowed to a halt

Mark it up, bullet point what you want to happen here, then move on. A lot of people don’t know how to keep writing after skipping a part because they don’t know exactly what happened to lead up to this moment - but you have a general idea just like you do for everything else you’re writing, and that’s enough. Just keep it generic and know you can go back to edit later, at the same time as when you’re filling in the blank. It’ll give editing you a clear purpose, if nothing else

5. Perfectionism and self-doubt. You don’t think your writing is perfect first time, so you struggle to accept that it’s anything better than a total failure. Whether or not you’re aware of the fact that this is an unrealistic standard makes no difference

Perfection is stagnant. If you write the perfect story, which would require you to turn a good story into something objective rather than subjective, then after that you’d never write again, because nothing will ever meet that standard again. That or you would only ever write the same kind of stories over and over, never growing or developing as a writer. If you’re looking back on your writing and saying “This is so bad, I hate it”, that’s generally a good thing; it means you’ve grown and improved. Maybe your current writing isn’t bad, if just matched your skill level at the time, and since then you’re able to maintain a higher standard since you’ve learned more about your craft as time went on

naps on the subway

sorry i can't actually stop thinking or posting about auggy they just have that effect (and also some twitter memes!)

warmth☀️🖤

k guys callbacks went well omgokgmmgmgmgmg will know by friday

just got called back for one of my dream roles! stay tuned 🤞

She showed me things I didn't know