Sigh.

real

sometimes I get the sense that paul wants someone to catch him in the lie. what I mean is, he covers things up -just- enough for plausible deniability (which, really, tends to be more than enough in such a heteronormative society), but as we can see pretty clearly, he doesn't really seem to put that much effort into hiding the meaning of his lyrics. he doesn't need to, because 99% of people will assume it's platonic or about a woman, and when that 1% does start questioning him, he (and I quote) "can always just deny it" and end it there. but beneath that surface-level negation, I wonder whether subconsciously he hopes that someone will keep pushing him on it and talk him into a corner he can't get out of. it would allow him to come out without technically being the one to do it – getting outed but in a way that still feels under his control because he laid the trail for it. yet, after all these years and all these songs, no one has actually pushed him like that yet. maybe I'm just projecting, but I myself used to have this rule that I wouldn't come out to anyone who didn't directly ask me first. this led me to wait years longer than I should've to tell my parents, because they just wouldn't ask the question, and I was too stubborn to give in until they did. I wonder whether paul feels something similar but to a more extreme degree

THE TAG?? @arcade-blade

im sorry

me fr

I tell people I’m into The Beatles and they think I mean it in an “I wanna hold your hand” kinda way or a “come together” kinda way but what they don’t know is that I’m actually tortured by them, like virulently afflicted with their melody and harmony and mythology and queerness

hes so beautiful

i believe that they were to scared to ruin their friendship, then gave in in rishikesh and it "ruined" everything, and obviously the crushes both ways but mostly john for paul cus have u seen the way he looked at him oml

art dump ig

i have to admit that its not the best ever, yet it took me a while (i was getting destracted)

also sorry for the disappointing number of only two drawings, i got upset with the first one and gave up 🥳🥳 anyways, i hope this somewhat fulfills your mclennon needs, though it isnt much.

there will be more.

Also, y'all have any drawing promps?

made my first bot on cai!! my acc will be primarily about mclennon, the beatles, the beatles by themselves, joan baez, joan baez and bob dylan, bob dylan and other silly creatures i become hyperfixtated on 😭👍

i shall be adding new bots frequently. i hope.