milkfloes
carson, he/him, en/esp, paranormal enthusiast trying my best to be at peace.. uhh yeah have a good day
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You remember how I told everyone the plot of Season 2 before it aired?
(Everyone tries to remember and then shakes their heads.)
That's right. I didn't. I spent several years going "wait and see". And you waited and you saw.
I'm not going to reveal any of the plot of Season 3, either. So there's really no point in asking me to make things happen, or to tell me what you do or you don't want to happen. I'm not going to.
"By the Grace of God" by Susan Worsham
extremely funny when AI artists feel the need to put watermarks on their images
posting this version too :)
not safe at all
You're stuck in a room with the last character in your gallery how safe are you
I'm 50/50 alastor might not kill me but I'm annoying so he might
Tagging : @akemiozawa @twsted-princess @twst-nadira-oc @ellovett @crazyyanderefangirlfan @celiica @achy-boo @cutiecrpze @mimitwst and anyone else who wants to join
Best of luck
why are there fake transparent pngs. what kind of sick prank is this. some kind of looney tunes ass bullshit. i run at the gray and white checkered background and hit it like a wall.
Hi everyone
I did not want to make a post like this but things are kind of bad right now. Terrible stuff has not stopped happening for months now, and I've found it very hard to get back on my feet.
Basically: I traveled "back home" to get my top surgery in June. During recovery, I experienced lack of resources, shelter and was a victim domestic violence. As a result of this, I was not able to prioritize my health.
I wasn't able to return to my physically demanding job in the state where I live due to workplace discrimination as well as needing more time to recovery from surgery, i am trying to get my gender marker changed on my ID and transfer my SSI benefits (which are my only real source of income right now) to the state where I live. As well as transfer my state health insurance. I am on medicaid, but the only clinics that will take it are on the opposite side of the country.
I also need to pass all my classes at school, so i still haven't been able to get to the office and sort it out.
I don't even know how to express how tired i am. I don't have enough money to eat on most days. My bank account is overdrafted and my phone is a piece of shit that's always breaking. I don't have support.
TL;DR Disastrous mistake of a Trans man can't get his life together and needs money
Commissions are open
Buy shirts
Buy scans of my sketchbooks (100s of pages of drawings)
$dr000wsy
STORY TIME:
I work in a decent sized, local, indie bookstore. It’s a great job 99% of the time and a lot of our customers are pretty neat people. Any who, middle of the day this little old lady comes up. She’s lovably kooky. She effuses how much she loves the store and how she wishes she could spend more time in it but her husband is waiting in the car (OH! I BETTER BUY HIM SOME CHOCOLATE!), she piles a bunch of art supplies on the counter and then stops and tells me how my bangs are beautiful and remind her of the ocean (“Wooooosh” she says, making a wave gesture with her hand)
Ok. I think to myself. Awesomely happy, weird little old ladies are my favorite kind of customer. They’re thrilled about everything and they’re comfortably bananas. I can have a good time with this one. So we chat and it’s nice.
Then this kid, who’s been up my counter a few times to gather his school textbooks, comes up in line behind her (we’re connected to a major university in the city so we have a lot of harried students pass through). She turns around to him and, out of nowhere, demands that he put his textbooks on the counter. He’s confused but she explains that she’s going to buy his textbooks.
He goes sheetrock white. He refuses and adamantly insists that she can’t do that. It’s like, $400 worth of textbooks. She, this tiny old woman, bodily takes them out of her hands, throws them on the counter and turns to me with a intense stare and tells me to put them on her bill. The kid at this point is practically in tears. He’s confused and shocked and grateful. Then she turns to him and says “you need chocolate.” She starts grabbing handfuls of chocolates and putting them in her pile.
He keeps asking her “why are you doing this?” She responds “Do you like Harry Potter?“ and throws a copy of the new Cursed Child on the pile too.
Finally she’s done and I ring her up for a crazy amount of money. She pays and asks me to please give the kid a few bags for his stuff. While I’m bagging up her merchandise the kid hugs her. We’re both telling her how amazing she is and what an awesome thing she’s done. She turns to both of us and says probably one of the most profound, unscripted things I’ve ever had someone say:
“It’s important to be kind. You can’t know all the times that you’ve hurt people in tiny, significant ways. It’s easy to be cruel without meaning to be. There’s nothing you can do about that. But you can choose to be kind. Be kind.”
