Mietsss - Speaking Into The Void

sometimes i really wish i was just a little bit more socially apt

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"Talk to your tutors" "talk to your peers" "present your work" "you may get the chance to go to a conference" "this module is designed to be interactive" "go to the academic society socials" they just don't let you be a reclusive academic these days

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speaking into the void

day 1: Do I actually hate biology?

I've been meaning to start writing again and now seems to be a time as good as ever.

The decision that led me to pursue a degree in biology was very thought out and, at the time, very deliberate, but now it all seems a bit blurry. I still find the topics we discuss in class truly interesting, why don't I feel engaged? Does my interest only stem from novelty? Do I actually hate biology?

Maybe I just dislike things I'm not good at.

Here are some of my highlights today!

Cleaned the house and studied a bit of vertebrate anatomy, we are entering a unit on the neural system so I'm afraid I'll fall behind if I slip up on my studies

soundtrack

what I've been listening

currently reading: The Development of Biological Though, Ernst Meyer

It seems silly but I respond well to reading and knowing the history of the subjects I'm studying, maybe a tome will reignite my passion for the sciences

sorry yeah ive got a bad case of Thinking About My Friends. im afraid its incurable. symptoms include happiness and love and wishes that they will have the life they want to live.

some organic chemistry notes for the only course left