The kid thanks her again and leaves. I tell her again how awesome she is. She’s staring out the door after him and says to me: “My son is a homeless meth addict. I don’t know what I did. I see that boy and I see the man my son could have been if someone had chosen to be kind to him at just the right time.”
I’ve bagged up all her stuff and at this point am super awkward and feel like I should say something but I don’t know what. Then she turns to me and says: I wish I could have bangs like that but my darn hair is just too curly.“ And leaves.
And that is the story of the best customer I’ve ever had. Be kind to somebody today.
this horoscope shit is easy. watch this
aries - someone is keeping you in mind today!
taurus - your bones is feeling down today. consider looking at images of “skeletons”
gemini - learn how to identify at least 5 local bird species. this will be important later
cancer - take a good long look at the ceiling, or the sky. keep looking. see anything cool? well, you looked pretty silly
leo - close tumblr NOW
virgo - the ghost of your furthest ancestor is watching over you today so don’t fuck it up. also she hates your boyfriend
libra - only download .pk4 or .fun filetypes today
scorpio - google search “worst named horses”
sagittarius - beast demands offering. fruit skins or bespoke drawing; left at the foot of your bed
capricorn - show your shadow a little fuckin appreciation today. it’s working so hard
aquarius - do you know anybody who’s an aries? yeah that one. someone needs to take that guy down a peg. figure it out
pisces - there’s a cackling witch stirring a big cauldron full of broth and carrots and onions and mushrooms. she needs meat but the prices at the grocery store are outrageous. just thought you’d like to know
I don't know if it's the depression speaking but these days I find it incredibly hard to enjoy anything about the Internet.
Literally every website has become a thousand times more inconvenient, bloated with promoted or recommended shit, stupid UI/UX changes pushed by out of touch billionaires.
The tipping point this week was Google changing the regular "Web - Images - Videos - Etc." tabs with fucking stupid ever-changing search suggestions, making the site a thousand times less accessible and so much more annoying to use
I'm tired. I want forums back. I want ugly html pages that give useful information back. I want to connect with other Internet users in a meaningful way again. Fuck modern corporate UI design. Fuck social media. I want out.
ive just been born into the world what are some good games for beginners
Maginet in my bed - Imma Vallmitjana
Catalan, b. ?
Oil on canvas , 50 x 50 cm.
They gave me a cat scan but all they found was that dog in me
officially two hours since my life went to shit im counting the time like uhhhb like seconds in between rolls of thunder idk
shaky and cold and hungry and i feel too much this is the worst ive felt
it has been exactly an hour since my world went to shit. whats up
friday will always be the best day of the week
Hello everyone, I don’t usually do that kind of stuff, actually it’s the first time.
My name is Peter, I’m 20, transgender and struggling with depression and i need help to move out of my transphobic parents house, before they decide to kick me out.
Here is my go fund me : https://gofund.me/58b0603f
Anything helps, if you can’t donate then I would really appreciate if you could share this post.
Thank you. Have a good day :)
found this old poem i wrote. i kind of like it and thought id share. feels like it belongs on my blog.
the peace of too much leans over me, grinning wide and yellow // not a threat, but a presence. // I walked down the road today and saw the setting sun in its blazing chalice, // saw winding roads with grass riding their middles. // I let out my arms like a sail on the downwind, // ready to be done. // relief etching itself on the mirror of my mind. // my scars are beautiful and hiding them seems delicately pointless. // the scar tissue is a red reminder of loss and what my sullen brain has cost me. // it is a reminder that slashing and fighting and kicking gets you nowhere, only luffing // in the wide open bay. // at the bus stop I rolled up my sleeves and stared at my rope-covered forearms. // it was bright and green out. // I forgave myself // without letting go.
Demoniac Babble, Estelle Hanania
As a trans guy I’ve noticed that women/girls tend to be more vocally supportive of my transition even though they’re way more likely to misgender me and cross my boundaries. Then guys are the complete opposite. They just nod and move on when I come out to them or correct them using the wrong pronouns. After that they just treat me like a normal guy for the most part.
Do any other trans guys feel this way? How has your transition affected your relationship with the men, women and others in your life?
feeling bad in every way possible right now im so done im ready to go